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Tuesday, July 29, 2008 || Emptiness....
Emptiness is now how i feel...... Its been quite some time that i'm feeling this way. The feeling is not nice to experience it anyway...
I relie dun know what is it bothering in me.. but i know that i'm might be happy on the surface but not deep inside of me.
Depression? I'm juz not happy.. not happy at all.. Even the smiles and laughter are all just temporary. I don't know, i relie don't know how to face the coming days! I hope i can walk out of these days faster.. Looking at the ceiling and fall asleep is what i'm experiencing for the past few days. I tot i'm satisfied but its not! What is it? What is it that are causing me to be like tat..
It not me at ALL!! Used to be optismitics but the feeling its killing me.. Killing me bits by bits.. Slowly.. I dun know how long can i hold?~?~?~?~?~
Anyway, nobody is going to notice it at all.. god bless me ! Pephaps crying my heart out would be better! =`(
I tot i'm happy and satisfied... BUT I'M NOT!!!!
Rui Qin |Tuesday, July 29, 2008
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