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Tuesday, July 29, 2008 || Emptiness....
Emptiness is now how i feel...... Its been quite some time that i'm feeling this way. The feeling is not nice to experience it anyway...
I relie dun know what is it bothering in me.. but i know that i'm might be happy on the surface but not deep inside of me.
Depression? I'm juz not happy.. not happy at all.. Even the smiles and laughter are all just temporary. I don't know, i relie don't know how to face the coming days! I hope i can walk out of these days faster.. Looking at the ceiling and fall asleep is what i'm experiencing for the past few days. I tot i'm satisfied but its not! What is it? What is it that are causing me to be like tat..
It not me at ALL!! Used to be optismitics but the feeling its killing me.. Killing me bits by bits.. Slowly.. I dun know how long can i hold?~?~?~?~?~
Anyway, nobody is going to notice it at all.. god bless me ! Pephaps crying my heart out would be better! =`(
I tot i'm happy and satisfied... BUT I'M NOT!!!!
Rui Qin |Tuesday, July 29, 2008
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Sunday, July 27, 2008 || 分开以后
想喊你 卻沒敢開口
最後只有 留著淚看你走
我想問我 是否只願意就這樣放手
既然無法挽留 只好接受
從今以後 你要寂寞多久
誰能給予你 我這般的溫柔
也許是多慮了 你離開我會過得更快樂
可對於軟弱的我 回憶就足夠
分開以後 每當想到你 就會低下頭
緊握的手 不知過了多久
我相信你 也會有一樣的辛酸難受
都曾經深愛過誰 有誰能捨得
在離開你之後 想快樂也只是一種強求
一個人 怎麼過都是愁
懂得擁有 卻未必能讓你為我停留
最後只剩遺憾 拉住我不放手
oh~~~~ya~~~~~
分開以後 每當想到你 就會低下頭
緊握的手 不知過了多久
我相信你 也會有一樣的辛酸難受
都曾經深愛過誰 有真的捨得
在離開你之後 想快樂也只是一種強求
一個人 怎麼過都是愁
懂得擁有 卻未必能讓你為我停留
最後只剩遺憾 拉住我不放手
Rui Qin |Sunday, July 27, 2008
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Friday, July 25, 2008 || What You Got
Verse 1 (Colby O'donis) - I beeped you on the phone
just showing off ya stones and noticed,
that that pinky ring is bright enough baby,
I know your not alone, but I could just be wrong,
the way them fellas hounding ya sizing you up baby
And I like the way you take advantage of every man ya love
(Akon - I see ya) and I know ya game girl but i dont mind if you come and,
play with us, just dont talk to much (Akon- I see ya)
ya so cute you dont have to say a word
Chorus: (Colby O'donis), (Akon)
See all those guys wanna come treat you right
cause ya sweeter than apple pie, everything that you want you got,
girl you know that you need to stop, most beautiful thing in sight
always taking all the spotlight, always in the club looking hot girl
you know that you need to stop.
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya)
Verse 2: (Colby O'donis)
Girl I can tell ya want something to love,
thats why you hold on to everything that pass you by
can't resist girl and I cant lie or tell if you are here for me
or everybody watching you shake from left to right
the way you move got me hypnotized
the way you take advantage of every man ya love (Akon - I see ya)
and I know ya game girl but i dont mind if you come and play with us,
just dont talk to much (Akon- I see ya) ya so cute you dont have to say a word
Chorus: (Colby O'donis), (Akon)
See all those guys wanna come treat you right
cause ya sweeter than apple pie, everything that you want you got,
girl you know that you need to stop, most beautiful thing in sight
always taking all the spotlight, always in the club looking hot girl
you know that you need to stop.
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Oooh)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Oooh)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Oooh.....Akon)
Girl ya know that you need to stop.
Verse 3: (Akon)
Cant keep my eyes away from you girl
when ya get on the floor and do what you do
and everybody wanna come back to that body
the kind that remind me something like you,
cause your that type to drive a man crazy
will snatch him away from his lady,
no matter how hard the man hold back he'll end up calling you baby,
and they never really know what to do,
once you expose that thing you do,
you had em crawling on hands and knees and ya find a way to get em out they jeans,
and while ya thinking your the only dude,
shes off in the mall living off of you,
letting everybody know she got you and now you feel like a fool
Chorus: (Colby O'donis), (Akon)
See all those guys wanna come treat you right
cause ya sweeter than apple pie, everything that you want you got,
girl you know that you need to stop, most beautiful thing in sight
always taking all the spotlight, always in the club looking hot girl
you know that you need to stop.
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya)
Rui Qin |Friday, July 25, 2008
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Sunday, July 20, 2008 || Buried with Projects...
This week is very hectic.. Having to meet 4 projects deadline is leaving my group members and me dead. Ytd slept at ard 4 am just to touch up on the bit and pieces for the report. Meeting 2 projects deadline tml is not fun at all. Having insufficient rest is not fun at all, luckily my team members are co-operative enough and every 1 of us are trying our very best to do our part.
I can't wait for this week to pass that mean examination are round the corner. Anyway i have no birthday wish this year, just hope that everyone ard me are healthy and doing fine with their own life.
BTW, thanks to yen ru and evelyn who met up with me ytd to has a great dinner together and a short so called shopping spur with them to help me to relax for a while. We had our dinner at bugis at the hong kong cafe, now then i realized that tong seah street got alot of nice foods to eat!!! haha... i'm like mountain tortoist lahz.... Had a very full and nice dinner with them. Anyway i can't deny that i have put on tonnes of weight and i'm starting to hate myself for being like tat!! Argh...Time flies faster for this coming projects week.
SHIT!
Rui Qin |Sunday, July 20, 2008
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Monday, July 07, 2008 || Dieing SOon
Die , Dieing, dead...
My life is nth but projects and its killing me slowly... Being exhausted and had no time to rest at all.. Insomina is the making me dead...
Rui Qin |Monday, July 07, 2008
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