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Thursday, April 27, 2006 || Long Weekend .. But lots of things to do...
This morning wake up early maybe get use to it already but MY DARK RING cannot make it already la.. so jia liat.. haiz..cant blame any1. Gave QT my monitor ytd so new sia.. but its okie la.. gave it to her rather than i throw it away still can use juz tat my motherboard gone case.. haha dun understand what my lecture teaching was off today for my macroeconomic lessons.. haha doing my own tings.. get to learn alot within the 1 week but got to explore too.. But i wanted to stay at home to do my things i don wan to go anywhere ....2.jpg)
Muahahahahahaha.. tml friday already.. urm, good days for me to rest well.. Feeling alrite today la.. still feeling sick sia but haf to do alot of things so cant afford to waste anytime ya.. hehe... =) but tml gotta to work at Raffles places at 11 am... at least can sleep abit later..
--> secretly took juliz's pic when she was talking to me..haha cute rite
Right now having 'dinner' break but my classmate and i didnt wan to eat so here we are in the Sun Plaza free access lab doing some surfing.. haiz.. got millions of things waiting for me to complete.. juz have to get use to it wat to do.. Thankz dude, send me the 183 club songs.. Gan Qing Xian simply love tat song.. haha.. keep repeating when i on the bus... haha.. but juz dun know y my tears juz roll down well some sort of touch by e songs and tink abt Pj... no comments.. shall not further elaborate no point.. Its up to individual to view things.. hopefully hings will get well soon wor... =)
Today went to sch early to do abit 'studying' haha... then meet juliz for lunch ... well of coz miss her.. ytd talked on the phone with pj then urm.. found out something.. well, my dear i can truly understand all.. coz sometimes words cant describe how u feel but i relie can understand becoz me too walking through tat path before and now too... I cant comments much on this too.. After all i also a outsiders and of coz a fren to comfort and listen to u when u nid. Ytd she also say tat all of us are busy with our own things still dun know whether our frenship can withstand any 'climate' tat we are going to face, well it depends on individual too, hw much you wan to put into a friendship is the same as a R/S... i cant explain tat but i'm sure when u nid any1 juz come to me i will do my very best to be by your side... tml will go out with her spend sometimes for her.. free after my work no driving coz i cant book any slot so tat i know she wun tink so much when i around.. hehe BHB hor..
u can alw foregone this frens whom u tink tat its not worth it at all to meet or been frenz with.. wat can i do more than these i don know i relie dun... M i relie tat bad to cause the pro to fall on u .. if i relie juz tel mi straight in my face even though i know its hurt but i rather short pain than long pain.
I relie have no more courage to face any more things tat are coming on my way, trying to run away but in the end i still nid to face it isnt it?? Well, these are the things tat i alw ask myself. Y on earth shld i face these fate but this is life i nid to learn from the things i faced and still learning.. Picking up all the bits and pieces and the cut that i suffering.. Things definitely getting well, e smile is on but meanwhile all juz hyporcites of myself... no courage juz no courage.. i shld learn to be relie hard heartened not to treat any1 nice but too bad tat's me.. =) if i dun i'm not RQ...
Darrice i simply miss u sia.. Faster lehz... alw so slow de... =0)
Ciao~!~
Ciao ~
Rui Qin |Thursday, April 27, 2006
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