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Thursday, March 31, 2005 || Sorry! (^oo^) onik onik.... (-_-")
first of all... i'm wanna to apologise to all my frenz i know u gals have been "ta han" with mi this few days especially Juliz... i keep complaining how tired i am when i nv think of u too ya.. i know u are also tired with all the projects and things that are going on... sorry that i didn't spare any thoughts for you... gotta to minus my points?? Not being a caring and considerate frenz??? but no worries i gotta be fine and get more rest, relax and recharge over the weekend can't wait ya...
For mi... i relie dissappointed in myself about the WPB result relie didn't except to get that.. trying hard for the upcoming CAs.. Work hard towards the goals that i have set for myself this year... achieve something that i nv had and the determination... wow tat still got a long way to go ya...
Trying to get back on track again... have been wandering around for the whole of this week... Sometimes me myself also cannot understand wat am i thinking! that is when i feel when i was lost... difficult to control and times i throw my temper again.. well... that what i need to sit down and tink again lo... anyway juz wanna to say a sincerely BIG SORRY !!! I'm so no use ya can't say it out but i hope u can accpet yeah!! =)
Rui Qin |Thursday, March 31, 2005
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Wednesday, March 30, 2005 ||
erm... i haven't been feeling well for the last few days.. feeling dizzy and difficult to breathe wasn't myself too quiet... hahaz.. but right now feeling beta but still have tat spell ya.. no worry it juz i dun have enough sleep tat all...
quite packed this few days rushing for projects.. FMK and ETP need to do proposal.. aiyo... can't manage it ya...don like to accommdate last mins works... no worries juliz you can take ur time cause i know u are already veri packed with ur interview and ur presentation... the last few days don have time to practise for my piano the moment i reach home bath and went straight to my dreamland once i lay on my bed.. haha can u imagine how tired i am...
hahaz.. my new HP Pavilion desktop came yesterday busy to connect to the internet cause need to do reserach and rearrange my computer make it more neatly... now my room have 2 desktop and 1 laptop can u imagine that we have 1 computer for each of my sis and mi ... wow hahaz.. k lahz gotta to sch ya! morning !
Rui Qin |Wednesday, March 30, 2005
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Monday, March 28, 2005 ||
well... time flies.. one week holi have past and now i'm back in sch again.. this sch holidays are like normal sch days cause i have to go back to sch to do some band stuffs. And we have our NDP audition last week.. relie scarey le cause the result have not out yet don know can get in anot...
this semester is a real pack time table for mi.. have to complete 3 pjt and the interesting wan is the Pedalwork website where 3 of us includes juliz and one year 2 student going to touch it with the knowledge we have and do it for a company.. can u imagine how exciting and interesting it is?It is a challenger to us man! Juz met Mr Tan Hwee Xiang this morning about this pjt and he talked to us whether we enjoyed our course.. actually i nv regret of choosing this course... learning alot of things...And he wanted mi and juliz to be a role model for our junior.. relie enjoy my time now in ITE when i was complaining nothing to do last semester while this semester is too packed... Mi having terrible headache and it is veri heavy... till to not enough sleep i tink one day i will faint err...
yesterday comforted Mandy cause she quarrel with my godbrothe.. Some old stuff and long story meet her to comfort her in the end she talked to mi and ask mi to forget him.. well i have tink the whole night and i relie make up my mind this time round not going to be so freaky minded... have to be it lahz.. cant drag too long le more pain it caused even though she hit the bull eye but i denied it lahz... Sorry to all 2some from the 4 some u know who u r lahz huh... to bear with mi so long glad u gals are with mi all this round.. i gotta to be strong and move forward cause there are more things for mi to do!! more IMPORTANT things to do... wahaha ok lahz need to organise my time and things to do leh z.. talk to ya!! (-_- " )
Rui Qin |Monday, March 28, 2005
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Friday, March 25, 2005 ||
Oh yeah! My new desktop will be arriving this coming tuesday.. so happy 19" LCD screen.. anyway yesterday i went to orchard with my "sister" von shops for Lin and Xian b'dae present in the end we bought Lin present cause we dun have enough $$ with us.. going down again to buy bikini for her that her b'dae wish...
at night meet mandy and Sp for dinner..even though recently happened alot of unhappy things but gotta to move on in my life ya... well it have been a long time that we meet up and go out as threesome.. beside the steamboat we have last sunday... it gals time.. we took alot of photos from orchard all the way to eslpandner... took alot of photos.. at least now got photos to fill my album up.. hehe... while we waiting for SP dad to come and fetch us.. so pai seh everytime her dad come and fetch us.. three of us sit down together and see the photos that we took during the dinner and the day itself... so funny lo.. relie leh.. i see the photo i keep laughing imagine its already 11 plus at night and u can heard my laughter... ppl tot is G****..... hahaz.. i didn't know tat mandy took my photos when i was flipping my hair when we are in the train home from steamboat and the result is like a model (ugly kind) ... Oh mine *Pengz* hahaz... can't wait to receive my pics... haha love myself too much am i crazy.. i tink so ... Gals dun worry i will let u gals to see my photos... keke alot of story behind it cause i'm the writer of the photos...hahaz
anway today went back to sch to watch our band performance at Fajar Sec. Sch... ok lahz the performance turn out to be good.. acoustic singing.. anyway i meet Juliz in the morning and go to sch together sat Mr. Tan car to that sch .. haha its was packed in front but both of us are sitting behind and shaking our leg so comfortable too bad cause we are GALS..all the equipments are all packed all the back of the car... haha ... anyway today Juliz share with mi her experience during her camp well ... its funny at the same time make mi discover one time... i'm so disgust with it... CMI lahz... anyway it midnight now (4.00 a.m) but i still cant sleep today i wun be a Onik Onik lehz lahz.....This whole passed fast also cause today is FRI liao two more days sch team starts again.. haiz... muz chiong liao... Miss ya
Rui Qin |Friday, March 25, 2005
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005 ||
erm... this few days i quite enjoy myself cause this week is HOLIDAYS!! and i can use my INTERNET liao haha ... u know wat last sat mi and other SC went to mediacorp to watch the High On Life show... wow so interesting didn't know that it was so fun ya! erm... i took photos with Chris.. Bessie... Beverly.. and genn actually wan to take photo with Olinda but nvm... i was too excited cause i have a close up photos with chris.. haha
anyway i have dinner with VK and my pig family still got who to celebrate his b'dae on sunday.. enjoy myself but i was late... they nv blame mi lahz cause i was accompanying my mum for a while... quite enjoy myself while eating but when we are on the way from Marina Bay they "force" mi to take photo with Him oh my... Wanna him to put his hand over my shoulder... i of course don wan lahz... but in the end took one of it with him at Raffles Place while waiting for train... Cut the long story short... we sent Mandy home then he sent mi home but i asked him whether can take one photo with him( it took mi a great courgae to ask him hor) * Blush Blush* but in the end we took 3 photos veri close up together... the first wan we don relie veri close but eventully the other two is nicer...actually while eating dinner he keep wanting to take my photos.. even SP also noticed it as well... i don know perphas stil fren ba.. He he... even though i'm happy inside.. erm... hope there a chance but i prefer to stay the same way as we are cause i don wan to get hurtz anymore everytime wanna to put down he will alw make my heart melts... haiz... :(
Rui Qin |Tuesday, March 22, 2005
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Friday, March 18, 2005 ||
Today veri angry lo... don know how to describe... In the morning meet Juliz to come to sch on the way saw matthew. quite shocking seldom see him in the train then he don take EW line.. anyway in the morning in school wanna to take the band room keys from Raszman having stock take in the afternoon... veri irritating lehz... alot of things need to do like i'm the secertary of his. have to do everything for him... He took some intrusments for his own performance and i called Mr Tan and told him so he said don let him take the band room things... haiz... don know la mood swings err...
in the canteen wanna to sit down with other classmates of mine... but the moment i saw TC i veri irritated.. i also don know having a big E in him... i tot i can sit down but he didn't take his bag away i keep quiet and walk away lahz... wat eva! i don need to sit there with them i can be alone too... haiz don know lahz... relie feel like strangling.... SO WAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CANNOT STAND THE WAY HE IS AND BEING PROUD OF EVERYTHING LIKE HAVING A BIG F*** !*HUMP* so proud of himself... i cannot stand already.... BUAI~
Rui Qin |Friday, March 18, 2005
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005 ||
I BOUGHT MY NEW DESKTOP AND HANDPHONE LAST WEEKENDS!!! YEAH!!!! finally anyway Last Mon is his birthday didn't celebrate with him but got to make up this coming sunday for dinner his treat haha... yesterday and the day before mandy called mi and talk to mi so long nv catch up with one another talk abt SP. I was shocked to hear from her wat did SP done towards her mum.. i dun know this is her house affair cannot do anything but i will try my best to talk round with SP... i haven see it with my own eye i afraid history will repeat itself... trying to protect myself from hurtz err... (^oo^)...
erm.. firstly so sorry that i so long nv update... due to the breakdown of my internet access. today quite happy lahz.. yesterday got my FMK results.. quite surprisely to see my result veri contented... but also muz work hard for my exam err... yesterday go home early in the end accompany Juliz to repair her hp... LCD crack... Today erm.. saw Darrice in the band room... he asked mi to sit beside him.. this morniing he sms mi but i nv reply lehz... so long nv talk to him liao... ok lahz... veri comfortable talking to him.. anyway today in the canteen while discussing ETP project WWQ said why the people around her are avoiding her.. haiz how to say ... Juliz was saying asking her to be more open up and be like mi talking nonsense... anyway i juz know she doesn't like mi .. wat to do... haiz... anyway talk to ya again next time ba....
Rui Qin |Wednesday, March 16, 2005
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Friday, March 11, 2005 ||
Haiz.. Yesterday quite enjoy myself... go for bowling with other BIT classes..haiz.. i don know my CAs how lehz.. veri dissappointed in myself don know how to describle... That Juliz n PJ keep saying muz grab the chances.. haiz i also dun know lehz.. veri frustrating...yesterday went to buy b'dae present for him b'dae on monday... He went to JB yesterday with my godbrother and mandy and other lo... hahaz at least we talk on the phone so long nv talk liao.
Memories of mi and him (V.K) kept coming back to mi... i tink for the time begin wanted to lock myself in the world of mine own.. trying to settle down everyting.. For Darrice and mi.. we r frenz now and forever.. dun wann to tink of others tings too much cause i wan to concentrate on my studies and PIANO.. hehez.. ok la gotta to sort out my feeling for a period of time lehz.. buai
Rui Qin |Friday, March 11, 2005
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Sunday, March 06, 2005 ||
YEAH! my laptop okie liao... u know wat... i was the one who repair it... Satisfied with it... hahaz... well today and yesterday have a handful of things need to do... helping my neighbour to do her projects her fren lo all dun wan to do last mins work, rearrange band file and others thing also coping my study lo... After hearing lot of things happen in the band abit feel frustrated and lost doesn't know wat to do ...
erm... today went out with him again... he sms in the morning asking wanna to go and study well i promise him to go ... in the end we nv study u know where we go? he bring to a music store too see my dream piano... oh mine! faint liao err... too engrose in it liao... hmm... sound i'm crazy rite .. haha we also went to shop for fren b'dae present we talked a lot and he told mi abt his problems, things and other lo... feel veri comfortable talking to him..hahaz anyway we are going to stay this way doesn't wan to lost it cause he is relie a great fren... Gotta to study hard don't wish to let myself and parents down ya!! see ya again ~ buai (^oo^)
Rui Qin |Sunday, March 06, 2005
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Saturday, March 05, 2005 ||
erm... right now busy update all my software... laptop is back to shape but all songs cannot plau don know why... anyway yesterday having a long meeting with Mr Tan and other members about the band.. how are we going to reform it beta.... all the TEAM WORK... haiz sure got alot of things need to be done juz bought home a big file to rearrange it... i hate untidness.... haha anyway yesterday was talking to him on the phone for 1 hour.. oh mine actually i wanted to ask him whether can help out in the PA of the band in the end we talked for a long time anyway it on my handphone sure this month going to kill mi .... and he played guitar over the phone... so interesting... and tat a thing i found out that he is a christian to my suprise cause early that day i told juliz that i wun fall for a guy who is not a christian and right now i still studying so all these tings leave it to fate ba... (^oo^) buai
Rui Qin |Saturday, March 05, 2005
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Thursday, March 03, 2005 ||
Its a long time that i have updated my blog... things around mi are changing till i can't even breathe.. haiz i haven been busy with all my things... Piano practise... Band... CAs... and some more NDP practise coming up.... quite packed with things recently... haiz... Recently having the band audition and i admire a guy who know how to play piano even though he nv learn.. izzit amazing i wished i can be like him ... haiz... reformat my desktop and laptop now both computer also cannot use... so have to come to sch and use... so boring... so tired also... this morning wake up at 5.00 a.m to study for my FMK... my mum have to wake mi up for a dozen of times before i manage to crawl up of my bed... hehe... Juz went to Bk to find him... hmm quite a number to thing to catch up both of us are busy... Still hold our frenship But
Things around mi are going to fast till i can't even recongize and notice abt it... time flies isn't it march already lehz... going to the second year of my study in ITE.. relie can't imagine... yesterday something happen to our class abt the project grping... haiz y muz ppl treat others where they know it hurting... yesterday on my way home with WWQ critized by her again saying that i'm taking up too much things and i sure can't cope with my studies... wat de!! anyway i not going to bother cause i still who i am... Buai~
Rui Qin |Thursday, March 03, 2005
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