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Monday, June 27, 2005 || Happie Mi!~!
Erm.. today quite happy lahz... was taking our class pics so that we can make into a vcd for ms daisy who is going to retire and her last day in sch will be on thur ... we have a class gathering for her as well as a farewell party this coming fri ... well today we relie took a lot of pics not the 3 of us but with the others in class it was fun coz my class was not very corporate in the 1st first but now it was like... i can't describe prephaps they know tat we have only a few months left in sch before we relie depart and go seperate ways...
The time i had in sch in this semster was great relie beyond i expected coz i wasn't enjoying my class last year... but hopefully these wun stop here but polish more and get interacted with others of my classmates... to cherish the time i had in sch... everyday was like a fresh day for mi looking forward going to sch... n of coz our time table was much much much beta than last 2 semster coz we can go hm before 2 and no lessons on thur... Like my new CA too Mr david Lee one more tings is tat we dun have any examz all our grades are pjt based tat relie excite mi. Getting well with my classmates was like a long long dreams lehz... but hor i didn't talk to WWQ today... it was like shit... confronted her last sat... so pissed off with the way she talked and she can take it as a joke... wat the toot...
She was like saying juliz until it juliz fault tat she heard wrongly that dun nid to wear the costume ... hey wat is e meaning of full dress rehersal ar?? dun tel mi u dun even understand this hor... can said in a "loud" voice... come on lahz ur own fren lehz n u treat them like tat... not saying tat we dun understand or nv comprises her ... sometings too much of comprising lead to more worst... anyway i today nv talk to her more than 2 sentences...
tat makes mi most boil up is tat today we have 15 mins break b4 we continue our lessons for WAD she was sitting in the lab, juliz n PJ was already went out of the lab waiting for mi outside i was like asking her lahz... U dun wan to eat mehz.. then she was like since u ask mi to eat then i eat lo... wat the toot.. u mean u wan to go toilet also wan mi to ask b4 u go toilet izzit... Then she said at her top voice saying i sit with u hor... wat eva lahz... dun bother so much ... u wan then u come along if not dun expect everything or everytime i need to ask u ar... u shld ask if u wan something isn't it.... wat eva it is i going to let her learn her self....
Rui Qin |Monday, June 27, 2005
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Monday, June 20, 2005 || HILOW~!~!
hey guyz guyz guyz... so sorry alw took mi a long time to update my blog.. so sorry to keep waiting for all the silly nonsense from mi again... hahaz...
Anyway i'm was very packed with things the moment i got back from my holis... time flies relie... it have been two weeks since the trips.. but the memories is still inside mi even though i trying hard to forget.. trying my best to focus and concentrated on the things that i wanna to achieve in this new semseter as well as a new year for mi... Busy with my NDP training and Sch thingy ar... i went back to sch last fri before sch reopen for a new term... meeting up with juliz and ms peggy for the pedal work photo taking session of the shoes again which we had done it previously but was raining in the end we also nv take coz the weather is not good.. in the end we postpone it to sunday... i enjoyed myself every much with every mins and secs with my frens in sch...
And one more thing to be grateful is tat i can talk to janah so comfortable telling her my encounter with WWQ.. she can't belief and what she said " a quiet person is the most dangerous" tat make mi tink back to the time when i know her... all the weird things they make mi so angry with her... the journey down the road she beta not make mi boiled up and explored like the vocalno err... tat u guyz had nv seen tat side of mi yet beta not make mi do that ya.... haha anway many encounter on fri itself where the SC people are practising for their pre-oritenation on mon... WWQ kena scold frm Mdm hassnah n Von coz she misuse the Walky Talkie... hey i was surprise and understand how they feel that their new ones are not innovative at all... Not one is tired and all is tired i can understand i'll hope taht i can help them to do sometings for them prephaps a good comfort words but i know the laughter of mine is enough for von to take it already... at least get to talk to other people in SC even though i'm not a member... keke alrite talk ya more the next time round.
Rui Qin |Monday, June 20, 2005
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005 || Back lo~!~
Hi guyz... i'm back from my Holis already... i know my juliz misses me alot wor... keke got so much to share!~!~
ANYWAY relie njoy myself to the fullest... it like crazy shopping even though most of my money is use up only by eating... got myself a pair of adidas shoe and leather sling bag didnt relie get things for myself busy findng things for my siao cha bo PJ n blur juliz too..keke sorry if the present isnt wat u expected...
I quite lost after these trips even though i looking forward to e next trip to bangkok coming aug/sept holis... keke... time to charge myself before a new semster of sch terms starting soon... keke...i gotta to start my story lo...
I'm lost relie... juz tel mi y guyz like to give ppl hope and smash it again... u know how painful it is... last time i used to tel PJ and console without knowing how it feel... but now i'm in her shoe and taste all the things tat she once gone through i relie confused of tinking so much... i hope tat i wun but it juz cant erased frm my minds... m i juz a toy to *him* or wat... my tears have start to roll down my cheeck again it had been a long time since the last time... i dun know y ... am i too emotional or sensitive?? i juz wan to know the ans dun like to keep in suspend i asked but everytime it like asking the air .....
izzit normal for a guy to hold or hug a girl if they juz treated them as normal fren or even close fren?? ... i dun tink close fren would ever do tat... i know he's busy with his work but a sms izzit too much or prephas he already got GF liao?? i dun know...i dun wan to be the 3rd party.... he treated mi veri good when we are in Kl ... Paid for my eating expenses and buy food for mi when i did not haf enough ....when at night both of us sleep in the living room but i sleep in the room ... before we sleep we watch VCD together... i was lying down on his stomach he can hug mi and hold hands together... he had been giving mi hopes ... more than ever... more and more... but when we go out with my godbrother they all both of us nv even talk to one another.... feel so weird... it like when only the 2 of us then he will talk to mi...
I gonna to be strong cried finish lehz then i have to stand up and continue to walk... i can't let myself to stay in these position anymore... walk a journey with my frenz who cares for mi and the wan i care for... thankz for beinging my frenz juliz n Pj... love u gals veri much... frm e bottom of my heart...
Rui Qin |Tuesday, June 14, 2005
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005 || Njoying part 2!~!~
Hey guyz... got so much to share... We went to Palawan Beach on the 060605 finally... coz three of us wanted to go even the sch holis starts... all the planning thinkin that neli also going but in the end only the 3 of us... nvm its okie.... we also enjoy ourself to the fullest rite gal...
even though is the 3 of us... i can say tat i relie njoy and relax myself to the max yeah.... hehe... even i kana sun burn... veri painful wahhaha.... During the time we at sentosa i'm veri comfortable talking to my darlingz... juliz and pj being so open to them even the deepest mi... juliz u shld knw more rite... u can study my heart lo.... This few days we meet up so often from shopping to the sun-tanning session... i nv let go nor the memories was erased once from mi.... keep so dearly to mi... i got so much to share with u guyz the tots and the feeling.... i nv felt so happy before... thankz guyz for bringing all the laughter and joyz that we once had... this will not b e one nor the last... there are more coming up ya... rememeber our trip to Japan... keke...
We even think abt our future and even though we are parted we will still wan to catch up with one another... haha.... the place that we called relaxing... spending e time soaking ourself in the seawater without any disturb from others and sharing of our inner feeling... i love the feeling veri much ... taking photos...that our speciality wor... keke... n touring in the island itself... even though 3 of us are tired but we nv once forget to take pics for memories... haha... i simply love it... hey guyz i going for holis soon.... i'll tell u all more things happening plus all the pics that i will be taking when i was having my vacations wor... tat is why i'm writing so much ... keke
I gotta miss u guyz.. my beloved Juliz and PJ.... my fren, my soul!~~!~! i love you guyz... enjoy urself too... i will come back with bags n bags of stuff for u!~!~! love u guyz... muackz....
Rui Qin |Tuesday, June 07, 2005
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taken during NDP training.... wahaha
Hey this week ... i relie njoy myself to the max coz last week was so busy with the Pedal Works pjt....I was overjoyed becoz Mr Tan, Mdm hassnah n Ms Peggy was impressed by the pjt that we had done... even though it was a tough week but manage to overcome with juliz... n zhixiang.... hahaha...feel a great achievement... things have been coming in and allow mi to use my time to the max....
Last sat have NDP training l kana dehydrate .... relie vomit in the field... i faster squad down and juliz walk up to mi and ask mi ... hey u know wat... i tot i going to peng san and nobody going to care... coz nobody approached mi even though i squad down.... but till tat moment i relie know tat juliz is a fren who will alw appeared in the moment for the nick of time when i needed ppl to be around... she alw the wan who comfort mi w/o doubts... going to cherish the time we had together with PJ too... i relie happy coz this semster i get to know PJ more than ever... the laughter three of us shared and shreded....
how to describe the feeling .. i relie dun know... only when u relie meet the true and close fren it the moment that u feel the closest to ya... i not going to let it go so easily coz it is veri difficult to make a fren to trust u ... to understand as well... tat day WWQ also asked mi the same question again ... Whether i'm going to KL for holidays and i answered her straight away without doubts... coz who cares i'm going away for holis where i relie can njoy myself to the max without the burden or problems... at least letting my hair down for a period of time before a new semster is starting.... Fast sia... going 2nd year already... hahaz... tel ya more the next time...
Rui Qin |Tuesday, June 07, 2005
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