Rae's Happiness

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Sunday, June 22, 2008 || Time is nv Enough...

Time is nv enough lahz... I'm rushing my projects like nobody business and i still have to entertaint such NONSENSE.. What the hell izzit? If you are a frenz you will understand how busy and stressed i am.. Even i zzz i also dreamt of my projects.

My sec sch frenz whom i nv meet for so long nv even said such things to me. Anyone who knows me will understands me without speaking much, I will nv put my Boyfriends before anything! My parents and studies are always my top priority. I don even have time to go out with Faizal let alone anyone else. The most is we meet in school and have lunch or go home together and tat's all. Since the day i returned to S'pore i dun even have any time that i called "REST". Even a short trip to genting, my mind are all projects...

I wish i can show you more concern asking you out every weekend. But my time is limited. I have to work on weekends, that means my weekends are burnt. Sunday helping out at my dad's stall, tat means lazing on the bed is near impossible. What more you wan from me? You wan my body to tear into pieces than you are happier? I know you have small circles of friends, i know you wan me to show more concern but i have more important stuffs to attend to now. All i wan is your understanding and comprehension. What i wan to say is all here, its up to you to believe or not. We are in the 20's already and I dun wish to behave like a teenager anymore.

Rui Qin |Sunday, June 22, 2008
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