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Wednesday, September 14, 2005 || Grant me strength... My Lord...
I dun know why... all out of the sudden... I feel so weak... Not physical but mentally drained in chasing the earthly things for so so so long... Relie no more strength in doing so... What the purpose of chasing things tat wun last forever??? I know my purpose for entering ITE is the path that God have set for mi long ago and He knows that this is the best path for my life journey... He also provide mi with alot of Good frenz who i can depend and work with ... Learning veri hard to be humble... I relie ashamed for things that i've done...
Today not my day definitely.... I dun kown why... recently have a few times quarrel with Juliz with pjts... I find it veri stupid... Frenship between us quarrel coz of pjts... not worth it at all... Perphaps the misunderstanding we had for one another or otherwise... I'm not perfect... More of hurts than angry... Maybe as what she had said abt mi that she find its hard to tolerate or maintain the mindset that i'm trying to get things done... Tears keep rolling down my cheecks and thoughts have flashed through my mind about all the things that we had gone through.... All the difficult times in sch... Relie feel stupid la.. Not in a good mood anyway...
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Rui Qin |Wednesday, September 14, 2005
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