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Friday, June 30, 2006 || Damn stressed...

Well, projects are making their way to my doorsteps... got 2 effective projects and 1 pom, 1 econs... Tat was 4 in total... It's killing me sia... haiz...

Have a early meeting with my group member today at toa payoh very early... i wasnt able to get out from my bed ... so sorry make them wait for me.. was 1/2 hr late.. sorry gals... not on purpose.. coz get up then i on my computer to print the guideline for the econs projects... got a number of things for me to do .. haiz.. finally 2 weeks off from work hope to use the time to revise my work but i doubt so coz i got so so so much of things nid to be done in front of me now.. sian half..

Feel so guilty lena lost her pink color motorola v3 when we go shopping at toa payoh today.. Sorry sorry.. Then went shopping alone before meeting the rest for dinner at 6... Tot of buying the pants i saw at U2 so i went but in the end didnt get anything today coz no more stock liao.. quite sad lahz... wat to do no choice have to slowly buy my clothes liao lehz.. anyway going to watch ghost show liao ...

Ciao~!~


Rui Qin |Friday, June 30, 2006
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Thursday, June 29, 2006 || Urm, dozen of projects...

Hilow.. back ya.. quite late almost 11 pm but i have juz reached home only... Went to haf dinner with my classmate (Von and the guys) lame alot and joke like mad...Juz wanna to destress and juli called at the wrong time... Haiz.. Wana to vent my anger inside of me... But feeling beta than this morning already...

Have a game with von this morning at Toa payoh cc for badmintion .. a 2 hr sessions.. sweat like mad and the feeling is great... and after that we went to the swimming pool.. (lolx) to bath before heading for our lunch.. was full.. eating wanton mee... Von gave 4 out of 5 stars.. coz another stars is the location, at the back of the small alley.

Got back my result for statistics and economics... I was totally scare out of my wits by Von lo.. i asked her to look at my marks before i look then she told me i failed my statistics.. My jaw drop like hell and my face.. (cant describe) i feel like crying lehz.. Then xin yi remind me tat non of us failed our paper.. I was relieved after hearing tat.. *phew*... heng ah...

Got 24/30 for statistics and 32.5/40 for my econs... muz relie thankz shaun for spending the time to teach me sia... Thanks alot.. haha.. anyway tired by now.. but have to do my work for tml project's meeting lehz..

Nite~!~


Rui Qin |Thursday, June 29, 2006
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006 || Finally.. Relived

Hey guyz finally finally.. can i say i well again... well, definitely NOT! coz my stomach still giving me problems... Still having my food poisioning inside of me ... killing me slowly... bit by bit... but i dun care even though i cant eat alot of stuffs but i still binge on my food.. hehe.. my favourite tutu cake.. wahaha (^(oo)^)

Ytd got back my POM paper.. wahaha.. i tot i will fail but in the end i passed 20/30... tat was cool and great, even though most of my classmate got 28.5 and above ... haiz.. gotta to buck up already.. Study harder for my upcoming ICA again.. haiz.. tat a life of a student..

I feeling so happy for Juliz the panda.. coz she finally found her prince and that the moment that i waiting for.. she has found a guy who will take care of her, and glad tat she have walked out of the darkness and see the sun again.. I was teared when i was talking to her on the phone without her knowing... That's a fren shld feel isnt it.. I was overwheeled with JOY! Greatest Joy... PJ also.. feel happy for her... =)

Urm, anyway for my b'dae hope u gals give me a surprise ya.. hehe... maybe pack a boyfren for me!~!~ Yeah~!~! I will be happy too.. Siao~! haha.. juz kidding lah.. i dun nid.. i juz nid u gals to stay by me and know tat u gals are the friends who i will look for.. =).. glad to know u are there for me =)

Sorry guyz.. have changed my blog address to a new wan coz i dun wan other ppl to harase me nor disturb my privacy. Its my blog and i wan to write wat i wan, wat i like..

Tomolo morning meeting yvonne for a game of badmintion at toa payoh cc... great time to sweat too.. even though i still not fully recovered but i nid to build my immune system up before tat piggy and panda starts worrying for me which i know they wun.. haha.. juz kidding.. anyway the toilet is calline my name again...

Ciao~


Rui Qin |Wednesday, June 28, 2006
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Monday, June 26, 2006 || Feeling extremely terrible.. so sucky

Today didnt went to sch, coz i got terrible stomach upset... Keep going to the loo since sun morning...

Dont know izzit the food not clean or my stomach is not good... Vomitting and having diarrhoea... So damn painful.. cannot tahan it.. went to see a doc this morning.. Didnt relie eat, but drank milo already.. feeling so uneasy and terrible..

Haiz.. i'm so weak.. sick again.. haiz.. going to take my medicine already

Ciao~


Rui Qin |Monday, June 26, 2006
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Sunday, June 25, 2006 || Ready.. Refreshed..

Hi guyz, i'm back from my 1 day trip to Palau Kukup JB... Going to start my story of my experience that happened in 1 day.. hehe..

Went with my sis and her collegues(she paid for me) ... It wasssss a great experience, stayed in the water house for a night. Didnt relie catch much rest becoz the air-cond was tooo cold till it hurt my fresh ..

The activities that we love is eat!! Reach there, we have our lunch(seafood) then took a old boat to reach our resort.. Like the kind of feeling.. feeling so easy and without any stress, the people life was so different from us.. Then i took a pic with the starfish i tot i will scream but i didnt, the wan who did the screaming is my sis.. haha.. she was so scare of the starfish despite the pokey feeling..

The smell relie cannot tahan ah.. the moment the door of our car opened the fishy smell filled the whole van, making me suffocated.. it was so difficult to describe. Was great chatted with my sis collegues and have fun with them. Sing together and chit chat together.. Enjoying the sea breeze at night...

The water house is like the old kampong house but more advance using cemented floor tiles, but whateva come out from u go straight to the sea.. Imagine i did drink those kind of water.. Well mus be dirty in order to grow up ma.. haha (^_^).

Then this come the shiok part, we bought the firecrakers (not those small 1 u found in s'pore), those big relie big rocket fire crakers which shoot about 100m into the sky and burst like the fireworks.. Its was nice and i was amazed by the scence.. Coz in local i cant play that.. Back to my old childhood times ya, but i'm still not born lah.. haha.. =P

1 bad new is tat i got gastric flu throughout the trip coz i cant take too oily food if not my gastric flu will bud me all the way.. Haiz..

The feeling of coming back home is so SWEET!~!~ and can u imagine my younger sis can said tat she cant get use to the room being so quiet without both of us voice?? haha... Anyway bought 2 pairs of cock shoe.. 1 for me another 1 for my sis... Nowhere is more comfortable than home.. Home Sweet Home~

Miss u lots.. do u know tat?? I doubt so.. ~


Rui Qin |Sunday, June 25, 2006
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Saturday, June 24, 2006 || Excited..

Yesterday went to marina south to have steamboat as a celebration for MK's b'dae.. haha.. he's old already but i even older than him... *sad*

We have fun, talking craps during our dinner and have the SCARIEST thing.. the PRAWNS... Von la... use that to scare me together with the guyz make mi so pai seh... Anyway wanna to apologise if i alw say something that makes u feel out of place... *sorry* von.. Went to play arcade, von was so good at the time crisis.

Then jokes with them and you know wat??? we cut cakes at the bus stop... Haha .. That was fun and i have nv came across such scenior before but i did encounter yesterday.. hehe.. Didnt get any presents for him.. So sorry.. Short of cash recently. Got to save save save....

Urm, today going for my short 1 day holi.. out of s'pore to M'sia.. Going to have a break with my elder sis.. Will post the photos once i have it...

I have learnt to let go, letting you to be happy is the greatest joy to me... Even though times and times again i asked myself to let go but nv once succeed.. But this time round i'm firm enough coz i learn to live for myself not for others... Being selfish i'm so sorry... But i know u deserve a beta girl than me..

Today is my last day working at airport kind of miss the environment.. Being free to walk around and get to know new people.. Anyway going off soon. Tk Care

Ciao~


Rui Qin |Saturday, June 24, 2006
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Thursday, June 22, 2006 || Jia Liat....

Haiz yo .. today thurs already haven even touch my homework and revision.. Headache liao.. Head big big liao...

As usual today is thurs so work in the morning at airport... Then after tat went home then promise to bring my student out to play... So went to fetch her at 1230 hr to bring her to snow city.. She was excited about it becoz it was her first time there, so many things happened in her home so take this opportunity to bring her out...

Saw tat ah niu de di di again.. Haha..he still can recongise me wor.. then he bully my student.. he very bad rite.. he tot she was my sis.. haha... do we look alike??? somemore my student can say i'm like her mother like tat bring her out.. diao (-_-") tat's sound so old!~!~!~

haha.. of coz we have fun.. Bring her to the sci center... teach her things while playing around.. Promise to bring her out again.. It a reward for her too... Will bring her out to wild wild wet and escape the next round..

Busy smsing since morning, with my taiwan fren and Mr piggy.. hehe.. So sweet of him to drop mi a sms to ask whether i've recovered from my sickness already not.. I have already planned my next holi plan already.. So i gotta to work extra hard to earn extra bucks so that i can enjoy my upcoming 14 days trips... This trip i'm going solely alone.. nobody to disturb me and i have the time for myself .. hehe, wun tel u guyz when i'm going.. hehe let u all cannot find me... *hump*so sorry being selfish for once..

Urm, eating my dinner now.. Yummy, my mum cooked non-oily noodles for me... Oh ya, tml is mk's b'dae so sweet of him ya.. To ask us out... urm, dont know real or not.. haa.. juz kidding la... Going to GuKo with my sis this sat .. spend a night there to enjoy the sea breeze and scenery.. hehe... Cant wait for tat...

Ciao~


Rui Qin |Thursday, June 22, 2006
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Monday, June 19, 2006 || Stupid Customer Service

Today went to sch with juliz coz to settle some of admin stuff regarding our sch fees.. The customer service in our sch was relie bad...Becoz of mine carelessness during the submission of the enrolment packages back to the sch i asked them to submit the interbank giro as well... Then in the end the sch is going to deduct our parent's interbank giro money.. I didnt know coz inside the package there isn't any form for CPF.

So Sorry to drag them into these stupid problems which can be avoided.. Juliz asked them what if there isn't sufficient money inside the GIRO bank, then they replied if upon receiving two warrning letter and no deduction of sch fee is done then they might have to expel her..

Hey u know how angry are the both of us??? There was so unfair coz we have gone through so much to get into poly and these is what they told us.. Can u belief?? I can't and this morning went to sch with her very early to settle the problems. We meet at around 12 then settle the things quite fast, then we have lunch together.

Like we used to be, we chatted alot of things... haha.. well, ytd watched the magical hairdresser show watch till i cried and tears to sleep. Urm, told her tat, not becoz of the show becoz of my own personal life.

My sis told me about the quote mentioned below:-

"Ask and you will be a fool for a min
Don't ask and you will be a fool forever!"
Haiz... Giving my mum money to pay for my sch fees, using my money tat means i must study even harder than before.. But the problems is tat i haven even start to revise during my holi .. wat the toot.. haha.. Hack la.. going to study leh...
Btw i took up some courses at CC... more leisure time for me.. hehe... Bringing my student out tml to snow city again. coz i promised her already... Well have my dinner now..
Ciao~


Rui Qin |Monday, June 19, 2006
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Plenty of my thoughts...

Ytd went to my grandma's house... She sick.. OMG.. do u know tat a elderly fall sick is a very terrible things.. See her like tat heart pain sia... Then she's staying with my uncle.. but most of the time she's alone at home.. Today she going for her x-ray.. Hopefully she's fine... She was so scare.. Urm, quite worry for her (-_-) thinking to move in to stay with her...

well, packing my stuffs at home then alot of things flash through my minds out of the sudden... Plenty of my thoughts...Suddenly thought of some things to describe ...

"I wish i can share your burden
I wish i can share your tears
I wish i can hold your hand
I wish you can watch
the stars in the sky with me
I wish you can listen to my woes
BUT I know all these are impossible!
The loneliness holding inside of
me are dark, pitch dark.
All these are only wishes.
They are just like bubbles
They will vanish
into the thin air and
I still have to move on!
Things are unpredictable,
Things are beyond my control
But all i wished is that you
are happy with what you are
now, and be yourself,
be the true you!
I learnt to be happy,
learn to live each day
filled with hopes,
filled with smiles
and happy being myself
and I know I will
move on and continue
to be ! !"

Haha.. these are a little things that i was thinking and starring in the space when i was studying... Sudden things juz came across my mind... Juz wrote it for fun.. hehe... Dun mind ah.. haha. alrite lahz.. going to do my housework again.. haha..
Ciao~


Rui Qin |Monday, June 19, 2006
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Sunday, June 18, 2006 || Busy Life Pace...

Ytd was relie a tiring day for me ya.. Since morning working at BT and then rush to Padang to work for Score For Health Event...Then was like long queue again.. ppl are queing up for the free milo 400g tin.. wat the toot.. Under the hot sun, sure got heat stroke ah.. with children also .. These adults are relieeeeeeeee terrible.. 933 DJ was doing the advertising for us..

Haha.. its was hot under the sun... We have fun of coz.. got so many interesting things sia.. Playing soccer with Shaun .. haha.. run here and there so long dun have these kind of feeling liao.. sweat like mad.. Despite feeling unwell.. having gastric flu for 2 days liao... eat wat vomit wat.. wat the hackk.... something wrong with my stomach ah.. Then chatted with shaun.. Wat the.. He likes 'nice looking' then his gf was so PRETTY.. Relie lo... I tink left him tat i can relie talked to.. Alw kena bully frm him and johnathan.. Shun was saying tat i was 'dan chuan' .. Am i?? haha (^(00)^)

Haiz.. then at night have dinner with evelyn n yen ru.. We chatted alot.. Then saw alot of my friends at orchard.. haha... Abit pai seh.. coz i wear until veri jia lat.. but who care... i saw eunice ang in the toilet when i was combing my hair..

Reach home and dozed off once i lied on my bed... Tat's was how tired m i.. Hate my house sia.. Things are getting up my nerves liao.. Irritating tat was what i can say.. Making me boil wan to get out of my hse asap... Get those idiotic 'man' out of these places asap.. I can't stand it anymore... WHO CAN HELP ME???

Have dinner with sharon junior and the rest the day before to celebrate Yan Xi's b'dae and Chen Yi's dinner to bid farewell to her.. Of coz i do miss her like crazy.. somehow.. Missed all the smile, laughes and jokes with them.. Relie missed~

So sorry today got so many things are making me fed up.. Too much too handle liao.. So noisy till i cant take it anymore...

I cant bother it... Hack care is my attitude now.. I'm so sorry.. I wish i can but it have very limited energy .. Lines have been drawn veri clear already no point for me even i try harder.. Surrender totally surrender.. *tired*

Dun wish to talk too.. Ciao~!~


Rui Qin |Sunday, June 18, 2006
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Friday, June 16, 2006 || Chilled Out...

Haha.. ytd night was great.. went out to chill with Juli and PJ to my favourite place.. Let u guess the where is the place... haha.. nice day to chill.. Neither too hot nor too cold... Went to hawker center to eat then didnt have much to eat.. Me and Pj have satays and Juli have her Mee. Dun know wat lehz... (^_^)

Then proceed to a 24 hour hawker to eat our dinner... Me and PJ shared a plate of Nasi Brayni... And Juli have a plate of Roti John, a bowl of Mee Kuay... The soup not nice de... look like a bowl of blood.. haha.... then went to coffee bean to talk and chill and of coz our photo sessions... Wat to do.. That's our favourite pastime...

We were sitting in front of the chiller... Inside was our favourite Brownies and Chocolate of a Thousands Leaves... Walau.. so tempting... sia.. was sitting our stomach was so full but who cares still eat it.. haha... Nice nice... despite my throat..
We talked about the activities that we are going to have on Mon, but in the end Pj can't make it coz she starting her job at MOE on Mon..All the best ah... Jia You~!~!~!~
Right now having my effective project discussion at Bishan Junction 8 Mcdonald.. alot of lame jokes and the worst is we are on the wrong track sia.. haha... Stupid ... Haiyo.. stomach not good again.. munching the chocolate that xin yi have bought for us.. haha.. so sweet.. thankz~!~

Haha.. feeling much much better le.. haha... Eating all junk food.. Putting piles of weight le wor.... haha... Urm, but right now so so tired... wana to zzz....

Ciao~


Rui Qin |Friday, June 16, 2006
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Thursday, June 15, 2006 || Grown up... Learnt...

Today didnt manage to meet Angie, Von and Xin Yi for projects becoz i cant get out of my bed... Head is spinning.. The world is coming to an end??? hehe (^_^).. Stomach not good.. tink stomach flu again.. haiz.. fighting against so many sickness.. Flu, Fever, Headache, Stomach Flu, Cough... *Ah Chew*~!~! Sneeze again.. Ai Yo~!~!

I enjoy working at the Budget Terminal... I get to know alot alot of nice people and joke with them.. they even called my Ms Kit Kat, Ms Maggi.. haha.. coz they dun know my name didnt mention to them... (-_-") even though nid to reach there at 6 am but i enjoy working.. Throughly.. Allows me to expose greater things... Things tat are happening around me ...

Work early in the moring, then chatted with the Polar Auntie for veri long.. she nv failed to look for me and chatted with me... Heard of her story.. Well every 1 of us have different story and how these story can match into 1 pic and how we link, relate and understand... How to interpret it?? My life philosophy... Outgoing and jokes around... I do have my serious time when i nid to... but most of the time i simply likes to laugh... hehe =)

I have learnt an important lesson frm her story.. No point to went all out to help ppl, eventually we are the one who got hurt... I'm totally paying full concentration, listening to her story and the way she told me.. Stranger to friends and even shared with me.. I'm touch.. Totally... Tears flowing down her cheecks... My tears are rolling in my eyes.. I dun know how to describe... Even i dun know her long she even offered to buy me hebal drink coz i'm totally out of voice.. Even though my character is like tat but wat to do.. I love bringing laughter to ppl, brighten up their days and let them enjoy my accompany.. To plant every smile on ppl's face.. But sometimes its relie hurt when i tink back of how i treated.. Totally.. Sometimes i break down... No being dramatic or exaggerating about my expressions.. =(

The cosmetic auntie bought sweet for me.. Haha so coincidence my favourite sweet... Lakerol, Grape favour.. (Sugar Free), tat what i alw told juli but she said its not totally sugar free... lolx
(-_-")


Do u know how touch am i?? Even my friends tat i juz knew?? Von, Angie and Ming kang and gangs...

Not forgetting PJ n Juliz.. U are my sunshine... Even right now i typing all these, tears started to roll in my eyes... Trying to describe the inner of me.. Along my life, i have met alot alot of nice ppl whom i nv forget how they treat me... Sharon jie, Johnathan, VK, Anuty Zhu, Sharon Junior.. I miss her so so much.. simply.. These explains why i love my job so so so much.. Even though Von and Angie did asked my to work lesser but i simply love to work.. Make full use of my time..

I'm glad, contented of what i'm now.. didnt nid much things.. What i nid i already have... Other than that i should not ask for anymore... Even spent more time with my parents and family... =)

But juz let nature take it courses.. The story still so clear in my mind.. Even to love someone who are not blood related to u is not an easy task but once u decide to put in u know how deep is it... That's the mother's love how much it showered on every1 of us...

Ciao~ *Ah Chew*~!~!


Rui Qin |Thursday, June 15, 2006
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006 || Ah Chew~!~!~

Haiz... I am totally freak out today... Ytd night went to MK's chalet.. Chatted alot with my classmates and jokes with them .. haha... and share cab with my other friends to go home.. cant take it if i take train.. headache killing me... Having Fever 38.8 Degree .. alamak... Sick Sick Sick...

Having terrible headache.. this morning could not even open my eyes... Sneezing all the way since ytd... ai yo.. terrible is wat i can say.. having the flu bug with me... Feeling so sucky.. Gotta to work early tomolo morning, then have pjt meeting at bishan and meet juli and Pj for dinner at night at my favourite place.. hehe.. dun tel u where is it...

Fri have to work too.. have driving lesson after tat then at night have dinner with collegues.. Bought a Baby G watch for ya xi b'dae present cost $78 after discount from my friend... Feeling relie terrible somemore got so much things waiting for me to do ...

Sat morning have to work, then nid to rush to padang to work then have dinner with evelyn and yen ru... Urm, this week busy busy busy wor...

Wat the hack, lying on my bed now using my lappy to do my effective pjt research preparation for tml discussion.. haiz... Don't feel like eating now lehz.. so bloated .. went out with PJ juz now shop a while at bugis and chatted alot too.. haha... Urm, how naughty can i be when i tot so something together with her...

haha~!~!~ See u guyz around.. AH CHEW!~!~!~ (-_-")

Ciao~


Rui Qin |Wednesday, June 14, 2006
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006 || Urm.. Thankz dude... =)

Ytd have a meeting with Mr. Teo at headquater... Wake up super early to go and have breakfast with my parents then headed to meet my team mate at Tanjong Pagar MRT station.. Urm, took bus and slept in the bus along the journey...

Wasnt feeling well sia... Dry cough and sore throat.. haha... We have the meeting for an hour.. after that we headed to Buger King to have our lunch and chat.. A nice and funny chat though... So funny... Then tink Von saw my blog previously.. asked Ming Kang to buy a bottle of herbal drink for me but he didn't ... He made himself.. so sweet~ of him.. Thankz alot alot... so thoughtful of both of u...

Urm, meaning next time when i sick got herbal drink le ah..?? haha.. juz kidding la.. We ate and chat and do our project lo.. Haha.. we've finished the POM presentation le wor... fast.. tat's wat i want.. finish earlier.. haha... Then after tat i went to look for VK at International Plaza which he asked a favour from me to borrow 8 rolls of Hot cups from amara... Then chatted with him for abt 1 hour.. so long nv see him liao... He asked me to go home coz i'm sick of coz didnt listen coz i have a date with some1..

-->took a pic of Vk when he serving customer... haha.. hoho.. disturb him.. haha

My lover... My siao cha bos... we went out together and chatted alot.. haha... So sorry u know i alw busy but will keep my schedule free for u n Juliz.. hehe.. alrite le la..

Going for class chalet le...
Ciao~!


Rui Qin |Tuesday, June 13, 2006
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Sunday, June 11, 2006 || Surrender.. Sick again..

Hai yo.. fall sick again.. wasn't feeling well the past 2 days le.. my throat is killing me and wat.. this morning wake up no VOICE.. (-_-") finally lost my voice liao ah...???

Tot of going out with my parents after so so so many weeks (lost count) that i didn't spent quality time with my family.. Then started to rain heavily and my mum said dun go out le.. Sian half ah.. stayed at home the whole day.. do my work, houseworks, and my exercise (sleeping) finally able to catch more sleep wor.. windy wor... nice nap slept for 2 hr... haa.. pig rite..

Now no voice but still munching my Kit Kat chucky.. hehe (^_^) naughty ah... didnt relie know how to take care but hack care ah.. stayed at home=eating alot of junk food.. hehe...

My sis n i bought a MP3 player for my dad for father's day present.. he wanted it long time ago le n hint me abt it.. so we decided to buy him one... How naughty can i be?? I wrapped it with 2 layer of newpapers and wrapping paper .. haha...

Watching soccer with my parents n slibling at mcdonald later on.. haha.. a family gathering ba.. hehe... going off soon~

Cough*Cough...

Ciao~!~


Rui Qin |Sunday, June 11, 2006
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Saturday, June 10, 2006 || To My dearest Siao Cha Bo...


Hey gals.. suddenly have a urge to write something for both of u.. Urm, well for me life have to go on .. But i juz wan to let both of u know tat..

"WITHOUT THE BOTH OF YOU, MY LIFE ISNT AS BEAUTIFUL AS IT WILL BE"

These are the words tat i wanna to assure the both of u.. even though i'm started busy with my sch work and pjts but neverthless that both of u are at the back of my mind.. coz both of u have filled my lifes with ups and downs... with tears, laughter and all tat those tat i have never felt before...

You gals are the 1 who are beside me when i nid .. so dun be angry or sad tat i enjoyed my poly life and forgotten the both of u.. =) This is the time tat our friendship are put to test... Without u gals, my life is juz black and white.. u gals let mi learn alot of things ...

Even when the world collapsed, the world has stopped spinning but my friendship with the both of u will nv stopped... =)

Love u gals.. SIAO CHA BOS..... =P

P.S: PJ dun alw got things dun let us know.. we are ur frenz even though we are busy u can alw cal me, i will nv say no to ur call... let me know alrite.. concern for u .. dont angry with me when i break my promise to meet u.. Work n study are my priority right now... =(..

Other things are no longer important coz i chose to hack care... i dun even bother.. but u gals matters to me lotz...

Let us build the trust and frenship between us even stronger!~!~ Miss ur laughters~


Rui Qin |Saturday, June 10, 2006
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Palau Ubin..


Today after work went to palau ubin with ty and dh.. haha.. only the 3 of us.. coz juli is working, pj n jw don't know how to cycle so ended up 3 of us went...

Its was bright and sunny in the morning but we cycled till ard 1 plus its started to rain.. weather changes very fast these few days.. haiz.. rain and sun fall sick easily wor.. Haha.. dh and ty butt's are pain coz they went cycle ytd.. (tink so).. I like the feeling being so near to the nature.. its was cool and fun even though having muscle ache and totally drained ...becoz ytd i watched soccer with my sis till past 1 plus.. cannot tahan le.. working at 6 am.. only have 4 hrs plus zzz...

Like the feeling when going down the slope.. when the wind are running through my face .. so cooling and great feeling.. but dun like when going up the slope .. haha.. we finished cycle the whole island in abt 2 hrs time.. cool man.. haha..

Oh ya.. thankz ty for the sweet..~~ I like the container and sweet very much.. so nice of u .. or becoz u wan to repay me?? urm.. sweet is not enough lo.. lolx.. juz kidding with u la.. but its very nice of u to buy tat..

They are trying to throw the stone n see who threw the farest.. haha.. =P --> dark clouds are forming behind (can see) but the sun is still so bright!!!

Btw.. guyz n gals don alw take ppl's kindness for granted when ppl are relie sincerely treating u as a frenz.. its very cruel to the wan who are accepting everything...coz i know how it feel...

I don't want ppl to repay me but juz learn to appreciate is already enough.. and even though it a smallest thing u do.. i am already contented already... If u dun wish too.. juz let it b coz i done it on my willingness... Its seemed like we got nothing to talk about.. Its kind of sad =( ....


Rui Qin |Saturday, June 10, 2006
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Angie's B'dae

Haha.. today is angie b'dae.. but early in the morning got to work again.. argh.. so tired but wat to do expense so high.. haiz... muz relie learn how to save liao ah.. any1 can help??

After working.. Von told me not to wear bermudas which i did.. so how? Went home and change lo.. anyway i finish work within 1 hour.. so its ok .. went home to pack my room and arrange my stuffs before i start to revise my work over the holidays..

Then went home and bath before i went for my driving lesson at 1245.. haiz.. glad to know tat after 2 more lessons i can start to book my TP liao.. hopefully everythings goes smoothly.. The weather was cool.. being raining since early in the morning...

After driving meet Von and Angie at Jurong Point.. back to my ITE times.. hehe.. Miss it alot lehz... We went to SNOW CITY to celebrate her 21st b'dae even though its kind of stupid to go there.. But we nv regret going.. coz we have alot alot of fun with each other and angie's godbrother and the staffs at snow city.. It was fun, make me feel so young... we kena bully by the staff over there too.. use the snow and put it on top of our head.. freaking cold sia.. Going there with PJ n Juliz one day.. hehe...

it was -8.9 degree sia.. haha.. can u imagine it?? We ran here and there.. throw ice at each other.. playing catching?? reminds me when i was young used to play under my void deck n my mum would catch me and my sis with a cane... haha =P

--> argh.. look so fat.. and my pants are totally wet... wet throughlly... make my butt numb.. haha.. =P

It was damn cool.. even my shaw and the winter wear they provide is no use lo.. Cool till my face turn red like the monkey butt like tat.. =( ... Its have been the last time i relie play like mad and laugh like mad lehz wor.. haha... Enjoy then we proceed to Marina south to have dinner.. reach there ard 8 pm.. Both of them nv went there before so i bought them there.. we ate till 10 plus then bring the little boy boy to play 1 game then we headed for home..








A long long and exhausted day for me but FUN n COOL !!! This hair is von who done it for me.. i like it very much.. hehe.. thankz~!~

I'm loving it~!~

Ciao ~!


Rui Qin |Saturday, June 10, 2006
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Wednesday, June 07, 2006 || Holi mood ah..

Sianz.. early in the morning having mangement lectures.. I almost doze off in the lecture.. didnt pay attention to wat Ms Teo wan to say too.. Haha.. chatting with Von and Nadia ... Then secretly took Angie pic... Hey heyz.. study la smsing ur BF ah.. U are caught.. hehe, munching the milo cereals tat i bought to sch.. haha...


This Fri is her b'dae so mi and von wanna to give her a surprise i will give her a BIG surprise.. we were discussing where to celebrate her b'dae... 21 ST b'dae sorry PJ didnt purposely dun wan to go out with u.. But she booked me long long time ago like not nice to reject her ... Once in a lifetime of 21st b'dae will make up another day to go out with u .. Promise!!

Right now fully in holi mood liao cant wait to go on holi to give myself a break... Break away from this small island.. Have a good rest ... Haiz... Today another project given us again.. Have to do sia.. This makes to 3 projects nid to be done over the holi.. Not longer a holi ah.. sianz half...

Took this pic with my eldest ytd night when i was doing my report... funny.. my classmates said we dun look alike.. Urm, pephaps one from dustbin another wan frm garbbage ah.. haha.. juz kidding la...
Saw my smile bag?? --> Tat's wat Sherry told me this morning.. she said ppl who have tat tend to be more "Hua Xin".. Maybe she's right ... haha...

U know where we are going.. hehe, its my suggestions.. somewhere in S'pore where is cool.. let u guyz guess ba.. =P

Ciao


Rui Qin |Wednesday, June 07, 2006
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Sorry...

Hiz guyz.. so sorry ytd was rushing my statistic report in the night didnt replie talk to u guyz in MSN.. Didnt do it on purpose de wor... Forgive me alrite.. hehe.. The PJ also so naught nudge but i'm was preoccupied with my stuffs..

Urm, Holi coming... take this opportunity to rest well at home and helps to clean the house... So long nv helped out becoz of my work burned my weekend... Ytd my parents quarrelled again.. Haiz.. I tink my auntie coming ah.. have been in bad mood recently... My Stupid uncle .. ask him to eat shit la.. hate him sia.. treat my mum like tat... like treat maid like tat where got like tat wan.. help him to wash clothes... do all the things ask him to F*** off la.. Becoz of him eating late dinner then all of us ate dinner so late almost 8pm then my dad asked him next time to eat early but he said to my dad " i'm not hungry then i dun wan to eat early la" ...

What the big F*** man~!~!~!~ means he eat late we gotta to eat late too.. so unhealthy.. my mum after a long day at work, go home and cooked dinner also wished to rest early.. with this kind of attitude .. Becoz of him alone wants us to compromise with him.. wat the hack... I damn angry lo... Ytd my grandma asked me to eat the guava.. then i took from the fridge he looked and starred at me like gotta to eat me up...

Dun make my volcano erupt one day... My limit of tolerance have already reached the top liao.... Got driving later.. so tired ytd rushed my report till 12 plus.. stupid com keep hanging.. gotta to restart over and over again.. Juz not my day...

Ciao~


Rui Qin |Wednesday, June 07, 2006
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Monday, June 05, 2006 || Am i selfish???

I don know how to put in words to describe how i feel rite now.. Feeling so sucky the monent i wake up.. Took my ICA 2 for my effective skills.. Gone case liao lehz..

Then finished early went to north canteen to have my "LUNCH".. Wa say can tel me how not to get fat one day eat 5 meals.. sianz half... who cares liao.. Then saw some1 in the canteen.. don know izzit purposely or unintentionally didnt see me.. Whateva didnt wanna to care so much already since he likes to cares for his friends more than his old friends.. I also nv notices him is my frenz saw him.. But hack care liao... Didnt bothered.. even though its hurt la.. wat kind of friend is this? When work we are friends cum collegues.. In sch we are totally stranger.. pephaps he didnt wan his friends to know at all.. wateva.. M i selfish to have these thinking??

I was totally slient, sitting quietly with angie and von and the rest of my male classmates... Sat there to do my stitching... i cant relie be bothered about it anymore... Tears started to roll down my cheeks... Then angie and von knew something is wrong with me so angie talked to me via sms and von bought a packet of M&M chocolate.. tat's my greatest tempation.. But i trying to lose weight but tink wun be succeed... haiz.. relie half hearted sia...

I'm totally touched by wat angie have smsed me... Relie.. now i realised tat a frenz can nv be measured by time but by how each of us feel.. U see the point? Angie and Von i juz know them but they are frenz whom i can relie depend on when times i nid... They makes mi happy, they wat are frenz are for... They planted smile on my face...

Received a sms frm juli, she upset becoz of her result for micro.. Nvm its okie.. There's room for improvement .. For ur first trial and strive for the better the next round...hehe.. then i meet her after my accounting lecture to go bugis together.. fish me sia.. go bugis forget to collect my photos again.. going to kill by da hua liao ah... sorry no intentionally de.. =X

We chatted alot as usual.. haha she shopped alot... a great shopping span with the GSS rite now... I'm broke rite now ... Relie broke relie trying to save.. coz i lent him the 100 bucks which i used to pay for my driving lessons.. but nvm.. will collect frm him dude.. haha.. don worry.. hard earn money..

Finally bought the Mickey Mouse pouch tat makes me think for so many days liao... wat the toot... bought it at $26.10.. *Opps* sorry.. mentioned the wrong pricing... Pampered myself once in a while la huh.. haha... This wan makes mi tink so long.. but the shirt bought i juz paid.. haiz..

From now on.. i going to be very selfish and stringy.. *if possible* la huh.. i promise not to treat everyone so good when ppl are making use of me and climbing over my head.. I'm sick and tired of this game liao... Totally... U know who u are... I'm sorry to say but i relie wan to get this out of my chest before the volcano relie erupt when things are not nice to keep..

If things are hindering u frm talking to me juz b frank with me.. i dun like ppl going around the bush to tel me.. I will stopped once i know.. Dun treat me in this way which hurtz me even more!!!!!

--> Secretivly took this pic of juliz when we having dinner at our old place.. hehe.. See FINALLY she know how to use a chopsticks already.. hehe =P

Btw scolded by her, asked me stop being nice to ppl.. i juz cant stop coz i will not be me.. Fortunate for her to haf a fren like me... *BHB* haha... =P
CIAO~!


Rui Qin |Monday, June 05, 2006
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Fish me man!!!

Early in the morning... reached sch damn early.. dad send me to sch again... have my breakfast in the mornin with juliz... have mac.. wat the toot fat liao ah.. last few days working at Ulu Pandan... Slack and no ppl.. but no bad la the sale.. haha...

Ytd watch I'm not stupid 2 using DVD player.. haha.. how clever can we be... killing the time.. wah lao.. ytd i have a FALL AGAIN~!~!~~ Sprain my leg a little bit... The stupid plattle la... give way.. urm gaining weight?????

Haha... Have fun talking nonsense with them... i have nv buy so expensive stuffs for myself before.. haha.. nv been stingy buying things for friends also.. =P.. Tinking to buy the mickey mouse key pouch... abt $8.. Still tinking i'm scare later buy liao nv use very wasted.. But tink for so long liao sia... Sian (-_-").... 8 bucks still nid to tink so long...

Ytd sat Jon's van, ask him to send me to my grandma house..to have dinner over there and give her pocket money.. urm, so long nv go there liao.. so take this opportunity to go lo.. so more near to my event place... how sia.. still tinking abt the pouch...

Ciao~!~


Rui Qin |Monday, June 05, 2006
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Saturday, June 03, 2006 || Tired.. Shack...

Today work at west coast... Far sia.. But wat to do have to work.. Then wake up damn early after 5 hrs rest.. haha... used to sleep late liao ...

Today working totally shack.. Firstly too tired.. Secondly too HOT.. stupid wear jeans somemore was so giddy.. But fun, slow and steady sales... Then we take turns to go into cooler room.. was damn shiok... relie ah.. but the moment step out was so HOT again.. haha... then wanted to go toilet.. then heard ya si said veri scarey then make my hair stands liao.. wat the toot.. Then Yong accompany.. went through the male toilet luckily no male inside if not i will be
&@^%$&$^7 (pai seh) (-_-").. anyway thankz ah.. nice of ya to accompany then he takes this opp. took pic around using his hp..

Hey the warehse was damn spooky lo.. Like the butcher room.. in WWII... scare me to the wrist.. then after work tot going suntec but my parent called me to go home for dinner.. My dad cooked Crab Bee Hoon.. the stupid bus took mi almost 2 hrs to reach home.. kena scold by the bus driver not becoz my card no money becoz the EZ READER cannot read.. WAT THE F***... wa lau dun nid to make my pai seh la.... wat the.. wearing Milo T somemore sia.. Then i went to my hse market to the AXS machine to book a bbq pit for farewell party for Cheng Yi.. a surprise wan la...

Haiz.. waiting for my hair to dry now.. cant wait going to ZZZZ soon.. Lala land...Oh ya.. juz now VK called me when i'm was in Sharon's Jie hubby van.. Talked to him too.. haha.. then they tot is my boyfriends.. URM.. still single but not available.. didnt want a r/s now.. financial not stable yet.. =P hehe.. but i will take it naturally.. Hey thankz Yong again.. help mi to carry the heavy heavy milo tetra.. and bought the fruitips sweet for me.. So sweet of him ..~!~ Thankz once again... =)

Ciao..~!~HEADACHE IS KILLING ME


Rui Qin |Saturday, June 03, 2006
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Friday, June 02, 2006 || Happy n Broke...

Haha.. today didnt go anyway that's wat i tot in the morning when i woke up at 7 plus.. So i on my "darling" (lappy) to surf net at the same time logging into channel new asia to read some news what the world is happening... Poor Indonesia.. Earthquake and Volcano erupt.. the sleeping volcano..

See the weather so good then decided to go blading at east coast park.. when i was preparing to get out of my house, received a call frm juliz the panda at 0930... Urm, tat's was early i tot she was having her lessons at that time.. But she said her stupid "canadian" lecture didnt turn up.. so lesson cancelled.. Ask whether wanna to meet me so i told her tat i'm going to east coast park to blade.. so she went along with me.. she cycle i blade.. We of coz have fun.. Damn fun sat down to chat, talk and Sun tan for me... not for her coz she will turn to charcoal liao.. haha... We cha
tted all the things had happened in ITE and how we get to know each other.. Time Flies... we have known each other almost 3 years liao.. tat was fast.. i didnt realise tat...

-->we took while sitting at 1 of the jetty.. sun pretty good ah.. hey tat's my cap!!~!~ Climate Cool (ADIDAS) Where is PJ??????? She's missing in the pic...

We finished around 12 plus so we headed to Parkway Parade for lunch.. I shopped abit got a S&K T-shirt for 10 bucks only..hehe cheap n nice.. Trying to save money for myself.. Coz everytime work like mad but nv save regretted... (-_-) ... So things goes on n on.. Decided to go to Simei to collect my stuff which i have won the bid in yahoo... so we went.. then after that we went to bugis to got shop for her stuffs and mine .. Where PJ supposely today is out threesome outing but pic is missing of 1 person.. where is the Siao Cha Bo???????????
Well, can understand ah.. she went out with her mother.. family more importatn.. =)

Meeting Mandy too in the afternoon at bugis.. so there still time went shopping with juliz to get anaur b'dae present n her stuff..she tinking to get him a bag n a shirt, nice choice =P tink he will like it alot... After a while, we went seperate way... Juliz going home soon (sorry didnt purposely left u alone) so mi and mandy headed to suntec city.. So we reached mandy went to find her boss so left me alone... Shop around for the past 20 mins alone.. but its okie for me la.. coz i used to it liao ... No worries for me of being loneliness..

I shopped around alone in the shopping center.. so long nv go out and shop liao .. Feeling cool and the kick of spending money suddenly hit me.. wat the toot... u know wat i spend a total of 200 bucks today.. don know wat i spend also.. sian half lo..

But happy shopping la... bought 2 shirts for myself (converse & S&K)... bought 1 converse shirt for my younger sis, bought another tshirt ... which i like it alotz..abt ($50) a vintage shirt... relie .. haha.. bought a small sweet things tat wanna to give to some1 for b'dae present.. Tat about it.. so u can guess where my money went too... haha.. today me and juliz the panda came up with an idea of the happening things tat will happen next month so wait n see... Talking to Vk rite now on the phone he finally appear again after his disappearance for 1 week.. so long nv heard frm him liao.. Urm, chatted alot of craps.... Think have to get on on my things.. a surprise for some1. hopes he/she will likes it veri much.. took alot of effort and concentration in doing so..

Just now at bugis received a call frm PJ, supposed she n JW quarelled again.. haiz then drop a sms for her then got a reply from her but i suppose is not her replied to the sms... ask her "how is things bet. u n jw liao??" Got a reply " two of us now veri good le.. Like last time so loving.. thankz 4 yr concern.. we're having dinner at cafe cartel now" Well.. obviously not she reply me.. coz she wun replied me in this manner.. prephaps know her too well le ba.. Feel heart broken and pain for her.. Haiz...

Having terrible headache now.. haven bath too.. then tml work full at west coast.. (-_-")... mon got effective paper haven study...

Ciao ~!~


Rui Qin |Friday, June 02, 2006
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Thursday, June 01, 2006 || Disappointed.. Sad

Today got my micro. & sta. test... I knew i didnt manage to score well liao.. alot of stupid mistakes.. I dead for sure.. Hai... Got back my effective skill result... 32.5 / 50.. Damn it.. stupid.. prephaps too high expections for myself liao ba.. Sad.. =(..

Today tot can accompany PJ but its raining so she went home and ZZZ...then i went to watch "Over the Hedge" with my classmate.. Funny movie with moral behind it.. Don b selfish.. Put others before self.. Went off early even though wanna to go and have dinner together with Yvonne, MK and Jack but sorry guyz not intentionally =( *opps*...

Suppose to hunt for angie b'dae present but couldnt find any... Haiz.. tml going to stay at home to organise my stuffs then tinking to go shopping alone but no $$$.. Boring suddenly feel like i'm lost track liao.. haiz.. hopefully after a good rest ba...

My sis took this pic when i reached home..so FAT.. hey i know u guyz wanna to say that.. urm, trying to "Jian Fei" la... Wanna to go shopping so long nv go liao... Juz now meet Mandy n kor.. so long nv meet up with them liao so take this opportunity to talk to them.. Took e adidas t-shirt liao.. Tml i go out alone... wind myself... release stress

Went to sch early today to study my mico.. coz ytd my nephew and relative came to my house for dinner for the Ba Zhang festival.. so too noisy till i cant concentrate n study.. Reache
d sch at 8 am even though got a project meeting at 12pm.. study my micro... then angie also came early.. took this pic of her when she so hardworking "studying" hehe.. juz kidding .. don say liao if not she will say i alw make her Pai Seh.. Hey not purposely de wor.. hope u dun mind... =) smile on ur face ya =P...

PMS now.. so didnt relie wanna to talk lots...

Ciao~!~


Rui Qin |Thursday, June 01, 2006
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