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Tuesday, May 31, 2005 || So busy?!~!~
Hey right now shld be School Holis ar~!~!~!~ But hor... i still busy with my projects and meeting with Mdm Hassnah... hahaz... even though it school holidays it like normal school days to mi ... Very busy with my things.. Fri need to present the Pedal Works website to Mr Tan liao and the place is in the conference room lei.... so scary .... anyway i simply love the design of the website that juliz, zhixiang and mi had done....
hahaz.... busy everyday not enough oror until Pj n juliz say tat my dark circle cannot make it... how ar use to it liao sleep late then wake up early to do my things... time seem not be enough for mi ya...hahaz.... On sunday we meet for supper again it have been exactly 1 month we nv see each other... its like having so much to catch up with one another...haha.... Eat Mac for the past few days continously lehz.... Vomit lehz... haha
anyway ... we talk and talk... haha... hey guys can tel mi what does guys mean when they say a gal is cute?? i relie dun know ??? Please make mi have a clearer pics.... At last he said tat i becoming more prettier than before... it like nv heard him say before ... Quite happy..... Erm.... Can't wait for the 08-06-05 lei... I'm going to KL with my godbrother, mandy, andrew and MAYBE i said MAYBE vk is going... he alw the last mins person... but hopefully he will be going lahz... or else i will like veri quiet.... hahaz... can't wait to go shopping.... Yawn wanna to oror lehz... Still got alot of things to do .... at least now i'm busy at least use my time to the max... even though i wanted to work it like no time for it lehz.... Preparation for KL student seminar ... NDP and BANGKOK trips... relie excited mi all these things in the school... it like so happening... hahahahahahah... M i out of my mind??? anyway talk to ya soon ...Buai
Rui Qin |Tuesday, May 31, 2005
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Saturday, May 21, 2005 || Happy M| !~!~
M n AsH!~!
(^.__.^)
M n Jesslin !~!~
Hey Hey... i'm veri happy lehz... *Yeah* Examz haf over... Finally lehz....Can't wait during last week when i was struggling for my revision... I'm v tense when i was going to take my examz paper but hor... God bless mi lahz... I can cope even though i got some question wrong.. Hopefully... hahaz... I went out after the paper with Von, Pj and Juliz... haha first time but we want to rest in the bus in the end we talk all the way from Clementi interchange to Sengkang interchange that not all... telling them abt my childhood days tat remind mi ... Relie mischievous lehz... hahaz... Make them laugh especially Von... Laugh till Cry ... Those memories i'll nv erased... even though i was long ago..keke
Yesterday... i went out the whole day with Ashley and Jesslin... Relie the whole day tat i book for them err.. We relie enjoyed ourself yesterday..before tat night we are talking on the phone and ashley wanted mi and jesslin to wear nice nice lahz... hahaz when i meet ashley in the afternoon for lunch b4 we headed to S'gon Coffee Bean our chilled out place... hahaz... She was in a daze lahz... hahaz. I wore a black spagetti and long skirt with a high heels not too high... i can't take it ... she praise mi ... hehe... *blush blush* putting a bit of make-up.... erm... i know Juliz will be delight lahz... anyway Juliz n PJ one day we go out watch movie we wear nice nice also lahz then we take a lot alot of pics OKIE?? Haiz... yesterday after taking alot of pics with Jesslin n Ash they came my house to use the computer cause i dun wan them to waste their money on MMS to help them to upload to their photobuckets lol... hehe... So long nv go out alone with Ash n Jesslin somemore Ash sch starts soon n Jesslin is busy working... Gd Time to Gather... hehe
but in the end when we are enjoying ourself i got a call from Mandy.... U all shld know y she col mi and roughly know wat happen... the same old tings happened again... Advised her the same thing but she dun wan to put down then i got nothing else to say... See her so miserable i also heart pain for her... so young kana tie down by this kind of things, especially when she told mi that she wanted to settle down with Him... *PENGZ* Jesslin scolded mi say tat she treated u like tat then u still so concern abt her... Veri unfair.. then i told her everyone nids a listening ear... at this crucial times.. this is wat she needs....
I'm feel a bit guilty lahz... cause she told mi tat if the times turn back 3 yrs ago... she'll choose *VK* as her boyfrenz but all these does not affect mi anymore... Talk alot abt him and she asked mi alot of question...eg R u sure u dun like him liao... so easily gif up ? alot of crapz till i relie tired of answering her i told her that i got a Boyfrenz... i know its bad but i dun wan to get hurtz anymore.... No more ... Not Ever again.!~!~In e end we talked till past 12 midnight... haf talked the whole 2 hours....
Today... i went to work at Sentosa to work for SMRT Family Fun Fair... i woke up veri early but hor i suppose to meet Shevon at 7 am but i'm late not purposly cause i not enough sleep cause i slept at ard 2 the previous night... cannot make it ar... but nvm lahz.. got money to earn... 7 hrs for $50 .... nice jobs get to see alot of handsome guys... hehe.... *Drooling* wahaha... anyway u kw wat i saw BRUNO cause we work e same ting...Hehez... he wanted to know Cat... my frenz... We got e paid at the spot... I got TANNED but uneven lehz... i got dehydrated liao lehz... Face so red n my lips are so DRY.... okok today abit longwinded cause got too much happy things these 2 days.. wahahahahahah .... BB (^ ___ ^.)
Rui Qin |Saturday, May 21, 2005
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005 || Lost ~!!~!~
Erm ... Times files wor... Finish our CMB paper at last ... next is our FMK paper .... Yesterday Von, Neli and Juliz came to Coffee Bean to study together ... Juliz bluff mi say that they not coming in the end they came ... over the phone was a bit of sad lahz...i know juliz also disappointed y response ... wahaha no lahz Juliz ... I too love ur accompany where we can Jokes and Laugh abt anything under the roof... hehe I relie speak from the bottom of my heart ... not forgetting PJ too.... yesterday at night i also meet my grp of sister at coffee bean where is our usual meeting place... i'm abit sad or can i said tat i'm totally a loser???
i dun know y... is juz tat out of sudden i dun have any words to talk abt in that grp of sis... but i like Juliz their's accompany... i relie feel like crying lehz... not being emotion or wat... anyway i went to eat with Von they all... we can jokes ard while eating... i love this kind of feeling...telling my "sis" i know that they are not happy with it... No comments for tat... or rather being play two roles to entertaint my two grps of frenz... is like Juliz they all r not shy of knowing my frenz... but i juz dun get it y my 'sis' cant understand... hurt abt e comments that Shevon had told mi ... Not sensetive or wat... is juz tat felt a gap in between them lahz ... Being pissed off like tat ... it juz dun know y ... but i dun feel the gap between Ashley and Jesslin ... maybe we have something in common to talk abt... like wat juliz and pj we can talked well... is there changes in mi till they cant stand or wat?? left mi hanging in the air.......... =~(
I'M SORRY JULIZ.. if i put u in a difficult position... i dun know why... i relie dun know.. maybe becoz they are in the poly i relie can say that we dun understand each other at all... i'm scared already relie scare alreadi ... Frenz take mi for granted... Veri hurtz... relie... i alw trust my frenz and treat them like myself... but after these things i tnk i will b veri careful alreadi "relie" not being soft- hearted... juliz u have scold mi for upteem times juz that i turn a deaf ear on u... Now i learnt my lesson even my closet person to mi... i relie need a shoulder to cry on a listening ear to b there for mi...
Rui Qin |Tuesday, May 17, 2005
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Saturday, May 14, 2005 || Tired Sia...
The 3 Nutz.... Wahahaha Piggy Frenz (^00^)
Time files err.. haven finish revise my work... Going Monday liao lehz.. Examz Week anyway one week onli passed veri fast... Hahaz... Going to different library located in s'pore... didn't relie revise yesterday and the day before cause all of us veri tired and most funny part is that four of us kana sick the moment we reach home relie cannot make it err...
At least this week i meeting Pj and juliz and oso Neli to study... a chance for mi to get to know them beta ... beside juliz ... hahaz.. she a frenz who know wat i'm thinking so scarey... Goose Pump lehz.. wahaha... A great fren to cherish elhz... n PJ coz in sch after last lesson she will be the first wan to gone "missing" veri fast... the moment i turn back she gone...at least this whole week can chat with her... Play and also jokes with her ... She a person who can understand how i feel ... I so fortunate to find these two good fren from my class! relie love them alotz.... *blush blush* ..... the photo we took when we are in the train.... wahaha nice rite.... like this photo alot lehz.... Not forgetting Neli.. A fren who bought joy to mi and laughter... i know every one of us are studying very hard for our examz... U gals deserve the BEST ya! Chill out after Examz... YEAH! but hor now beta concentrate first lahz... but i relie can't wait liao lehz.. my legs are itchy to run liao ... Ready!!! Last but not least where is my Beloved VON VON ... Miss her like Crazy lehz.. Miss her laughter and jokes... hehe
Hahaz... use to it liao lahz... cause for mi every time examz period i always like that de... Not leaving out the Photo Taking part as a daily activities for us too... a form of relaxing also....
Yesterday go seng kang... finally met Von liao ar so long nv see her ... some more we bluff her err... veri bad of us rite... Actually we say meet at Compass Point Clt Station... then we are late... she sms mi and ask mi whether she waiting at the correct place anot then mi and Juliz.... scare her lo... wahahaha relie veri funny lehz...Yesterday also meet Mandy and Ronnie Kor... together with Von and Juliz got a bit pai seh... ask them to pei mi ... I'm scare lehz... i dun wan them to get in the situations that i had before... No offence lahz.... It have been a month then i last saw them ... Chatted alot with my Kor... still the same nv change and can jokes with mi ... at least now i relieved from the stress load....
They asked whether this few weeks did i meet Vk hahaz... i not that stupid to tel them in the end kana "sour" by them.... U shld know wat i mean ar... Juliz shld understand coz she faced it yesterday.... erm.... Got to go lehz wor... Talk more the next time lahz....
Rui Qin |Saturday, May 14, 2005
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Thursday, May 12, 2005 || Tough Period!
The Hardworking Side Of Me?!?!
Well well well... examz are juz round the corner... i'm already panting like mad... this few days going out to study with Pj n Juliz n Neli... Have some achievement but stilll got alot to study lehz... nvm slowly... i have been praying veri hard so that i can concentrate and dun stress myself....
I quite happy lahz... cause i manage to ask PJ out to study at least she study with us she can cope and ask when she in doubt, at least we want her to know that study is important even though she dun like to study cause FUTURE is build in our hand IS HOW we create it or smash it... We also wan her to progress to a higher level of education ....even though exams are only one week away from our most tedious paper FMK.. time seemed to pass veri fast....
hehe not forgetting all the jokes we had during our break time and all the nonsense we had during the study time... of coz need to have break rite? Taking each other photos and all the craps from me... all that no intention words of "My W...." u gals shld know wat is it lahz... It juz that words spilled out of my mouth and u gal make fun of mi... So sad... kana bullied by them.. sob sob... and the way PJ eat the chocolate that i gave it to her ... Drop on the floor let all the ants eat so "kind" of her ya.. hehe no offence k..... n Juliz said it like "S..." but it was clean ya w/o any smell.... Make mi laugh like mad..... Wahahahahahahahah......
Another jokes is we keep "jumping" from one library to another... i finally manage to travel ard s'pore within one day err... Our "smart" ways of studying in the library after the study hour is over in order not to let the librarian to chase us out.. Thank to........... RQ! hehe... mi so thick skin ya...
But one thing tat make mi upset is Frenzship... not u guyz dun worry ... It my fren outside... didnt contact mi for long time... I'm scared tat something might happen to her lehz... anyway dun care throw this thing to the back of my mind...
Another thing is ... Juliz and Neli manage to persuade mi back to join the Student Seminar at least now got them with mi this time round.. Can't wait for tat day where we can shop together, sleep together in the same room not forgetting our Beloved Von Von also with us.... hehe... Thankz Juliz n Neli who persuade mi back to the team again... Love ya Guyz.. Study Hard Exams Coming... HARDWORK R BITTER SUCCESS IS SWEET!
Rui Qin |Thursday, May 12, 2005
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Saturday, May 07, 2005 || -** SAD SIAZ **_
hAIZZ....this week is relie a DEPRESSED week ya...alot of things i faced tis week ... but oso achieve great achievement is that i've complete my TWO project... especially my ETP P3 fiancial statement profit and loss all tat cause mi to sleep veri late in the night .... anyway i have completed all the things that i need to do... need to concentrate my EXAMS now which is abt 1 week plus from now...
Actually i quite sad dis week cause...firstly... my result for my WPB it not the mark that i expected and was hurtz by a comments from my frenz... like is my fault to get this result and not honoured to haf it.... even though is also A but honest speaking i cannot face the facts tat these things relie happen to mi... NOW i understand how Juliz felt in the first place... it like i kana fall from 100 storeys high..... being stab in the heart it was so painful tat till now haven recover from it... no being high expectation in myself or "hao lian" but as least i know wat i wan to achieve in my studies cause i alreadi have waste alot of my time in the past... wann to achieve something to let my parent to be proud of mi, dun let them to be in a position to allow other pepole to laugh and insult their children to have such a LOW education....
Another things is that my neighbour who haf see mi thru my childhood years hv passed away peacefully last mon which she have a fall at home... She like a granny to me who talk to mi and even take care of us.. I'm trying to ask myself to be strong but when i pay her last respect is like tears are rolling down my cheecks non-stop like tap water like tat. This is life mahz.. all of us have to went thru this is juz the matter of time and how u treasure every moment u have with ur family members, frenz and how u make full use of ur time to the fullest... It relie reflects myself wat i have achieved so far in life cause u wun know wat will happen to you the next mins or secs... it relie hard for mi to cry in front of my frenz abt these kind of things cause i oso dun wan my fren to worry for mi ... hehe... sometime i relie wish that i have a whole day time to lock myself in the room and have a big space for myself to reflect on myself.. so now on i wants to achieve greater things and make myself happier in treating other people...
Juz now i received a cal from SP and she told mi that her grandmother passed away... it like this week i have already received two news of these and also our LATE DR WEE, i cried in the train today went i bought newspaper and read it in the train... he relie assemble my grandfather who doted mi so much in the past tat my grandpa make kite for his grandchildren buy burgers, fries for us even though also kana scold from my grandmother.. but i didnt have the time to see him the last time... it my greatest regret that i have in my life...
Thru all these i have learnt how to be strong facing each day with a smile cause u can solve the problems with no doubts... anyway sorry guys tat i'm saying these things cause i relie need to vent out and also the saddness tat i'm facing... anyway take care guys study hard too... at least a reminder for u guys TO TREAT UR FAMILIES CLOSE TO UR HEART CAUSE NO MATTER WAT HAPPEN IT UR FAMILIES WHO R ALW WITH U AND BY UR SIDE (-_-)
Rui Qin |Saturday, May 07, 2005
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Monday, May 02, 2005 ||
SORRY guys... waiting long for mi to update my blog?? hehez... being kind of lazy ya... alot of things gotta to be done.. my website... my pjt and industry pjt and CCA stuff like tat... stressed up the last week cause exams is abt 2 weeks later have to start my revision and also my band performance on this coming wed... hope everything gotta to be fine ya... Have to store out the problems that was facing in the band and conducting lessons for the new intakes and all lahz... organise things... staying back late in sch everyday in order to get things done and on tracks...
well.. yesterday have my piano lesson and is the first time that i ever cried cause i didn't relie practice and in the end i'm lost when my teacher pass mi a piece of richard clayman piece is a nice piece but i'm stuck with it... gotta practice hard too... hehe... doing my things... it like time isn't enough for mi ya... and i can't finish my work and i'm so tired... nvm after examz got to let my hair down ya... planning to go sentosa, sitting cable car tat exciting cause i'm afraid of height but i wanna to have a taste of it cause it was like my long daring dream that to test myself.... go wild wild wet, escape and all the recreation place in s'pore... Enjoy myself this coming holiday before the next semster starts... 2nd year after that... time passed relie fast ya! Until now... i still enjoy my time in sch and the accompany of my frenz... feel so great and fortunate to know the frenz that ard mi!
Erm.... yesterday went out with Juliz and Neli... the first sunday that i went out with them cause normally i will stay at home at rest sleep till the Sun burnt my Butt... hehe ... We went to the May day carvinal it was fun but it was raining in the end we went to Hougang Point to do slack.... hehe... it was fun i enjoy myself yesterday! We took a lot of pictures are we nutz... wat do u think ... hehe ... after tat we took cab home of course cause mi and neli stay a distance away ya... but i didn't go home after tat lahz... i meet Him ... u shld know who err.. Sms him where is him and the reply from him is that he also wan to ask mi the same question... so on the dot... hehe... anyway we meet until 12 plus then go home cause he wanna to watch soccer after tat... escorting mi home... Actually didn't wan to go home... one thing v sad lehz... he say the way i dressed like AUNT... wat the toot... nvm ...wanted to spend more time with him ... but he know i'm tired ya... We also smsing each other till veri late at the same time talking to PJ....
Anway alotz of thought running through mi... hehe.... anyway take care GUYS... MORE TO COME BACK....
Rui Qin |Monday, May 02, 2005
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