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Sunday, October 21, 2007 || Shopping Day...
Hahahaha... Finally 1 Saturday 1 don't need to work.. I juz to tired to work already. After 5 days of 8.30a.m-5.30 pm... I can understand the working timing already, understand why people are so tired after work.. But I enjoy going to sch now, all the fun with my team mates and frenz with all the craps they have lahz... Not like the feeling of dragging my feet to sch anymore like wat I feel the last time. But hope the fun will last throughout my TEP stopover.
Anyway today went shopping with my dad, went to buy winter clothes, these are the lists of things that i have bought:
1) Warmer Hand Pack
2) 3 Lip ice (Apple and Orange Mandrain Flavour)
3) Acrylic Scarf
4) Ladies Wool Gloves (x2 pairs)
5) Cashmere and Lamb Wool Socks (4 pairs)
6) 100% Wool Long John (x3 sets)
7) 100% Wool Sweater (x2 sets)
8) Cotton Parka (Winter Breaker)
This is the amount of things that i have bought from Winter Times and the amount is $500... Wahaha i don't even dare to look at the screen at the cashier counter when i going to pay for all these things.. My dad keep asking me to take and take... Haha... Relie enjoy after that i went shopping alone at Bugis after putting the winter clothes at home. My dad gave me another $200 to shop for my jeans, in the end i didn't buy any jeans but i bought 3 T-Shirt and 1 pair of shoe... Wahahaha after that went OG to get him a shirt for his friend who is coming from Vietnam.
At the same time while waiting for my fren to knock off, we took the same train along the East line. Coz she is going to meet her bf and fren. I used the 20 mins while waiting for her to shop all these things.. Haha.. super rite? Enjoy shopping alot!!! UNLESS with money lah, of coz...
In the end, i alighted with her at Bedok coz i so long nv see my other frenz whom she is going to meet. So we went to Bedok BK to meet them. I purposely drop by becoz VK is there too.. so drop by to say HI to him lahz, if not later he say me.. So sad rite??
But when we are going out of the resturants, VK helped me to carry my shopping bags and suddenly he hold my hand. Well, i can't deny that i liked him before but not now... When he suddenly holded my hand i gave a fast reaction, i pushed his hand away. I only can say we have no fate to be together but once in my life i met him and i contented that we are friends rite now. I know he got gf already but i tink its quite inappropriate for us to continue.
Rite now quite confused, i also dun know wat i relie wan
itsabeautifuldreamthatyouoncegivenitstome, butiknowitsimpossible.
Rui Qin |Sunday, October 21, 2007
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Thursday, October 18, 2007 || Scared....
Hi guyz...
Erm.. My TEP have started for 4 days already. I'm quite satisfied with what i have it now.. Happy with my team-mates. They are fun to be with ard.. Maybe rite now onli. Today is a very busy day for us, we have a mini roadshow at the North Canteen selling IT products. I tot it will be quite difficult to sell but after the whole events its quite relieve that we are doing quite fine with it.
We manage to hit our sales target. Hopefully the next roadshow will be better. Anyway, everyday waking up at 6.30 am it like going back to my pri and sec days where i have to wake up tat time to get ready to go to sch. So sianz lahz and finish sch at 5.30 pm but after tat i have alot of things to do .. Like giving tuition and learning piano have already taken up most of my night time. The actual time i got home is ard 10 pm almost everyday.. Got to zzz at ard 12 plus and my dark rings are becoming more and more serious... Hahaha... Tartara... This is my group pics taken during the roadshow at north canteen today. Haha...
Recently i feel i'm not myself inside... Trying to fight the feeling, i know it will be not be apporiate but its kind that i wan to keep it to myself. Only myself and i know abt it, i dun wanna anyone to know coz its meant to be a secret. Before i get hurts again, i have already started to build up walls to protect myself from getting hurts again. I hope i will not coz the feeling isnt that great and i dun tink anyone out there will want to suffer like what i have gone through.
Sometimes i relie wish i can help my friends in all areas but i'm limited to the help i can give. I relie hope, trying hard to fight the feeling, supress it.. I hope that day to explode will never come!!
Today done a big grave mistakes!! And i damn scare till now pls.... Relie scare kena scolded lehz.. How ah?? Hopefully things will turn out fine k??? I pray hard enough.... Dumb me!!!
Justwannatobmyself!!! Idon'twannatofallintothebottomlesspitagain!!!
Rui Qin |Thursday, October 18, 2007
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Saturday, October 13, 2007 || Hilow
Hi everybody, It seem that i have lost track of time to update my blog liao ah.. So sorry was relie relie busy for the past few months... Wow, time flies today is already SAT tat means i have only 2 days to relax before my nightmare going to start soon!!
TEP is starting on MONDAY... and i have to report to sch like any office hours.. So sian... I have alot of things to do lehz.. Haiz and the most worst is that i have been appointed as the TEP admin .. for goodness sake i don't even know why they have choosen me!!! Is my name tat nice for the freaking teacher to like?? The moment i heard from the previous batch of seniors saying that she's very strict and she is my supervisor i'm going to faint soon!!! High expectation from her and have to ensure that things are in order if not will kena letter from her and your grade can drop from an A to B to C and even D... Oh my god, how am i going to survive for the next 9 weeks...
But Luckily, i have a nice staff guiding me and my "new" frenz.. juz get to know him .. He is also doing admin work with me... So sian... First to come and Last to Go..... Wat the heck... Anyway i make sure that i'm doing a good job for the next 9 week to pull back my GPA and faster time pls. I can't wait to go france so tat i wun suffer anymore in TEP ... Haha... Just say only, i will miss my FAMILY and FRIENDS here... Oh god, but i like the feeling of exploring the europe country as well... its is veri confused ya.. haha
Today suppose to work but i have food poisoning since last night and my leg are wobbling..In the end after i bath i sms my boss said that i'm freaking sick can't report to work... Tml then i go.. Heard from my fren that this boss of mine are fierce.. Heard from wat she said i'm veri scare lehz... but ok lahz. after last week of works still can manage to pass it.. But i have lost my notebook dun know where i have put.. Inside are all the notes for my work.. OH MY GOD... this time die liao lahz.. i scare i kena scold from my collegues.. She have guided my so much and i have wrote so much of notes in the end i lost it wanting to ask her to repeat??? Haiz.. Recently too blur liao lo... I also dun know what i am thinking also.. Lost track of time, keeping myself busy working and now i know is that holidays are ending soon... Btw i have enjoyed myself during the holidays, especially went out with my classmates for an ice-skating session... Heheheh
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All the babes... Haha.. anyway i have enjoyed myself very very much... Thanks for all your accompany.. Love u gals!
Rui Qin |Saturday, October 13, 2007
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