Rae's Happiness

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Monday, June 02, 2008 || Sianz...

Hey guyz, i'm back.. Yahoo.. next week is the start of school holidays BUT this doesn't mean i got plenty time to rest and slack. Well, i do sometimes of coz, i got a tonnes of project that needed to do asap. Actually we planned to go for a short holidays in M'sia and i quite looking forward to it.

But due to disapprove from my parents, i have to ps the rest.. I'm relie sorry not that i dun wan to go. I also wish i can go and enjoy but haiz.. partially is becoz faizal is not going my mum don't relie put ease at it. Well, this is the first time ya normally i go overseas she will aprrove it but i also not sure lehz.. Another reasons she dun wan me to go is becoz of the "responsibility" of taking care of the rest, she tinks that i'm the so called eldest in the group so all the safety issues is putting on me. I can't resist what she said, she got her own reasons and i can't do anything about it. Even if i die die wan to go, i also nid to borrow money from her, passport with her. That gate sure will not allow me to pass through de lo.

I feel damn guilty lahz... I'm not purposely wan to ps the rest BUT i relie dun know why this time round my mum dun allow me to go even i ask her for the reason. Well, i don't dare to ask the 4th time, i afraid she will not give me my allowance, there goes my $$. Recently i'm damn poor lahz, i onli got 2 dollars left in my wallet i can't provoke her further. Ytd she is damn fierce pls, she say "you stop asking if not i will slap you"... Aiya... You tel me who doesn't wan to go for the trip and enjoy?? Is not my parents fierce is erm... i tink they also tink of my safety ba.. LOL even though i prove them i'm independent or they miss me so much ever since the france trip.. They afraid that i will be going for OIPP and wanted me to stay at home.. LOL...

I relie tried my very best and I dare not go against my parents. I still need to respect them.. I hope you guyz understand and I'm relie relie very sorry...

Rui Qin |Monday, June 02, 2008
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