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Friday, June 29, 2007 || Depressed...
Have u ever feel that something is crashing down on u for no reason?
Have u ever feel that y on earth u haf ever been finger pointed by others saying something that u feel hurts?
Have u ever?? Today i feel very very very sad.. I dun know y, partially is becoz i'm PMSing... but somehow i admit that i care abt others tink of me especially my frenz. Even though outside seen to be veri happy but i tink this is only the surface. Sometimes the feeling is very difficult to describe.
Well, i do... Today i have heard something that not me alone but any gal out there hates to hear and is that.. "hey you put on weight or hey what happen to u, u seen 2 b more chubby than before!" Well.. to me is okie if someone whom i not veri close to me said that to me but its NOT... Its someone whom i know and quite a close fren to me. Do you all agree that a fren will never put 1 down or said anything that will hurt? I believe that a true fren is some1 who will support u and push u on no matter what happen. And of coz true fren are those who dun care abt each other bad points... I juz too tired of these comments.. I veri disappointed in myself as well, alw say wan to do something but in the end i didn't manage to accomplish. I hate being like tat.... I HATE!!!!
I dun know how to describe how i feeling rite now, but its feeling damn sucks lo.. I relie hate all these things that i'm facing.
My mum juz went for operation on wed... accompany her these few days. Even though she didn't manage to walk too much, i believe tat its a good time for her to rest plenty at home. I relie feel i can do it man! Can i ???
I BELIEVE I CAN!!!! Jia you ba.....
Rui Qin |Friday, June 29, 2007
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