Things not gonna be the same

Shifted House...

2008-12-21T22:08:00.002+08:00

Hi People...

I have stopped using blogger as my blog liao.. wanna to find out more of Rae's Matter can go to

raeseet.wordpress.com

MEERY X'MAS! HOHOHOHO....

Ciao!

Sentosa Day...

2008-12-19T19:48:00.012+08:00

Hi Ppl.. X'mas is coming thus its the festive time mean meeting up with frenz.. Alrite.. Today i met my Year 1 babe. Yes! The only 3 of us, it had been a long time that we went out which i remembered the last time is at Toa Payoh.. Go out for me means having fun time wor... Thus, we arranged today to go to Sentosa to have pinic and have Wine.. Ok i'm serious having wine despite not relie having it frequently due to allergy..

Hahaha.. Had a great time and we eventually slept on the beach for 30 mins... Yupz, 3of us slept at the beach with blasting music besides my ears. Here I will upload some of the photos that we had taken at Sentosa.

Suppose to have the Lude ride but the weather wasn't playing a part..But nvm lahz i will went with Faizal when he's back frm China. Today he went to Shanghai for a day tour...Enjoying himself in China.. So sad lahz.. Anyway its freedom time for me so i will enjoy myself these 3 weeks...

Ok stop of my crapping here you go... Photos Time!!! Ok some of the photos i'm trying to act cute.. Lol -_-"

Total photos taken = 106 but i can only upload some...

Tat's all folk...Ciao~ I know there's alot of my photos.. Lol

Mix Feeling...

2008-12-16T10:28:00.004+08:00

ALrite people, ITS HOLIDAYS RITE NOW AND I'M SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY BUT.......

Ytd went to the airport and sent Faizal to China, mix feeling when i'm reached Changi Airport T3. Well, he will be going there for 3 weeks for IB study and this is the first time that I'm staying in Singapore and He's away... But nvm 3 weeks onli and these few weeks i'm busy with my school projects and meeting up with my friends. Kind of broke aldy coz have to go so many places and buy x'mas present for the party held next week. =(

Ok before Faizal went to China, we did met up during the weekend the photos are in facebook so lazy to upload it here.

Ytd at the airport i was kind of shy coz his family members and uncle is there, the first time that they knew tat i'm faizal gf.. So ..... went breakfast with them and such saw quite a number of our classmate there....

Hold back my tears and i have made it.. Didn't let a drop of tears to roll down my cheeks... Haha.. Anyway its festive season but i didn't have those feel lehz.. So sian.. Chiong~ing for projects soon and meeting with my babe for lunch...

I Love this photos the most... =)

If i say i dun miss..... it was a LIE~

Ciao~

Let go?

2008-12-04T09:06:00.001+08:00

People tends to forget their past and neglect ppl ard them...

Prephas it time for me to ignore the feeling of others and be more self centered...

I'm so sorry. You have make me to become like this..

Dad’s Birthday dinner at Thai Village… 27th Oct 08

2008-12-02T23:09:00.002+08:00

*Memories are meant to be kept...

Mood?

2008-12-02T23:05:00.001+08:00

Don't ask me why, I just don't feel like talking….

Dad’s birthday…

2008-11-27T09:15:00.001+08:00

My dad's birthday today!!!! I'm gonna to be quite busy today.. lessons starts at 2 end at 6 means I have to rush after the lessons… I going to Bugis to buy cake with faizal then proceed to Kallang Leisure Park where we will have our dinner at Lek Mak Thai restaurant, my sister have reserved the place for us… 7 of us includes faizal and my sis's bf to have dinner.. in 2 weeks time faizal going to suzhou already.. means my holidays will spend more time with my gf, besties…

Ytd went out with PJ after her work, and we went to Tang's sales as she is the members of Tangs.. Anyway she bought a number of things which her bag is "free" after the redemption from her membership card.. Headed to Mos Burger to eat our dinner coz I wanted to eat so badly.. Eat a lot sia coz I will starving… Had my only meal at 11am and waited till almost 8pm then I had my dinner… Hahahahaha…

Anyway I wanted to give my blog a new look so I started to hunt for new skins but hor nowadays got so many projects, I had to finish all these first.. Sianz.. this week passed like nobody business sia… Lol

Headache

2008-11-24T21:21:00.001+08:00

Ok.. Sch started for a period of time for me liao and finally after last friday presentation to the directors will mark a good closure for everythings...

It may be for our friendship as well. Things might not be going on the right track and been a good experience for me.

School is busy as usual, having all the projects coming on the way and meeting all the deadlines, this is my last semester feeling all these things liao wor. I'm going to graduate soon… Which my parents are relie looking forward to this day… Which also means it time for me to step into another insitute to complete my bachelor.. Hopefully..

These few days I have gone through some things and make me ponder a lot of things and past memories. Like wat ppl say good memories are meant to be kept and true frenz are meant to be kept as well. After all these things, I finally realized that no matter how well you said to one another that to keep in contact, it had no value if one party are not going to keep up to this promise. Only true frenz will be by your side to listen to your nagging and someone to depends on when you nid them in the nick of time.. Thanks PJ!! Even though sometimes we do quarrels but there are so much of things that I can share with you!! Like what she say: " BF is someone that you can alw meet, but not frenz becoz of their time schedule is different." Despite having faizal to go out with, I also have to find time to go out with my different clinques of fren this few weeks. Anyway christmas is coming and I'm meeting up with my besties…

Can't wait for weekend, for a good rest!!!! MONDAY BLUES!!!

Nomore

2008-11-05T17:45:00.004+08:00

I tink i made the right choices. Its time for me to move on and i'm no longer a kid.
I'm no hyprocrite, either am i born to please everyone.

What others tink abt me, its none of my biz...Maybe you can tink i'm selfish or wateva. But when i tink abt wat other ppl feels, does other do the same to me?

Morning...

2008-10-28T09:58:00.006+08:00

Morning!!! I just reached my workplace which is like 7.20am in India time lah... Actually make no much difference of the time lag... So ya.. Update you on the progress.. COUNTING DOWN TO 3 MORE DAYS!!! YAHOO~

Anyway i started off these few days telling myself "I am more enthusiastic today and improving this trait daily." Which its seem it working on me!!! Muhahahaha...

Ytd was deepavali, but no holidays for our company but there are alot of people took off thus the whole office was pretty quiet. Ytd was great, we managed to finish our presentation to the HR director, HR manager and Supervisor.. FINALLY, this pile of stones had been putted down after the effort of 2 whole months in India, in TEL as well..

Ytd night was crazy where you can see people lighting their houses with candles and children are putting crackers, we are stoning by the ways they put crackers.. its was AWESOME.. truly AWESOME.. seriously. I don't get to enjoy the atmosphere in Singapore. But most of the time we hid in the room but managed to took some video of the situation. The crackers sound by bomb, and this children DO NOT see where they are throwing the crackers... It was quite scary though but enjoyable. Was quite funny when last friday got a children threw the cracker and it almost land on Juliana's hair... Whahaha we are trying to ran for our life and headed to our guest hse lahz... Wahahaha.. Ytd night was splendid with all the fire cracker surrounded by the house..

So today i will upload pictures of us, taking during the presentation and with the HR director, manager and supervisor.

(L to R) Juliana, Mr Loke (HR Director), Mr Raj (HR Manager), Me!!

There isn't much pictures took ytd so.. these is what i can give it to ya!

The first thing i reach Singapore Changi Airport, I going to tell myself that "I HAD SURVIVED ALL THESE OBSTACLES AND TRIALS THAT MADE ME GREW STRONGER MENTALLY!!"

For a gal to survived in India, its definitely worth everything coz what i learnt from here is magnificent... And i believe this is once in a lifetime journey where i wun be 22 years old and experienced the same that i experiencing right now... Ok move on..

Finally, I had finish reading the Megaliving book that i bought a few days back and now i move on the next bookkkkkk.... Leadership Wisdom. From these 2 books i got quite a number of quotes that it really inspired me and motivated me so much... Here are some of the examples...

(1)Nothing can defeat you, unless you defeat yourself!

(2)Truly wise people aim, not only for leadership in their business but also within heir lives

(3)A single conversation across the table with a wise man is worth a month's study of books!

(4) Becoming a GREAT leader, you must empty your cup to constantly be receptive to new knowledge

(5) Humbilitiy is a fundamental leadership discipline! (I LOVE THIS QUOTE!!)

There are many more for me to discover as I go along reading the books, this is some of sample quotes that i took from the 2 books...

Ciao~ See you all soon~

Last weekend in India..... =)

2008-10-26T11:25:00.014+08:00

Hiz guyz, ok another update from Rae in India, even though not much ppl are reading it but i enjoy updating my blog nowadays with exciting things that i had come across... Before I burying myself with the powerpoint presentation preaparation for today (yuppie finally presentation to the HR director that wrap our 2 full months of hardwork.)Anyway most of the efforts goes to my partner, Juliana.

Ok let me start with counting down, I LEFT WITH 5 MORE DAYS AND I WILL BE BACK... relie crazy of that ya.. And my mum promise to prepare my favourite Tom Yam Steamboat!!! Anyway i drinking milo now, have to finish all our foods in our room in not bringing it back to Singapore is another hassle. Oh ya, I have started to pack my luggage and hopefully (keep my finger cross) that it will not overweight and if it does hopefully the officer at the check-in counter allow us to pass through.. LOL

Ytd was a fruitful day, we went to Commercial street to get some souveniors (the auto rickshaw of India)which is the only thing that i can think of for myself to remind of India -_-"

That the auto richshaw of India, (black colour) Bangalore, (Green Colour) Mumbai, this is what the uncle from the toy shop told me lahz.. The worst is what waste $2 to take auto and find out that the bookstore near our house oso sells it.. *argh* Ok nvm, lets move on..

Bought myself a pair of shoe made in India which cost abt SGD$8... Quite colourful though but its comfortable but i bet it will last.. LOL

Normally i wore 7.5 or 8 in Singapore but i wore size 10! Wah say... sian diao..

After the shopping at commerical street which took less than 30 minutes, we headed to our eating place, Shreedevi for food... This pictures took sometimes back liao so nvm i just upload it.. i look like a aunty in this pictures.. Sorry ah!

We went to the bookstores that is very near to our house only to find out 2 weeks ago.. Haha.. But its a nice place to be and for me i love to stay in the bookstores whenever I'm free when i'm not attached.. So find my favourite past time again in the book stores. I got a few nice aspiration books written by Robin Shaman which really aspired me very much ... a total of 4 books and 3 pens that reminds me of my primary school times cost abt 800 ruppes = $20++, you can't get the price of these books and pens in Singapore!

First book.. Discover your destiny!!

Second book...The monk who sold his ferrari

Third book...Megaliving.. I started this book first and i relie in love with it.. =)and for those who relie want to have a change in your life, this book i strongly recommend you!!

Fourth book... Leadership Wisdom...

That all for the books that i bought, more interesting photos coming up.. Oh ya the pens that i mention earlier...Here you go..

A bought some stuffs from India as well, such as Levis jeans buy 1 get 1 free.. Muhahahahaha got 1 for myself and 1 for my sis see which want like the design definitely i can't SQUEEZE into their size.. LOL

I bought a sling bag from Nike, Handbag from Pepe Jeans London, 2 Levis pants, 1 Office pants from Forever New and another 50% offer bermudas from Forever New as well. Got a boxer for Faizallllllllll... *shy* hahahah..

Random pictures from our guest house and see how messy is our room after 2 months.. Lol... 5 more nights and i will bid this room GOODBYE...

Ok tat's all folk today and I will continue to play my pet society for a while and thanks to PJ lahz, I'm hooked up to kill time when i'm bored.. Haha =)

Ciao~

Counting Down...

2008-10-21T13:27:00.007+08:00

Ok guyz, update update update from Rae in India...

Finally went out of the work premises to eat on the 17th October with my supervisor and colleagues.. No more canteen food! But the sad things is that I had KFC.. Relie OMG, you know wat.. I had been eating KFC for the past 3 days.. Continous for 3 whole days lahz... And mind you i relie suffering from constipation and KFC is not GOOD for health at ALL...

I'm sick and tired of it liao.. Wow you see my FAT FACE, TUMMY everything is juz like bloating out of my clothes lahz. I feel very guilty for eating so much FATS inside my body swimming around my blood..

I gonna to stop all these rubbish foods and becoz of eating these foods i got kinda of constipation lo... Sianz lahz, the fruits here not fresh i don't dare to eat, thus draining myself with lotsa of water.. Erm, kinda of hate myself.

If i wanna to shed some pounds away, this is not the way to go sia.. I have to cut down my carbons intake and eat more fruits and vegetables (which is quite impossible in India) thus this is the promise that i will do when I'm in Singapore.

I CAN DO IT!!! DETERMINATION IS THE WORD! I got a few plan in mind to shed those weights. Seriously when i say SHED. I make sure i will do it.. its not the beauty of looking slim its the health. You know these few days i was like feeling sharp pain near my heart area and i'm started to alert abt the eating habits that i'm having rite now. It kinda of sad, thus i have prepared myself a Calories Logbook, will update the photos once i had done when I'm back ok?

THE BEST IS YET TO COME...

NO MORE CURRIES!!!!!! YAHOO! COUNTING DOWN FOR 10 DAYS.

A list of things that i want to do on the day of my arrival!! Lucky for us our flight had changed from the 1st Nov to the 31st October which mean i can reach home earlier!!!!

1) Eat Kway Chup (been craving for a period of time when I'm in India) Salted Vegetables
2) Go Facial
3) Go shopping with my sister
4) Go Kaplan Insititute to get my Uni brochures
5) Preparation for new semester (Yahoo! I can't wait to finish my last semester)
6) Steamboat... Yeah my mum promised to cook that when I'm back on that day!!! Yeah! Miss home cook food like crazy this is becoz the house that we stayed is vegetarian thus we cannot cook much of varieties.. Kind of miss home cook food terribly.

Ytd was one of my colleague b'dae, therefore we had some celebration with him inside the HR operation room. Haha, I alw teased by my colleagues that I'm his girlfren which includes Juliana.. (-_-").. Anyway a small celebration, 1 and only time and next week i will be BACK!! HOME SWEET HOME!!!

I can't imagine the day that i reach airport and looking forward packing my luggage.. Wahaha... anxious and excited.. And waiting and waiting.. For my presentation on the 27th October which is next Monday.. Today is only Tuesday so we had some time to go also.. But after the presentation we will be free!!!

Here is the photos that I took during the lunch out! Enjoy~

Lunch with my supersior and colleagues from Tata Elxsi Limited (TEL)

(L to R) Me, Juliana and Michele (my supervsior)

Juliana and Me

My Colleagues birthday Celebration: -

Office Boy

The birthday boy, colleague and me

Rajeshwari and me

Sangeeta and me

Ciao~

Fat.. Fatter.. CMI

2008-10-15T23:32:00.004+08:00

Seriously, sometime i questioning myself why people can do it I can't do it.. For example, losing weight.

You see the different in Hilary Duff.. She managed to shed off 15 pounds of weight.. And she look gorgeous, seriously

I relie wish i'm her lahz.. You see the pictures

2002

2005

I WANT TO BE LIKE HER... SHE IS MY MOTIVATION!! SERIOUSLY..

Well from research that i have done.. Here is her diet plan

1) Eat Fresh Fruits
2) More Vegetables
3) Lean Protein
4) Swam 20 Laps
5) DETERMINATION (I kind of lack of this components) Lol..

But I will try my best lah... Kind of sadden to see the stage I'm in rite now.. =(

Greetings from India.

2008-10-15T22:22:00.012+08:00

Hi guyz, i know it had been a long long time that i have update my blog. Well you can't blame me i just too lazy to do…

GREETING FROM INDIA.. Namastare!!

We are in the midst of our attachment right now, and it soon gonna to be over..
3 MORE WEEKS AND I WILL BE BACK IN SINGAPORE.. Seriously, no more curry, curry and more curry. No more flour food no more fast food too… I had been eating fast food almost everyday for my dinner, this is becoz our guest house does not provide any foods!

I had gained quite a fair bit during the stay in India, simply hate it lahz.. Anyway here is the photos that I have taken in India.. In this blog, I will update photos from India as well for you guyz to enjoy.

I relie can't wait to eat my mum's cooking! This is worst than I was in france, maybe becoz faizal is not here with me also? -_-" I'm not sure about it..

Attachment in India is great and i got to learn alot of things not in the textbook context. Given an assigned project and have to finish it by following weeks. Should be ok ba, now already half way through and after the final presentation that will "That's all folk!"

Haha, these few days was searching for Uni course that I wanna to study after my completion for diploma course. Have to complete asap, so that i can start earning money and my parents can start to enjoy their golden ages years. Been a tough road for me and i pleased to enjoy all these moments.

Thanks to all the friends who had given me the support all these while!
Love you guyz!

Here you go: Enjoy~

Trying to be an Indian Lady.. Lol

Tat with my colleagues!

The meals that i eat everyday for my lunch.. Lol. The chief dun knw hw to cook other stuffs.. Its fattening lahz!!!!

Tat a common sight in India, thanks to it i fall down 3 weeks ago and Juliana kept reminding me what are the elements inside the water (Cow dung, dog poo, human faeces and urine) Thanks ah!

A common corner where all rubbish are thrown...

Opposite this slump area is where i stay.. every morning will have to go pass this area to wait for company bus to work...

Its the parliment house of Bangalore, also one of the attraction places in India.. Lol

Thanks Sunil (Colleague from TEL, nice of him to bring us to this famous temple in Bangalore, an eye opener for me) ISKON (International Society for Karnish Consciouness)He's our tour guide for the trip! Explaining to us...

That Sunil, Juliana and me (From left to right).. In auto-rickshaw.. If go by meter is cheap but we alw kena con by the driver. Bring us a big round ard Bangalore to "enjoy the scenery"

楊培安.痛也不說出口

2008-09-25T11:29:00.000+08:00

Nice song

Always be My baby...

2008-09-23T14:24:00.001+08:00

Stupid Ass

2008-08-27T10:13:00.003+08:00

It had been a hectic week for me, last friday got the news that i'm going to TATA... *EXCITED* for me lahz, coz its like waiting endlessly but finally got the news.. Excited to go yet afraid coz i dun know what kind of challenges that i will faced there...

Anyway be more adaptable to the environment and everything... Packing my luggage soon only 20Kg allowances is allowed... Sianz lahz got so much clothes and stuffs to bring it over...

Ytd went back to sch for 'Training' regarding some KMMM thingy... Haha i also dun know what izzit...

A little pissed off ytd... PLS STOP BEING SO ARRGRONT! ITS MAKING ME PUKE AND IRRITATED... So wat??? Pls STOP acting so cool.... Wat the TOOT you tink you are... You are nothing in my life. IF YOU DUN KNW WHAT IS HUMBLE I CAN TELL YOU NOBODY GONNA TO TOLERATE THE WAY YOU ARE.

Being a pain in my ass... Oh ya, that stupid words of yours pls dun act as if you are so high up! Dun as if the whole world owe you something or you tink you are a king... WHAT THE F***

Just being Pissed!

Simply....

2008-08-08T16:26:00.000+08:00

Love this song alot!! Nice song.. anyway these few days have to bury myself with lectures note to start studying for my exam which going to start next week.

Ytd met with Shu xian at bugis, went out with her grandma too! Haha.. so long nv catch up with her after ash went back to auz... anyway i have ask the New Zealand, university of auckland to send a application forms for next year intake.. Hopefully can get in ba...

Lol

Emptiness....

2008-07-29T08:15:00.005+08:00

Emptiness is now how i feel...... Its been quite some time that i'm feeling this way. The feeling is not nice to experience it anyway...

I relie dun know what is it bothering in me.. but i know that i'm might be happy on the surface but not deep inside of me.

Depression? I'm juz not happy.. not happy at all.. Even the smiles and laughter are all just temporary. I don't know, i relie don't know how to face the coming days! I hope i can walk out of these days faster.. Looking at the ceiling and fall asleep is what i'm experiencing for the past few days. I tot i'm satisfied but its not! What is it? What is it that are causing me to be like tat..

It not me at ALL!! Used to be optismitics but the feeling its killing me.. Killing me bits by bits.. Slowly.. I dun know how long can i hold?~?~?~?~?~

Anyway, nobody is going to notice it at all.. god bless me ! Pephaps crying my heart out would be better! =`(

I tot i'm happy and satisfied... BUT I'M NOT!!!!

分开以后

2008-07-27T21:26:00.001+08:00

想喊你　卻沒敢開口
最後只有　留著淚看你走
我想問我　是否只願意就這樣放手
既然無法挽留　只好接受

從今以後　你要寂寞多久
誰能給予你　我這般的溫柔
也許是多慮了　你離開我會過得更快樂
可對於軟弱的我　回憶就足夠

分開以後　每當想到你　就會低下頭
緊握的手　不知過了多久
我相信你　也會有一樣的辛酸難受
都曾經深愛過誰　有誰能捨得

在離開你之後　想快樂也只是一種強求
一個人　怎麼過都是愁
懂得擁有　卻未必能讓你為我停留
最後只剩遺憾　拉住我不放手

oh~~~~ya~~~~~

分開以後　每當想到你　就會低下頭
緊握的手　不知過了多久
我相信你　也會有一樣的辛酸難受
都曾經深愛過誰　有真的捨得

在離開你之後　想快樂也只是一種強求
一個人　怎麼過都是愁
懂得擁有　卻未必能讓你為我停留
最後只剩遺憾　拉住我不放手

What You Got

2008-07-25T16:32:00.000+08:00

Verse 1 (Colby O'donis) - I beeped you on the phone
just showing off ya stones and noticed,
that that pinky ring is bright enough baby,
I know your not alone, but I could just be wrong,
the way them fellas hounding ya sizing you up baby
And I like the way you take advantage of every man ya love
(Akon - I see ya) and I know ya game girl but i dont mind if you come and,
play with us, just dont talk to much (Akon- I see ya)
ya so cute you dont have to say a word

Chorus: (Colby O'donis), (Akon)
See all those guys wanna come treat you right
cause ya sweeter than apple pie, everything that you want you got,
girl you know that you need to stop, most beautiful thing in sight
always taking all the spotlight, always in the club looking hot girl
you know that you need to stop.
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya)

Verse 2: (Colby O'donis)
Girl I can tell ya want something to love,
thats why you hold on to everything that pass you by
can't resist girl and I cant lie or tell if you are here for me
or everybody watching you shake from left to right
the way you move got me hypnotized
the way you take advantage of every man ya love (Akon - I see ya)
and I know ya game girl but i dont mind if you come and play with us,
just dont talk to much (Akon- I see ya) ya so cute you dont have to say a word

Chorus: (Colby O'donis), (Akon)
See all those guys wanna come treat you right
cause ya sweeter than apple pie, everything that you want you got,
girl you know that you need to stop, most beautiful thing in sight
always taking all the spotlight, always in the club looking hot girl
you know that you need to stop.
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Oooh)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Oooh)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Oooh.....Akon)
Girl ya know that you need to stop.

Verse 3: (Akon)
Cant keep my eyes away from you girl
when ya get on the floor and do what you do
and everybody wanna come back to that body
the kind that remind me something like you,
cause your that type to drive a man crazy
will snatch him away from his lady,
no matter how hard the man hold back he'll end up calling you baby,
and they never really know what to do,
once you expose that thing you do,
you had em crawling on hands and knees and ya find a way to get em out they jeans,
and while ya thinking your the only dude,
shes off in the mall living off of you,
letting everybody know she got you and now you feel like a fool

Chorus: (Colby O'donis), (Akon)
See all those guys wanna come treat you right
cause ya sweeter than apple pie, everything that you want you got,
girl you know that you need to stop, most beautiful thing in sight
always taking all the spotlight, always in the club looking hot girl
you know that you need to stop.
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey)
Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya)

Bleeding In Love

2008-07-25T16:22:00.001+08:00

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

Buried with Projects...

2008-07-20T16:52:00.002+08:00

This week is very hectic.. Having to meet 4 projects deadline is leaving my group members and me dead. Ytd slept at ard 4 am just to touch up on the bit and pieces for the report. Meeting 2 projects deadline tml is not fun at all. Having insufficient rest is not fun at all, luckily my team members are co-operative enough and every 1 of us are trying our very best to do our part.

I can't wait for this week to pass that mean examination are round the corner. Anyway i have no birthday wish this year, just hope that everyone ard me are healthy and doing fine with their own life.

BTW, thanks to yen ru and evelyn who met up with me ytd to has a great dinner together and a short so called shopping spur with them to help me to relax for a while. We had our dinner at bugis at the hong kong cafe, now then i realized that tong seah street got alot of nice foods to eat!!! haha... i'm like mountain tortoist lahz.... Had a very full and nice dinner with them. Anyway i can't deny that i have put on tonnes of weight and i'm starting to hate myself for being like tat!! Argh...Time flies faster for this coming projects week.

SHIT!

Dieing SOon

2008-07-07T12:33:00.000+08:00

Die , Dieing, dead...

My life is nth but projects and its killing me slowly... Being exhausted and had no time to rest at all.. Insomina is the making me dead...

Wat the hell...

2008-06-22T22:19:00.002+08:00

AIYO!!!! WAN TO DIE AH.... I'm so tired for the whole day already. Today wake up damn early to go and help out at my dad's stall, its raining in the morning somemore its a nice weather to zzz. But i dun have the chance to do so. Wake up at 7 plus and reach at 8 to help out. Today is damn busy and busy like nobody business, good also i wish my dad's business is so busy everyday.lol

Haven got any rest since i reached home, went to grandma house after i bath. Went shopping with my mum at bugis before heading to my grandma place. Took a short nap in the bus and i bet i slept style is damn ugly luckily nobody ard who knows me took my pics. *That applies to Jolie and Faizal*

Reach home ard 7 plus tot can zzz after watching some show, coz tml i reaching sch at 10 to do my projects. In the end, thanks to xiu hui called me remind me abt the E&I tutorials and GROUP SHARING!!!

Relie OMG lahz, nid to find articles and do PPT. What the hack, i'm tired already and still nid to do these kind of things. In order not to make my group mate rushing for things, i did it myself. Lol...Manage to find the articles lahz. Thanks Faizal for forgetting to remind me, *damn angry pls*..Nvm can't blame u also, you are rushing for your projects also. I did it within 20 mins BUT my ppt is damn plain. But Ivy said that its only tutorial so i hack liao lahz.. God bless that i found a articles in a short period of time if not i also dun know what time i can finish doing my work...

*Yawn* I'm tired!! Relie totally drained.. Haiz.. going to zzz soon tml nid to rush projects again. *P.S: God bless us that the union will arranged a interview with us soon!"

Bye bye!

Time is nv Enough...

2008-06-22T22:11:00.002+08:00

Time is nv enough lahz... I'm rushing my projects like nobody business and i still have to entertaint such NONSENSE.. What the hell izzit? If you are a frenz you will understand how busy and stressed i am.. Even i zzz i also dreamt of my projects.

My sec sch frenz whom i nv meet for so long nv even said such things to me. Anyone who knows me will understands me without speaking much, I will nv put my Boyfriends before anything! My parents and studies are always my top priority. I don even have time to go out with Faizal let alone anyone else. The most is we meet in school and have lunch or go home together and tat's all. Since the day i returned to S'pore i dun even have any time that i called "REST". Even a short trip to genting, my mind are all projects...

I wish i can show you more concern asking you out every weekend. But my time is limited. I have to work on weekends, that means my weekends are burnt. Sunday helping out at my dad's stall, tat means lazing on the bed is near impossible. What more you wan from me? You wan my body to tear into pieces than you are happier? I know you have small circles of friends, i know you wan me to show more concern but i have more important stuffs to attend to now. All i wan is your understanding and comprehension. What i wan to say is all here, its up to you to believe or not. We are in the 20's already and I dun wish to behave like a teenager anymore.

Sianz...

2008-06-02T09:26:00.002+08:00

Hey guyz, i'm back.. Yahoo.. next week is the start of school holidays BUT this doesn't mean i got plenty time to rest and slack. Well, i do sometimes of coz, i got a tonnes of project that needed to do asap. Actually we planned to go for a short holidays in M'sia and i quite looking forward to it.

But due to disapprove from my parents, i have to ps the rest.. I'm relie sorry not that i dun wan to go. I also wish i can go and enjoy but haiz.. partially is becoz faizal is not going my mum don't relie put ease at it. Well, this is the first time ya normally i go overseas she will aprrove it but i also not sure lehz.. Another reasons she dun wan me to go is becoz of the "responsibility" of taking care of the rest, she tinks that i'm the so called eldest in the group so all the safety issues is putting on me. I can't resist what she said, she got her own reasons and i can't do anything about it. Even if i die die wan to go, i also nid to borrow money from her, passport with her. That gate sure will not allow me to pass through de lo.

I feel damn guilty lahz... I'm not purposely wan to ps the rest BUT i relie dun know why this time round my mum dun allow me to go even i ask her for the reason. Well, i don't dare to ask the 4th time, i afraid she will not give me my allowance, there goes my $$. Recently i'm damn poor lahz, i onli got 2 dollars left in my wallet i can't provoke her further. Ytd she is damn fierce pls, she say "you stop asking if not i will slap you"... Aiya... You tel me who doesn't wan to go for the trip and enjoy?? Is not my parents fierce is erm... i tink they also tink of my safety ba.. LOL even though i prove them i'm independent or they miss me so much ever since the france trip.. They afraid that i will be going for OIPP and wanted me to stay at home.. LOL...

I relie tried my very best and I dare not go against my parents. I still need to respect them.. I hope you guyz understand and I'm relie relie very sorry...

Terrible Feeling...

2008-05-14T19:49:00.002+08:00

Diaster had strike China, and hopefully that this is a wake up call to all of us! NOT only to Singaporean but also to other people. This is a reminder to us that gobal warming are starting to appear the various sign of natural diaster to the earth after so much of activities that the human did to hurt our home, the Earth.

Reading the newspaper that filled with all the news regarding the progress of China evacuation makes me feel so terrible. I cried when i read the chinese newspaper looking at the innocent childrens' corpse. We should not wait till things that happened to us then we start to do something about it. Ever since the tsunami which happen on 24 dec 2005 and the following earthquake on 12 May 2008, we should be more aware that natural diaster can happened to Singapore even. Even though we are quite safe in a sense but we never know when its will strike us without us knowing.

Anyway back to topic, today went for the OIPP briefing and I'm seriously very keen to participate again with it. I've learned alot when i'm overseas and this is a real life experience working with industry. I talked to my parents but my mum are still worried becoz of the diaster just happened in China. I don't know but hopefully things will be fine.

Got quite a few ICAs to be done, Human Behavior is due next week and i have not even started my research. Kind of miss France life, where everythings is so slack and slow. Why can't Singapore be like ? Too bad becoz situated in Asia, that the life in Asia isn't it?

Catch up soon!

Stress??

2008-05-10T09:44:00.002+08:00

Have been home for quite some times already but still not used to the lifestyle here. Immediately our arrival in Singapore, school started for us already. This semester there are so many things that need to do and dun relie have any holidays.

Anyway i have been thinking for the past few days should i perm my hair or not lei.. Such a stupid question rite? But i afraid that if i perm i will look older and stuffs lehz but i'm sick of my straight hair liao.. Still thinking... So sianz lahz so many projects need to rush. Why can't we enjoy the pace of life in France "STUPID BECOZ HERE IS SINGAPORE".. Ok anyway its relie suckz to the core lahz... Facing so much of things but luckily i still can cope with it. I hate the weather here its damn damn hot pls. I dun know how to tolerate but still have too m i rite?

Oh ya. WELCOME HOME JAGE!!! We went to airport and pick him up and shiok to be back home? Eat everything you can ya! Hahaha...

OIPP briefing is next week and i'm going to attend!! I DUN CARE dun wanna to stay in SINGAPORE!!

Ciao~

Rome...

2008-04-22T02:01:00.014+08:00

ROME is our 3rd destination after Venice. Of all the city, state that we went this is only city that we have walked so much! We almost covered the whole of Rome by Walking AND of all the hostel I love this hostel the most! The enviroment is cool, nice and homely that reminds me of home. This is one of the places that I love... Here are some of the pictures of Colosseum and the Forum in the past of Rome. On the pictures right below is the left over marble flooring that have thousand of history. Now i know after i joined the guided tour that there are no more red marbles left in Egypt becoz Romans took it from there. That explains why now the red marbles are so so so expensive!

The Colosseum had very thick history where in the past the place were used it for fighting and to allow the Romans to show off their hunting skills where people are left in the ring to fight with the animals that will be brought up to the stage by "elvators"now are the "left over" of the buildings that i have post. The building are still standing strong, in the past people are so clever and at that point of time Romans already start using Romans Cement as what we known today!

So this tells us that we are not clever people in the centuries!

Enjoy the pictures and will upload more pictures.

Venice

2008-04-21T01:41:00.009+08:00

Hey hey.. I'm blogging rite now. I'm relie sorry that i dun have the internet access to update my blog for the past 2 weeks because i'm on a travelling Festa with Faizal. Yupz yupz.. Venice i s our 2nd stopover after Germany. Here are some of the pictures we took in Venice. Due to the slow connection of the internet i can onli upload some of the pics. Time files and yes! I'm coming home noW! This sunday i will be touching down Changi Airport at 9,30pm. Its quite tiring to carry our big luggage wherever we travel especially after buying so much of souveniors and stuffs. We had a great time in Venice but did you ever thought that Venice is so small yet we are lost!!!

Yes, we lost our way for the 1st day. Hey can't blame us alrite because all the bridges in Venice looked the same, even i have super memory power sometimes it will still fails.!! Haha.. Anyway here to wish PJ, Alaina and Long Mei a HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! I wanted to sms you gals BUT my hostel onli got 1 plug and its shared by 12 people. I can't even have the chance to charge my phones!!! Oops Sorry!

Things and foods in Venice is super duper expensive, no wonder people said that London is the most expensive places and Venice is second but i tink London is still somehow cheaper than Venice even though of the strong currency!..

Ciao~

Germany...

2008-04-13T02:07:00.006+08:00

Hi guyz, rite now i'm starting my travel festa from the 8 April to the 25 April and i'll be touching down SINGAPORE CHANGI AIRPORT ON THE 27 APRIL... Of coz my first stop is Germany!!!! The 4 of us went germany got 2 reasons: -

Firstly, We went to visit other schoolmates who are studying in germany. There are total of 10 Singaporean studying in NYP in Germany plus the 4 of us that is 14 of us in order. Sounds crazy rite?

Secondly, is we want to visit the factory outlet that my frenz introduce to us that is the METZINGEN CITY!!! There are numbers of outlets there such as the biggest store is HUGO BOSS, puma, espirit, adidas, nike, burberry, Joop, Oakley, Timberland, Quicksilver etc.. Haha.. we spent about 3 hours taking train to reach from Mosbach Baden (we are staying in our friends house!!!) *Josephin... I relie met Fang Shui and we had dinner together~ Hahaha.. Its true he didn't bluff u!

Most of our time spent in Germnay are taking train. Going to a destination will took us about more than 1 hour of train ride. And of coz i love Germany alot! The environment is so peaceful and nice. The first night we spent sleeping in Thiam Wei's house then for the next 2 nights we stayed in DFS's house which is Dickson, Fang Shui and Scott... They are so nice to us when we arrived la even though i dun relie know them, So sweet of them and helpful also help us to get the train tickets and help us check the information of coz telling us how to go to the places.

Here are some pictures tat i took: -

Dinner with Korean Little Prince.....

2008-03-29T05:45:00.008+08:00

Hey hey, today the guyz and the gals had dinner with Hong the korean and with his wife and son!!! So sad shirleen didn't join us becoz she went London for holidays...

We had great dinner with budget about 11 euros per person with good service and free deserts. Actually we had went back to the same restaurant, this is the 2nd time that i went back had the restaurant famous dishes... I relie had fun with the Little prince... He's so cute and he relie brighten up my days lahz.. Faizal pls dun be jealous!! Hehe, the little prince cried when i'm going home... Hehe..

Bye Bye

Asean Days..

2008-03-28T23:54:00.006+08:00

End of Part III... Part IV coming soon

Part II

2008-03-28T23:15:00.015+08:00

These pics taken are with my lectures in Ceram and of coz my school mates from all over the world!

Fine Dinning with Jiralda, Winnie and of coz my dearest darling! We had a spagettit meal which cost us 45 euros includes lobster, giant prawns and mussels. The way you see Faizal eat you know how nice the foods are! Of coz our deserts Melting the cholocate and taking a photos with the best customer service guyz i met so far.. Anyway the restaurant are filled with RICH people! Relie a enjoyable night with all the crazy things that we are doing! Relie relax and enjoyed!!! That's Life!

End of Part II

Some Pictures of our Daily Life in France

2008-03-28T22:27:00.021+08:00

Group jogging.. Never doubt lah.. i'm the last person to arrive. Hey dun blame me k? I can't run lah! Enjoying the sunny sun with cold wind hitting on my face... Not forgetting to eat our lunch after jogging lahz.. Eating pizza = no use to go jogging! Hahaz..

This is the place we stay and the pictures shown below are some of atmosphere of the place i stayed for the past months! Our messy tiny little 006 room! haha, that's our room and guyz room of coz is room 005

That's my bed and the area where we eat, study and the TV there is no use! We didn't even switch it on coz everything is in french we don't even understand. Oh yeah, here show porn after 12 am and its not suitable for children below 12! Diaoz rite??

Very messy little room, can't blame us the space is very small is smaller than a 1 room flat in Singapore ok?

Hey that our resident swimming pool ok? is right behind our garden.. hehe... Nice rite??? But who will wan to swim in the cold weather?? All these pics is taken from our Rooftop

And of coz my school on the mountain top!!! Wahaha, quite old liao ~~~~My hair looks UGLY!!!!! and I LOOKED FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!

End of Part I

Hilow guyz

2008-03-28T20:58:00.002+08:00

Hey hey.... I'm counting down counting down.. Its less than 1 month and i'll be touching down in Changi Airport.. Haha.. Time flies relie flies like nobody biz lahz!I have already started to pack my stuffs into my luggage which had been left on the shelf for the past 3 months.. Haha.. Veenotth and John is going back to Singapore in less than 2 weeks time coz they didn't want to travel around! Anyway I'm enjoyed myself alot in France and of coz get to know a lot of friends from different country.

2 Weeks from now i will be finishing my examination already and i'll start my travel plan to Germany, Venice, Rome, Pisa, Barcelona and Paris disneyland! Wahaha, can't wait can't wait can't wait.. Rite now rushing for my HRM project which is going to submit soon and I'm down with 2 examinations already! 3 more paper to go and i'm done with my semester in France.. Anyway rite now the weather is still damn cold even though its already spring!

Germany is snowing and I'm wondering whether do i have enough clothes to wear? Anyway everything there is cheap like hell lahz.. haha Nike shirt for 5 euros and brikenstocks slippers for 20 euros and many more lahz.. hopefully when i go back my luggage wun overweight lah! haha.. Miss u guyz..

Tml I'm going to Cannes will upload the pics on Monday!!!

Monaco Trips...

2008-03-10T21:11:00.002+08:00

Hi hi... don't say i nv update my blog k? I went to the 2nd smallest city and luxury city in France, that is Monaco.. I went last sat after so long...

Erm didn't regret to go coz its simple to fun even though the weather is rainy the whole day. We set out at 9.30am and took the train which took us abt 1 hour to reach there from where we stay.

We wanted to see the changing of guards everyday at 11.55 am but tat day maybe becoz rainning tat y that days didnt have it.... Argh makes me stand in the rain for 5 mins.. Monaco is very small and we travelled everywhere by walking.. We climbed up the stairs and I overheard 1 tour guide said that the wall that are built around the palace is to protect the prince and there are fake cannon...

We took the monaco tour train also... The train bring us around in Monaco- Monte Carlo. We saw the F1 grand pix road... Very nice and fun despite the heavy rain pour. We also went to the Aquarium, we saw huge sharks and huge eel. And also the first submarine in the world..

The fun part of the whole trip is that... We went to the car collection of the prince of moncao for the past few century.. their have the collection from the first "Cindrealla" carridge, horse carridge and the 1st sport car in the century. Its fun to see huge selection of the cars in the different century..

Ok guyz got to go... i will update s frequent s possible till to my exam which are round the corners get my butt to sit on the chair and start revising... ciao

Pictures Taken in London

2008-03-03T20:08:00.012+08:00

Hey guyz.. here are some pictures i taken in London and the famous wax museums, Madam Tussaus's Museums

London chinatown

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Some guy chicken selling

their body off at London -->>

Emotionning in the train.. My best frenz fly to Austraila on that day for 4 years!!!!! Wish her the best of luck in persudaing her law degree!!!

On the way to Oxford circus

for shopping!! Area bigger than orchard 10x........

Stupid thingy that dress up to scare customers. Taken in a toys shop in London, the biggest and famous toy shop can't remember the name of the stores.

Ready to set off from the place we stayed to the attraction places in London

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--> 1 of the wax i took

THE SHREK!!!

London Trip

2008-03-03T15:46:00.003+08:00

Hi guyz… So sorry I’m having holidays rite now didn’t manage to update my blog for the past few days. I went to London, England for 1 week break juz returned from my holidays... and so sorry to take so long to update my blog.. was sick once I’m back in france and too sick for the whole week during my break. Now school has started and I got quite a number of projects to work on and mid term exam tat are coming up!

Having great time in London, but too freaking cold I’m down with flu, cough and slight fever. But don’t worry I have fully recovered from all these illness. London look almost like Singapore especially at Blackfraites station which look like Raffles Place and City Hall. And the things that I love London is the transportation system, its operate 24 hours everyday. Don’t need to worry that you dun have any transportation home unlike France where life at night is so dead. There’s a lot of Asian people in London and its makes me feel I’m back at Singapore!!! But the thing that you might consider is the transportation fee is cost a bomb:- cost of tube (MRT) for whole day cost me ₤5.90 = SGD$18 per day and bus per trip is ₤2 = SGD$6… the tube is nice to sit with comfortable seat which are fully cushion but its too noisy and not smooth but overall its quite accessible to get around in London with a map with you. We stayed in one of our fren’s house and we got Indian food for all our meals in London. And I can seriously telling you that I have put on weight and Faizal has confirmed this fact! Oh My God!!! The first thing that I got to do when I’m back in Singapore is to Lose Weight!!! Finally we had something similar back in Singapore, seriously lahz I miss Chicken Rice, Laska every single food in Singapore!!!!! Munching Chocolate almost everyday here, bread, potatoes, fries and steak are part of my meals here. I’m getting bored on all these food !! The school canteen food relie sux, imagine eating rabbit meat? Oh dear, and here isn’t like NYP where we got HUGE selection of food and I say HUGE. Here is only 1 store with 3 different selections, almost the same everyday!
The school canteen only open from 11.30am to 2 pm
I didn’t eat school food, sometimes if I have late classes I will have my lunch in School.

There a lot of things that I saw in London can’t get in France and my frenz bought a full luggage of Indian spices back to France to cook. Oh ya! The things in London are relatively cheap compared to France where everything seemed to be so expensive despite the strong currency of United Kingdom. It’s a great place to explore and a nice place to stay. Maybe I will consider migrating there!

Oh yeah! We managed to get to Manchester United stadium!!! Football club its at the out skies of London, its took us 5 hours ride to reach there and cost ₤22 = SGD$66 for a to and back transport.

Spending my Valentine Day with Faizal in London, and we had a great time. But frankly speaking, the things in England is much way cheaper than in France despite the strong currency its had..

Anyway sorry guyz to take so long to update my blog coz kind of lazy and school works are pilling up so request quite some time to do all these things.. Trying to figure out how to change my blog skin.. Lol

Alrite take care guyz and time flies i'm going back to Singapore next month liao!!!! Very fast rite and i miss all of you like crazy, shit and urine lahz... RElie can't wait and i miss my family members alot and miss my mum's cooking.. Wondering how ash's coping herself in Auz.. hopes everything will b fine..

Ciao~

Paris...

2008-02-08T17:26:00.000+08:00

Hi guyz, Its Chinese New Year and this is my first time spending aboard.. Haha. .. I don’t nid to b ard n I got to collect my ang bao… Thanks to my both idiotic sister, wahahaha anyway thankz.. HAPPY NEW YEAR n enjoy your holidays!!!

I had a great time last week spending 4 days in Paris even though I’m very tired. Initially we had some problems with the lodging, we have booked 2 persons room but 4 of us squeeze in the room but the management wasn’t happy about it at all and in the middle of the night me and my fren have to look through the internet and find another accommodation but to must persuade from my another fren we manage to sleep in the room of 2 provided that we don’t make so much noise. Well, the hotel is 3 stars hotel. The first reaction that we got into the room is that wow it is so vintage, and the bed is so nice. Can you imagine 4 gals squeezing into 2 single bed? Haha… but we did manage to get a “good” sleep throughout our stay.

Paris is very nice! Especially at night when you get to see the Eiffel Tower and Arc de Triomphe with the lighting.. It’s a paradise but 1 thing that I don’t like is that the people in Paris is very proud and they wasn’t keen to serve tourists. The metro system in Paris is amazing. We almost get lost in the metro. 1 interchange can serve 3-4 different lines that connect to different part of Paris!!

We went to the different famous attraction places in Paris such as Eiffel Tower, Museé de Lourve where we get to see Mona Lisa real painting, Arc de Triomphe standing at the top of it we saw the beauty night scenery in Paris and the starrling Eiffel Tower at night and not forgetting the Notré Dam where the novel of Hunchback fiction storybook. We paid €4.80 to make ourselves suffer to climb all the way up to the top of the building… it’s a total of 488 steps and it’s the staircase is round and round, by the time I reach the top my leg is wobbling and I’m grabbing my breath like nobody biz.. Lol. And we paid €5 to climb another 284 up to the top of Arc de Triomphe… But all the climbing is worth it becoz the view is spectaculars

There a meaning behind the Arc de Triomphe:- here its goes ~

The history of Arc de Triomphe is varied, and marred by the German occupation of Paris, which celebrated by marching through the arch. Commissioned by Napoleon in 1806 to honor the French military, the Arc de Triomphe is now a patriotic symbol of France’s history. It was finally completed in 1836, 15 years after Napoleon’s death. In 1920 an unknown solider was buried beneath the arc, to honor the soldiers who fought for France. The Arc de Triomphe has served as a symbol of victory for France, as well as for the Germans and the Allies, both of which have marched through the arch after victories as they enter Paris.

The day we went to Arc de Triomphe, it’s a special day where soldiers get together and to have a small parade for the monument for the unknown soldiers and those ppl who die in the War World I in Europe… Its freaking cold that day! And I say cold is relie Cold where degree is about 3 degree but you feel its like 0 degree! I have wore about 3 layers which makes me look like a dumpling!!! Especially when the wind blew on your face, you can’t even feel your face exist. Too bad I didn’t manage to get to the Disneyland in Paris, but I will going back to Paris during April.

Don’t worry pals, I will upload the photos I took in Paris. Oh ya, we went to LV and the shops is full of people unlike Singapore where ppl doesn’t want to get in because the product is very expensive. But when I went in its like any other stores that are having sales in any department stores. Its so crazy… but the product doesn’t seem cheap because its look small something like €250 is abt SGD$530??? Its like so expensive. I can’t afford to buy the luxury goods..

Anyway I will update soon! Will have my holidays soon next week.. I’m going to England, London… Will update when I’m back.. Going for 6 days!!

Hi Guyz...

2008-01-27T20:49:00.001+08:00

Hi guyz,

Haha, so long that I took a long time to blog again. Coz I don’t have internet access at home and the onli place that I can blog or update all my pics is either in school or at mac which is abt 15 mins ride from where I stay. Today is Sunday over here and its onli abt 1pm. The sun and great but the town is dead no stores is open on Sunday that’s why I bored to death. My roommates going to circus at Monaco too bad I didn’t join them today. Yesterday supposed to go Cannes and shop but Faizal is down with fever in the end stayed at home and to make sure he is fine. And I managed to finish the whole book of “5 people you meet in heaven”. It’s a nice storybook and quite inspiring.

Rite now france having sales and the sales is relie crazy everything is up to 70% discount and I say sales it relie sales unlike Singapore where onli a small session of the stores is having sales. Zara t-shirt is onli SGD$7, esprit is abt the same price not forgetting mango.. But I didn’t buy so much lehz, coz most of the size don’t have liao so no choice liao. But I bought 3 semi-long sleeves… France is simply a nice place to stay but too expensive… Haha.. You know what I hate the most is the transport system in france no wonder most of the people here own a car. If I missed a bus to school I got to wait for half an hour or an hour to wait for another bus..

Oh ya the people here are also very friendly, the other day we saw our schoolmates in school and talking to him and he offered us a ride to the places where we want to go. They drove something like 120km/hr along the turns, and my heart almost dropped out sia. Grabbed my fren arms and he grumbled in pain… *Opps* so sorry!! Veri nice of him… And you know the funny part is my fren sees anyone in the bus juz chatted like tat and we made frenz juz like tat. We have nice frenz who promised to bring us ard in france when the holidays is here. Nice rite, if its Singapore I think people will tink we are mad. Haiz, I missed Singapore’s food too much everything here eat and eat and eat will fat like a pig when I go back to Singapore. Hopefully u all can recognize me ok?

The weather here turning spring but still freaking cold at night, its fine in the noon but when night falls.. WOW the wind will freeze u sia and my school is high up on the mountain. Its abt 10 degree at night or lesser and abt 15 degree in the noon. Last Thurs we went to NICE and we went to the chocolate and sweet factory is damn nice, the chocolate is not too sweet neither its too bitter, they used rose pedals to make it into jam and orange together with its skin to make into sweet. It’s a enriching trip we went even though we walked something like 5 km to take bus home.

Last Fri we went grasses, suppose to look at the perfume factory but we went too late liao everything close and the worst is that there’s nothing to see wasted my €9 = SGD$19 for the train tix to the place which is abt 45 mins ride. When we going back we bought 2 pizzas from the roadside to full our stomach coz most of us are HUNGRY but not too expensive 2 mega pizza filled with filling cost abt €16 = SGD$33 and divide among 6 person. We ran to take the train too cost if we missed we have to wait for an hour for another train, in the end we took the wrong train luckily I did ask some one if not we will reach in some places where we don’t even know.

Alrite dude, I will update again soon. Nid to do some studying first if not tomolo I can’t catch up with what the lectures is teaching.

See Ya soon… Miss u guyz lots !

Great Experience

2008-01-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

Hi guyz, so sorry didn’t relie have the time to update my blog becoz my accommodation area does not have any internet access I have to use it in school. Well, last week I manage to clear 1 module already (Leadership Skill) this module relie enlighten me and boost my confident in presenting and myself. Not forgetting getting to know more international students from Italy, France and Poland.

Of coz my weekend is to award myself to something rite? Haha, we joined the school association – Fever Sport to the snow mountain of coz for SKIING lahz.. haha.. I’m relie very happy lehz becoz its my first time seeing snow with my own eyes. Snowing is fun and its appears in front of me. Wahaha I tot it only happen in drama or cartoon but I can experience it myself. Even though I didn’t went skiing with my fren becoz I’m afraid of height hey can’t blame me k? Coz the slope is damn steep with the pics I uploaded you can see how high izzit. I will scream at the top of my voice if I follow them.

We have to wake up at 5.00 am (12.00pm in Singapore) to take prepare ourselves and get to catch the first bus at 6.55am. It raining early in the morning and initially we thought and afraid tat we can’t go. At first we want to cancel our trip coz we do not have the appropriate clothing but in the end we can’t cancel and we had to went ahead with it. It cost abt 40€ ($88 SGD) but the money is worth it the scenery there is relie very nice even though I can’t feel my fingers and my toes. It freezing cold even though I have wore 5 layers of clothes. Wahahah, make me look like one dumpling. Hehe… Anyway don worry peeps, I will update my blog as frequent as I can k? Miss you guyz, I miss you all but I LOVE FRANCE… hehe.. maybe there will be another skiing session during march anyway this thurs i have no school will travel to cannes to buy LV coz now having sales hopefully its cheaper in singapore dun worry dude, i will update soon ! Take care frenz.

New Place...

2008-01-07T18:11:00.000+08:00

Hi guyz... so sorry i didn't manage to update my blog the last few days becoz i have shifted into the school hostel and there is no internet access from my place so i need to go to school to have my internet access to do... Today is my 1st day of school, that y i can update my blog...

The carrerfour here is much more times bigger than in Singapore and the things here is damn expensive.. I miss all the Chicken Rice already even though this is my 2nd week in France... But 1 things is that i simply in love With France... I going to travel once everything settle.

This coming sat i'm going to skiing with the rest of my frenz. The snow mountain is right behind from where we stay. So sorry no photos to be uploaded now. Will update the next time when i come back from skiing k?

My school is on the mountain top, and the place where i stay is abt 30 mins from where i stay. The problems is here they have strike on every monday.. hehe so funny... hehe... Its fun here but everyday eat bread also very sian... tink go back sure put on weight... hehe... so cute rite... anyway class starting soon.. Catch up with u all soon....

Hey Peeps...

2008-01-04T12:49:00.000+08:00

Hilow everybody... I have touched down france a couple of days liao today got the chance to upload my pics here...

It damn freaking cold here... less than 10 degree and especially when the wind blow your face and body are numb.... so shiok so different from singapore and the sceneries here is damn cool is more nicer than singapore the water here is as clear as you can touch the seabed.... People here are friendly and i already in love with France...

Thanks friends to come and send me off... I'm sick for the past 2 days... still not used to the weather here.. But i tink i go back will put on weight sia coz every 2 hours we start to look for food coz it too cold that we need some food to convert into heat to keep ourselves warm... And not forgetting the kebah here is damn nice pls and big......

Mixed Feeling

2007-12-30T20:24:00.000+08:00

Hizz guyz, finally got time to relie blog again.. i'm lazy to blog liao lahz.. haha.. time relie flies and tml is the last day of 2007. Tink about it of wat i have achieve during this 1 year... Still not bad.. still working hard to hit but i doubt so... anyway this year is a blessing in disguise, and i'm relie offered alot of opportunities for me to grab.. Even though i'm relie relie busy with my stuffs i still manage to catch up with my sec sch frenz...

This whole week i didn't relie feel happy or should i say i'm sad.. Coz tml 31st dec 07' i'm flying off to France for 5 months. This is the first time that i will be away from my parents for so long. Initally i'm very excited and anxious that i have selected for this Overseas Student Exchange Program (OSEP). I can be very damn sure that tomolo i will cry like nobody business at the airport... For those frenz who can't make it to send me off its okie... I understand coz it late already... I appreciate and for those frenz whom i can't catch up with.. I'm sorry coz i wanna to spend my last week in singapore with my family...

I can't wait to travel ard but at the same time having a very very sad mood... I can't relie zzz and rest and i can't imagine that i'm flying off tml nite... I know this is a very good opportunity for me to see the world and experience it once in a lifetime. I hope everthing gonna b alrite... Anyway i will update my blog whenever i'm free in school...

Of coz not forgetting to take alot pics of my school in france and post it in here!!

Take care my frenz... ~!~!~!~ Keep in Touch.. Miss ya

Shopping Day...

2007-10-21T19:55:00.000+08:00

Hahahaha... Finally 1 Saturday 1 don't need to work.. I juz to tired to work already. After 5 days of 8.30a.m-5.30 pm... I can understand the working timing already, understand why people are so tired after work.. But I enjoy going to sch now, all the fun with my team mates and frenz with all the craps they have lahz... Not like the feeling of dragging my feet to sch anymore like wat I feel the last time. But hope the fun will last throughout my TEP stopover.

Anyway today went shopping with my dad, went to buy winter clothes, these are the lists of things that i have bought:

1) Warmer Hand Pack
2) 3 Lip ice (Apple and Orange Mandrain Flavour)
3) Acrylic Scarf
4) Ladies Wool Gloves (x2 pairs)
5) Cashmere and Lamb Wool Socks (4 pairs)
6) 100% Wool Long John (x3 sets)
7) 100% Wool Sweater (x2 sets)
8) Cotton Parka (Winter Breaker)

This is the amount of things that i have bought from Winter Times and the amount is $500... Wahaha i don't even dare to look at the screen at the cashier counter when i going to pay for all these things.. My dad keep asking me to take and take... Haha... Relie enjoy after that i went shopping alone at Bugis after putting the winter clothes at home. My dad gave me another $200 to shop for my jeans, in the end i didn't buy any jeans but i bought 3 T-Shirt and 1 pair of shoe... Wahahaha after that went OG to get him a shirt for his friend who is coming from Vietnam.

At the same time while waiting for my fren to knock off, we took the same train along the East line. Coz she is going to meet her bf and fren. I used the 20 mins while waiting for her to shop all these things.. Haha.. super rite? Enjoy shopping alot!!! UNLESS with money lah, of coz...

In the end, i alighted with her at Bedok coz i so long nv see my other frenz whom she is going to meet. So we went to Bedok BK to meet them. I purposely drop by becoz VK is there too.. so drop by to say HI to him lahz, if not later he say me.. So sad rite??

But when we are going out of the resturants, VK helped me to carry my shopping bags and suddenly he hold my hand. Well, i can't deny that i liked him before but not now... When he suddenly holded my hand i gave a fast reaction, i pushed his hand away. I only can say we have no fate to be together but once in my life i met him and i contented that we are friends rite now. I know he got gf already but i tink its quite inappropriate for us to continue.

Rite now quite confused, i also dun know wat i relie wan

itsabeautifuldreamthatyouoncegivenitstome, butiknowitsimpossible.

Scared....

2007-10-18T20:46:00.000+08:00

Hi guyz...

Erm.. My TEP have started for 4 days already. I'm quite satisfied with what i have it now.. Happy with my team-mates. They are fun to be with ard.. Maybe rite now onli. Today is a very busy day for us, we have a mini roadshow at the North Canteen selling IT products. I tot it will be quite difficult to sell but after the whole events its quite relieve that we are doing quite fine with it.

We manage to hit our sales target. Hopefully the next roadshow will be better. Anyway, everyday waking up at 6.30 am it like going back to my pri and sec days where i have to wake up tat time to get ready to go to sch. So sianz lahz and finish sch at 5.30 pm but after tat i have alot of things to do .. Like giving tuition and learning piano have already taken up most of my night time. The actual time i got home is ard 10 pm almost everyday.. Got to zzz at ard 12 plus and my dark rings are becoming more and more serious... Hahaha... Tartara... This is my group pics taken during the roadshow at north canteen today. Haha...

Recently i feel i'm not myself inside... Trying to fight the feeling, i know it will be not be apporiate but its kind that i wan to keep it to myself. Only myself and i know abt it, i dun wanna anyone to know coz its meant to be a secret. Before i get hurts again, i have already started to build up walls to protect myself from getting hurts again. I hope i will not coz the feeling isnt that great and i dun tink anyone out there will want to suffer like what i have gone through.

Sometimes i relie wish i can help my friends in all areas but i'm limited to the help i can give. I relie hope, trying hard to fight the feeling, supress it.. I hope that day to explode will never come!!

Today done a big grave mistakes!! And i damn scare till now pls.... Relie scare kena scolded lehz.. How ah?? Hopefully things will turn out fine k??? I pray hard enough.... Dumb me!!!

Justwannatobmyself!!! Idon'twannatofallintothebottomlesspitagain!!!

Hilow

2007-10-13T09:16:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody, It seem that i have lost track of time to update my blog liao ah.. So sorry was relie relie busy for the past few months... Wow, time flies today is already SAT tat means i have only 2 days to relax before my nightmare going to start soon!!

TEP is starting on MONDAY... and i have to report to sch like any office hours.. So sian... I have alot of things to do lehz.. Haiz and the most worst is that i have been appointed as the TEP admin .. for goodness sake i don't even know why they have choosen me!!! Is my name tat nice for the freaking teacher to like?? The moment i heard from the previous batch of seniors saying that she's very strict and she is my supervisor i'm going to faint soon!!! High expectation from her and have to ensure that things are in order if not will kena letter from her and your grade can drop from an A to B to C and even D... Oh my god, how am i going to survive for the next 9 weeks...

But Luckily, i have a nice staff guiding me and my "new" frenz.. juz get to know him .. He is also doing admin work with me... So sian... First to come and Last to Go..... Wat the heck... Anyway i make sure that i'm doing a good job for the next 9 week to pull back my GPA and faster time pls. I can't wait to go france so tat i wun suffer anymore in TEP ... Haha... Just say only, i will miss my FAMILY and FRIENDS here... Oh god, but i like the feeling of exploring the europe country as well... its is veri confused ya.. haha

Today suppose to work but i have food poisoning since last night and my leg are wobbling..In the end after i bath i sms my boss said that i'm freaking sick can't report to work... Tml then i go.. Heard from my fren that this boss of mine are fierce.. Heard from wat she said i'm veri scare lehz... but ok lahz. after last week of works still can manage to pass it.. But i have lost my notebook dun know where i have put.. Inside are all the notes for my work.. OH MY GOD... this time die liao lahz.. i scare i kena scold from my collegues.. She have guided my so much and i have wrote so much of notes in the end i lost it wanting to ask her to repeat??? Haiz.. Recently too blur liao lo... I also dun know what i am thinking also.. Lost track of time, keeping myself busy working and now i know is that holidays are ending soon... Btw i have enjoyed myself during the holidays, especially went out with my classmates for an ice-skating session... Hehehehe

All the babes... Haha.. anyway i have enjoyed myself very very much... Thanks for all your accompany.. Love u gals!

i'mcontentedforwhatihavingnow.Nothinggonnachanges...

Depressed...

2007-06-29T18:58:00.000+08:00

Have u ever feel that something is crashing down on u for no reason?

Have u ever feel that y on earth u haf ever been finger pointed by others saying something that u feel hurts?

Have u ever?? Today i feel very very very sad.. I dun know y, partially is becoz i'm PMSing... but somehow i admit that i care abt others tink of me especially my frenz. Even though outside seen to be veri happy but i tink this is only the surface. Sometimes the feeling is very difficult to describe.

Well, i do... Today i have heard something that not me alone but any gal out there hates to hear and is that.. "hey you put on weight or hey what happen to u, u seen 2 b more chubby than before!" Well.. to me is okie if someone whom i not veri close to me said that to me but its NOT... Its someone whom i know and quite a close fren to me. Do you all agree that a fren will never put 1 down or said anything that will hurt? I believe that a true fren is some1 who will support u and push u on no matter what happen. And of coz true fren are those who dun care abt each other bad points... I juz too tired of these comments.. I veri disappointed in myself as well, alw say wan to do something but in the end i didn't manage to accomplish. I hate being like tat.... I HATE!!!!

I dun know how to describe how i feeling rite now, but its feeling damn sucks lo.. I relie hate all these things that i'm facing.

My mum juz went for operation on wed... accompany her these few days. Even though she didn't manage to walk too much, i believe tat its a good time for her to rest plenty at home. I relie feel i can do it man! Can i ???

I BELIEVE I CAN!!!! Jia you ba.....

Stressed....

2007-06-26T15:10:00.001+08:00

Any week of stress that i'm facing... with all the deadlines that we have to submit our projects lo..

Ytd went for my OSEP interview... I was like no hope liao lehz.. I dun tink i have hope in getting any seats. Anyway i wun be bothered abt the outcome whether am i selected to go anot. AT least i done my best and my very best to submit everything from the start. I dun know what am i doing also. I dun know wat i want to do as well...

Today got back my EFMA got 26/35 which is beyond my expectation coz i dun intend to pass anyway. But thankz god la, manage to clear the paper but will do my best for my exam, getting back my biz finance too.. Today also juz finish my HR test which i know i also nv put all my heart in studying didn't expect to get well too.. Ytd study half way then dozed off my bed when i know is raining like mad! Hey, that's so long that at night rain like tat... But can't be bothered so much juz like sleeping time which is the time that i can relie SLACK.. haha

Tell u a secret, recently i like to go shopping myself lehz... and somehow like to keeps thing to myself.. Anyway i tink too stress le, tat's y no mood to talk oso... Recently like get pissed by easily tat's y nid some time off for myself.

To be continue~

Tired....

2007-06-15T10:12:00.000+08:00

I'm back here to blog again... You know wat... even rite now having sch holidays but its the time for us to catch up with the pace of the sch works and projects.. I have 7 projects to rush... Oh my god... Ok i will let you the number of projects i nid to do...

Subjects Date of Submission

1) EFMA - 03 July
2) French Essay - 03 July
3) ICT - 05 July
4) Biz Finance - 05 July
5) Biz Law - 16 July
6) Marketing - 16 July
7) Human Resource - 30 July

This is the amount of projects nid to finish before mid july... That's sucks rite.. So many things and ICAs are coming up as well.. i dun know how long can i last...

Somemore..... I nid to plan my ITE class BBQ on the 07 July and my chalet on the 14 July... In which i damn tired la... Haiz.. hopefully stress make me slim not putting more weights ah.. Headache.. So stress.. haiz...

Ytd work full shift then the dae before work from 10 am to 2 am... Is damn shack la.. Tot today off day can rest more but early in the morning the weather wake me up with a loud thunder means = i nid to keep the clothes in... That gone my sleep... Then today my external hard disk spoilt again!! Relie oh my god lo.. That's not the worst .. The worst is my "best fren" came and visit me.. That's explain why the past few days no appeitate to eat.. Haiz.. So sian lo.. Hopefully things will be back on track again. When holidays i wish sch reopen soon... Sch reopen how i wish faster sch holidays.. Haiz.. Veri confused hor... haha.. think tat is human nature la.!!!!

Sian.. Gotta to rush my french essay first.. At least get this things done first.. Tml nid to work again!!!! Thank god ytd remind my boss i dun wan to work full is damn tired la... have been non working for the past 1 week liao without rest.. Today finally can go out with my poly frenz to celebrate her birthday take the opportunity to play till we drop!!! haha...

Ciao!

Frustrated....

2007-06-07T20:17:00.001+08:00

I juz being frustrated about myself, why am i alw tink tat i'm correct. Why am i also so useless? Why am i can't improve myself???

These questions are floating in my mind rite now. You might guessing why on earth i said these kinds of things. I simply can't stop hating myself. I wan to improve without any effort is useless.. I'm so useless right now...Yesh and i mean it at this moment!!!!

I'm alw worried things that are way beyond and nv think of things that are right in front of me. Today ICT presentation is SUCKS and is DAMN SUCKS.... Yes i cried in class.. I think there are too much things for me to handle liao. I dun know why this feeling overcome me for the past weeks liao..

I dun know how to explain but i feel tat things ard me have changed.. Even my frenz old frenz whom i know. The feeling is no longer like wat i had in the past. Its totally different but i tink this things affected me the most. I kept everything to myself and today i can't tolerate anymore. Its so difficult to say it out, maybe i can say tat our frenzship isn't tat strong anyway. I dun know, its is when a fren got a boyfren they will cut down going out with u and stuffs??? I dun know... its a big question marks for me to answer for all... Its like a stranger asking me stuffs, i dun know how to deal with it. Something is wrong, the conversation tat we had is like surface stuffs.

Today i saw her and talk to her but she don't seemed to be interested abt things that i wanted to say. I juz feeling hurtz, a hurtz tat i know its too much for me to find out. Am i sensitive? I doubt so... M i too over-reacting? I doubt so.. i hope somebody can help me to untie the misery that i'm suffering rite now. I quite sad! Totally!!!

Tears rolling down again!!! These few days are too emotional already. PMS??? Maybe but its only form part of it... Different ppl got different perspection of life, & i'm tired of it. Tired of being the one who put in effort in a frenship.. A claps nid two hands to form, 1 hand will nv succeed. Maybe all of us are busy with our own things but stop saying things that are too hurting for me to handle.. I dun know..

Pls dig a hole and throw me in!!!!!

Help... Headache ah

2007-06-07T10:36:00.000+08:00

Argh.. having a big headache rite now.. I dun know how sia lehz... Opening chalet for my b'dae or have buffet at home can liao... I dun know la...

Haiz... Who can help mi decide.. Its like too costly leh... But hor 1 in a lifetime.. I tink i nid to discuss with my parents and see what they said....

Last mon juz submitted my application for the france thingys.. I dun know whether fate allows me to go anot.. I wish i can go coz its like 1 in a lifetime thingy that is the experience that i'm looking for sia.. I still thinking...

Its a large sum of money so from now on i nid to save save save and save... These few days not relie in good mood.. Neither have the mood to do anything.. Wanna to relax myself this semester modules are damn difficult to study... Its like all of them i also dun like .. Headache sia.. I hope i can clear la.. No more supp paper means i nid to study extra extra hard.. Later on still got ICT presentation which i also dun like la.. Sian lehz..

How ah..I wish this semester can pass faster than before lo... I juz can't wait...

Ciao~

Stress and Depressed...

2007-06-05T15:06:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. this semester is damn stress la... all the modules i dun like.. first biz law, then biz finance, and EFMA which is not my cup of tea la...

Tot 1st year clear my accounting was so happy in the end have to take up accounting modules again in year 2.. Sianz i tink i have no heart to study lo... All my classmates are so clever kind of stress lo.. I nid to put extra extra hard to study lehz.. Cannot like tat liao.. Through hard work then manage to get into poly cannot waste my efforts juz because of some obstacles that i'm facing now.. I can't wait for my 2 weeks term break la.. But still nid to go back to sch to do my projects.. Its kiling me.. Haiz.. Buried myself with projects lehz.. And those lessons i also dun like.. How i wish this semester can past faster sia... Headache sia..

Haiz... I dun know la. this week feeling veri tired and restless... Like do anything also no energy... How i wish time can past faster..... Shit it man! haiz.. Somehow.. recenlty i emotion again. Maybe too stress ba. Ytd piggy came and look 4 me at my hse passed me back my VCD, haha bullied him ah. Coz i too lazy to meet him le in e end he looked for me outside my hse... So long nv see him liao he became charcoal le wor... Kind of miss the days we went out together in the middle of the night to have supper at geylang at our favourite food stalls "beef hor fun" haha.. even though i cannot eat beef la coz of my family religions but i still eat la...

Haha... erm.. kind of sad too.. anyway right now having Biz finance lab lesson which no different from EFMA la... Sianzzzzzzzzzz who can hlp mi!!!!!!!!!

Next week whole week will be busy working with the starting from friday till next sat....Ytd juz submit my OSEP application i hope i can go la coz i wanna to escape frm wat i'm facing now. to b continue. . .

Hihi...

2007-05-08T15:02:00.000+08:00

Erm... relie sorry for not updating my blog for so long. It is becoz due to my computer i can't click the publish button.. Have tried to update for so many times but i failed to do.. So sorry here to apologize ya

Time files ah, 2nd week of my new term liao. Well, getting to know my new classmates get to start every things from zero again. Kind of miss my old classmates, and this term subject is not as easy as before le.. Haha.. relie times files.. Erm i'm still planning for my 21st b'dae party tat are coming up soon!

Recently kind of lack of self motivation to do the things that i want to do.. Kind of upset of myself. The biggest enemies is myself yet i can't do anything abt it. Quite difficult to cross my own boundaries ya... sad ...

Next month on the 27th june i will have to accompany my mum to the hospital for her minor leg operation. Well, she kind of scare these and that which i can understand. This is the first time to feel how scared my mum is. Recently have found that my both parents have aged alot and is damn lotz. I wan to spend more time with them, and believe these are those money that can't buy ... =)

2007-02-22T09:54:00.000+08:00

Hi! It have been a long long time since i update my blog... haha.. right now having exams was busy preparing for it but i dun have the heart to sit down quietly to study.. So lazy to go out and study.. these few days was chinese new year neither do i have the time to stay at home to study... Was busy going out to visit my relative... Haiz, every house got it own problems... This year can said that my house have quieten down so much coz my grandma have moved out so all my relative didnt come to my hse to visit instead going over to my grandma house.. Haiz..
Collecting my ang bao is the biggest joy during new year but these can only last for another few years i suppose coz i ahve grown up aldy abit pai seh to collect liao... This time round I wan to use the money for my backpacking trip again!! haha... Used to it? Well, i like going to explore the world... meeting new friends from all over the world. Wun it b good? wondering this time round where am i going rite? Well, yupz i will be going to taiwan on my own and this time round i wun go taipei which i visited last year. This year i'm going to Gao Xiong, Hua Lian last but not least Ah Li Shan... to see all the beautiful scenery.. hehe... Thinking to spend ard 11 nights over there.. 2 in tai pei and 3 in ah li shan and 3 hua lian.. 3 night in gao xiong.. hehe.. see how it goes ba.. Going to enjoy myself first.. Hopefully the trips this round wun hit 1k. Wait for all my beautiful pictures to be uploaded here.. hehe... Dun have the mood to study coz my mind is thinking of enjoying aldy.. Couldnt concentrate myself well.. hehe.. going to scrimp and save and work for the whole month of mar to save enough to go for the trip and my trip next year to KOREA!!! i have decided to go aldy to see SNOW... hehe... will plan well for myself... So excited looking forward to my trip to taiwan.. Alone.. and its gotta to be my 21ST b'dae present for myself.. hehe..
Its myself, now still young can enjoy enjoy first, go holidays and to myself every year i nid to go for a holidays at least 2 times if i have enough of cash to spare.. hehe.. NID TO SAVE. can't buy anything liao.. =)
Tk care will update for my trip soon.. Will be going on the 2 april to 14 april... hehe... =)

Updating.

2007-01-24T18:13:00.000+08:00

Hi guyz... it had been a long time that i have update my blog already. so sorry was busy with my sch work which is giving alot of stress and working... Rite now working in Little India, nestle as well as giving tuition. As a form of killing my free time... Erm, sometimes i wanna to find someone to chat also very difficult where every1 is busy with their own stuffs. For me, busy myself with things which i have mentioned earlier... Haha...

Anyway this two weeks busy with my projects and revision for my exam which is about 1 month times.. Haha still busy with work, even though chinese new year is round the corner i still dun have the time to go out and shop for my clothes becoz is the time for me to stay indoor to get my revision done... Exam fall on the week of CNY... Haiz... Sianz, Btw rite now i've start to plan my holidays getaway already. Still thinking which country to go, time for me to relax, haha... Nid to get away during my holidays pamper myself... Anyway this round i'm going to travel myself... Get to enjoy alone too =)... Its great experience too.. Will tell u guyz whether did i enjoy it or not! cheers

See ya soon!

Backz....

2006-12-07T08:33:00.000+08:00

Totally tired out, working for the past 2 days liao. Working night shift. Right now in the lab the teacher very boring stupid idiot wor. Go throught the revision for ICA so fast, didn't manage to get what she talking about. Wat the toot... Haiz.. Veri tired leh. Ytd came back to sch for the option day, still thinking what am i going to chose for my specialiationz for my year 2.

Got a few options to chose. Customer-Relationship Management, Human Resource Managemet, Supply Chain Management, Retail Management and Hospitatility and Resort Management. Interested in Hosp. and resort management becoz i like tourism but sure got alot of ppl to chose de. Then thinking to chose CRM and HR. STill thinking what to chose.

Today got quiz i didn't study wor, until juz now my classmate reminded me. OH MY GOD.. Wan to faint liao ah. Was too exhausted already, think today got to take a cab home after work so that i can rest early tml nid to wake up extremely early. Too tired to listen to any lessons right now. Sian half lo... Can't blame. Now then i know money isnt earned that easy! Sian (-_-")

Terrible Flu...

2006-11-30T09:00:00.000+08:00

Recently was in very very bad mood, firstly having terrible flu. I took medicine ytd night, this morning wasn't able to wake up in the morning to rush for my 8 am class luckily my teacher on mc relieve lectures came at 9 am. Feeling so sleepy , my nose is killing me... Oh my god... Feeling so tired. Actually today didnt wan to go to sch but got account which i dun understand in this semester got to attend classes if not my test sure flunk.

Got back my Effective oral didnt score well got 33/50 which is grade C veri sux lo.. Next week onwards working a new job liao paying $5 per hour. Have to tolerate with it lo at least no more nestle event got tat job to ta han my expenses for the next 2 months... How i wished holidays is here... Human are alw like tat in a dilemma situation that we want to work then which to study and vice versa.. Haiz.. So boring sian half... SO sleepy and SICK!!! sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.. (-_-")

Times heal eveything...

2006-11-16T08:10:00.000+08:00

I belief time heals everything including the hurts and emotional things that i nid to go through. Too slack nowadays, was watching vcd last nite didn't sleep throughout the night.

Coz i slept for 3 hours when i reach home last day, by the time i wake up is already 7 plus liao. haha.. but was sad ytd my aunt came over my house then my sis and i stayed in our room with my mum. Didnt wan to face her, maybe i can say that i'm trying to avoid the truth.

This is not the time i got to face the things, its time for me to reflect myself and think of my own thinking. Got to think mature and handle things in an adult ways.. anyway all the best for me ba, got presentation today with my panada eye.. Lol... Bye.

Nid your help

2006-11-11T17:28:00.000+08:00

Hey guyz and gals out there... I'm doing some small biz so i nid help from all of u .. I'm selling some handmade bag and its top quailty. Photos are below. Price range from $12.90-49.90. 10% will be given to my friends.. Hope u gals will support me... If you nid to see the bag, you can alw contact me at my mobile number or email me... thankz alot!! Help me to recommend to ur relative or family members. There are more design to show.. I hope u gals can give me some feedback and comments too. All these bag are customs made..

Here is only a few pics that i have. if you are interested pls let mi know. All these bags i have only 1 piece tat means that in Singapore u are the only person who have the bag. Sounds unqiue rite.. hehe, anyway i still nid your support and feedback so that i can do it beta.. thankz alot

Headache...

2006-11-07T20:59:00.000+08:00

Haiz... I tink my dad knew that my grandma is going to move out. Recently he's so moody that he didn't talk much to us and mum... Feeling dilemma lehz.. Don know what to do.. Can anyone teach me? This kind is home affair tink only me myself and I have to solve it with my sis and mum already..

I relie hate it! Hate it to the C@#*... Making me so suffocate that i dun know how to react or to do.. Even though how i wished that they could move out asap and things wun solve. But My stupid B&*^%#$ aunty called my dad and talked on the phone for 1.5 hr. Scold him for all the stupid nonsense that nv had happened. Y must things make it so big when things are easily solved.. My older people don't know how to tink.. I can understand coz they are elderly... The people who suffered is our family. Y must she look down on my dad?? I'm relie tired and relie nid a shoulder for me lend on and cry it out loud. Two more weeks is my grandma b'dae and every relatives know where to go and have dinner for the celebration except my family members. We are kept in suspend, my grandma don't even bother to tell us. I was so angry that my tears roll down.

I know that this world exist all kind of people. I don't know how to describe the angry in me and i know that there's no point for me to be so angry. Argh, is juz a place for me to vent it out. Coz i dun wanna my fren around me to worry and start listening to all my craps... Anyway thankz alot.. Ciao!

Headache...

2006-11-03T12:38:00.000+08:00

Human are very funny creatures, during holidays how i wished that school start asap. Bored to death during my holidays, but at least got work so is not that bad. But when sch finally reopened again, how i wished i have a few days of holis. Pephaps things are going too fast that i wasnt able to keep up or get lost in time...

Having headache for the past few days already. Don't know when will it subsides, don't wanna to visit the doctor. This month my dad was out of town again. He went to Vietnam for 1 week to visit his friends. So the whole week was accompanying my mum, spending time with my family...

ICAs are round the corner, headache of what to talk about my personal experience that are either humuorous, dramatic, frightening, interesting... Can't tink of anything. Most of my time after school was going home. Staying at home and being alone. Haiz, recently alot of things happening at home.

Hopefully things turns out well, today my headache are killing me it have been with me for the past 2-3 days liao, Stiffed neck, difficult to breath and the worst of all is that my face are full of PIMPLES!!! OMG!!! Feeling so down recently, tink going to fall sick sooner or later liao lo...

For now on i don't need to give anymore tuition coz my student has finished her exam already. Hopes tat her grades are well. Nothing much to say also. Times passed real fast that Christmas time are juz round the corner liao. Don't know this year Christmas how am i going to celebrate. Another brand new year for me to achieve and things are lined up for me to do. Urm, My sis have brought 4 different korean drama home to watch that's mean my weekend will be burned, not becoz doing my tutorial or prjects is busy watching those VCDs... hehe!!!

Tink next year, there will be a huge change in the arrangement of my house, something that i have hoped for a long long time..

Ciao~

Horray!!! new Sch Terms Start Already..

2006-10-17T12:28:00.000+08:00

Yahoo!! New sch terms started already.. so happy can go back to sch and study again. Came back from my short trip and was feeling great!!! So guys here i am to update my fun during the genting trip... (^(oo)^)

Have fun at genting with angie. The weather was cool and we did went down to KL to shop on the third day of our trip. Shop till we drop then we went for massage.. Cool was great too!!

Was back from my trip and time for school. Was on my braces already. Rite now was cracking my brain should i put braces for my upper teeth. The dentist told me tat it's better for me to put braces for my upper teeth as well... for the lower teeth she charge me at 2.2k if for both teeth she charging me at 3.8k.. So i was thinking rite now.. becoz my wisdom tooth was out already she need to pull it out and pull my teeth back coz my upper jaw is outer than the lower jaw.. so i was tinking... can u gals give me suggestion?? Was lost lehz.

Enjoying The Time...

2006-10-10T18:43:00.000+08:00

Its was cool to go out alone and i'm truly understand what its mean of own personal time and space to do the things that i wanted... Checked my time table for the next semester.. haha, wed no classes can work and fri after class can work also.. Anyway i relie enjoy working and studying at the same time...

Was working at East Coast Park on Sun,No crowd so i sat around and chat with the others. Shaun's younger bro was there with his mum to help out in the national swimming organization who have hold the event. Veri naughty was playing and disturbing him at the same time.. And tat idiot TY and him gang up together to bully me.. Pinch my face until so PAINFULL... *Crying* Stupid TY grab my wraist then shaun's bro pinch my face like hell.. Anyway i dun blame them coz that the way to enjoy life, enjoy the sun morning breeze and play... The haze was beta than on sat, clearer and fresher air to breathe.. Now then i appreciate the environmnet that we are living in.. Stable and comfort zone.. Muz not take for granted ah...

Ytd was Monday, to most people are Monday blue becoz it the start of new sch week where students are facing with Exams and working adult have to go back to office to start a new week of work.. For me... Well, in the morning went to have breakfast with my mum which is a usual routine for me...Went to eat my favourite Fish Thick Bee Hoon Soup but i ate a few bite only no appetitate to eat... hehe... Then after tat came back to do my things and check movie timing online... YUPZ! U r RIGHT... I went to watch the ROB-B-HOOD stars by Ku Tian Le and Jacky Chan ... A very nice movie...

Firstly went to Sim Lim to get a portable speaker at 9.50 which is way below my budget.. hehe... then after tat i walk to The Cathay Cineplex to catch the movie starting at 2... Reach there still early around 1.20pm. So i went to collect my ticket which i have placed a order early through the internet from home. Still early so i went to the basement to get the "Mee Sua" from shilin. Hey this is the first time i eat leh..Nv try before.. hehe... The whole building is still new, only a few shops are opened.. Nothing much to shop also...

Aiyo the baby in the show is so cute... hehe... Laugh like mad throughout the show... I told my sister and mother that i going to catch a movie and they scolded me "xiao" but i dun find it xiao it the time i have for myself... hehe... then after movie is already 4 plus... So i went to bugis to catch some finger food to eat...

Haiz.. This holi kills me, make mi piles on weight relie alot lehz.. OMG!!! Got to diet when sch starts le... Hopefully ah... Feeling so uneasy with those fats "swimming" in my stomach wanted to do exercise but i cant do vigorous exercise if not i will faint... haha....

Looking forward for tml wor.. Busy packing my backpack for tml's trip.. Going to Genting and KL with Angie.. haha!!! A good time to relax and i tell u hor... this time round go genting sure sure fat coz there a restaurant sell the "Dim Sum" veri cheap and nice... Haiz.. I going to eat diet pill liao ah.. If these goes on!!! hehe...We are setting off at 10pm at night will reach there around 5 am in the morning...

Haiz.. Today is tues i went to look for VK to give him back his player which i helped him to put the songs that he wanted into his player.. His player has been with my for 6 mths le. Send for repaired then have no time to return him beta return him before i have no time to meet him ah... Then today he told me y i dun wan to go back to Ipoh (M'sia) with him.. I said him lo... U also nv tell mi u going back how i know u going back ah.. Then he asked me to go back with him... haiz told him the next round ba... Alw like tat but we r taking the same bus at the same time.. But he dropping off at JB...Anyway he said i'm Cute and Adorable... (-_-")... Not again another guy who had said tat to me already.. Well, i surrender and admit tat le wor.. Hehe veri thick skin hor...

Anyway i will try to update frequently... Cheers =)

Perhaps we must learn to slow down our footsteps to observe things that are around us and learn to appreciate then u will realised tat this world are Full of Colours and Fun!!!

New Sch Terms

2006-10-02T19:08:00.000+08:00

Heyyyy!!! Relie damn long nv update my blog le.. So sorry was busy working straight after my exam... Erm. Alrite go my result not bad also.. At least passed all of my modules.. So rite now slacking and working at the same time to wait for another sch terms liao...

Been busy working for nearly two months.. Money needed when sch reopend... Got alot of things nid to settle before sch reopen.. Haiz.. Piles on weight already... Hopefully sch reopens will eat less ah. Now sch holi everyday stay at home if nv work, and eat eat eat. work also eat eat eat... I cant wait for next week going holidays with Angie.. We are going to Genting.. Even though its at Malaysia, our neighoubourhood country but its kind of get away from singapore for the time begin... Need to relax before another sch terms, meaning more projects and exam and tests... haha

Failed my TP... haiz... nvm i will try till i passed my TP... Nv give up... anyway going to watch my show already... Will update as frequent as i can !!!! Cyz gals

Exam Period...

2006-08-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

Argh! SHIT! dun ask me about my econs paper... I will praying heaven and hell that i will pass.. Offer food to the "brothers and sisters" .. Wish me all the best and luck..

So sorry so long nv update . Kinda of lazy ah.... Seldom on my computer recently!! Today saw "her" again.. OMG.. Juz pretend i dun know "her" coz i tink "she" will not want 2 admit that i'm "her" frenz. So juz let be it, i have learn to take it easily already.. Last tue went kbox to PJ, so funny things happen , suppose jw going with us but he got no mood on that day. Understandable coz i know wat had happen. Miss PJ wor, hopefully she will be doing fine in the workplace. I'm tinking to change job soon, but becoz of the money sake i'm going to stay as long as i can. Coz its the money fact that i'm staying!!!!

Have told PJ and she told me the same things, stay for the money sake. Juli also .. haha no wonder both of them are my good pals lahz.. Miss going out with them. Going out with them after my exam ba.. PJ and me chatted alot on tue too.. accompany her to job express for interview and we chatted alot.. Well i nv regret knowing her and a fren who will laugh with me and talk heart to heart. I mus learn not to be so naggy and repeat the same things over and over again. I'm afraid that people find me too nasty. Sometimes i remain slient and suffer in slient will be better for me =) anyway thankz gal for concern... (^(oo)^) love ya alw~~~

Past few days went out to study with juli at Toa Payoh libray.. Our usual studying place.. Have been home recently coz my dad was out of town. He went to china for hoildays, so i stayed at home to accompany my mum... My sis's boyfren came to our house to eat.. Haha, parents have seen him liao.. Hopefully things are going well between him and my sis.. If he dare to bully my sis i going after him ah.. hehe... A nice guy and alw talking craps with me.. Dun know where his craps came from ??

Bought my handphone liao.. Mean one things that are out of my wishlist liao.. Going to work soon. Lots of events coming up.. received sharon jie email today.. regarding next month schedule. Okie its quite pack and i like it coz i can earn more bucks, This month house expense is high coz dad wasnt working for 2 weeks.. Save money to bring my mum to taiwan.. S he told me today and she said next year new year we might be going to KOREAN!! YEAH!! mean i can see my korean boyfren liao... WAHAHAHAHA! Well, time flies now exxam period and we are going to step into the second semster of my poly life liao...

*URM* sometimes its relie scary that to tink about the time... Well, now i understand tat a person cannot judge its look but have to relie know him and understand human character.. I regret the tings i have done and totally regret. Right now i have no faith in love liao... Watch the I am Jin Shan Shong. So funny, past few weeks also watching VCD at home... Didnt went out i'm so lazy to go out .. haha! Looking for course tat interest me.. My 1st lesson of boxercise going to start on this coming wed.. haha looking for it.. Getting to know more people..

Going to watch my television soon leh wor.. will update as often as i can... Coz i have started to write dairy on hardcopy liao coz sometimes it good for myself to know onli. Some tots and feeling which are sensitive to write on blog.. Have some space for myself..

I have to be strong and I will be strong.!!!

Haha....

2006-07-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

Finally finally getting a new phone soon.. My N7610 is giving me alot of problems... Firstly is my bluetooth then now is the hearing and messaging... haiz... Headache tat means going to spend money again lo...
K800i or

Have been busy for my past week.. haiz... busy with lots and lots of presentation and project deadline to be met.. Luckily all these past already... Making myself tired out only.. haiz.. but time pass faster tat way.Recently got lots f things to do, preparation for my upcoming exam

Luckily got back my account, tot will score below than i expected but got 22.5/25 . Is already good enough coz of my carelessness . Will do beta the next round

w810i. Thinking wat phone to get, haha my mum getting for me said as a birthday present for me.. So was tinking which wan to chose but i tink hp dun nid to expensive de.. haha...

Ytd my econs presentation but i can tel u it sux.. relie sux even my lectures also said tat our presentation is bad.. haha. wat to do when its last mins work.. dun expect too much from it... Anyway we took a classphotos... nice ya as least i know our class are quite united...

A class to have fun with... I have begin to like my class.. even though we have different clique but all of them are so fun.. somemore makes myself so young.. haiz...

Sun have facial with juli and pj looking forward for tat ooo =)

cIao.. study time

Happi~~~~

2006-07-24T21:03:00.000+08:00

Haha... Mon already mean BUSY week... got 2 presentation this week, got to submit lot n lots of report...

Passed my birthday last week at work... busy myself at work coz i found it nothing nice to celebrate... BUT its nice of my frenz who remembered my birthday, sending sms to me... haha touch of it coz i nv mention to them.. Keeping low profile... Even though kena scolding from lots of them y during my birthday still need to work.. But wat to do .. becoz of $$ lahz... reason is simple...

Anyway i'm touch tat sharon jie bought a gift for me... its sweet of her.. thank to juli, pj, jw,von, angie, etc.and lots for ur gifts... Next time pls dun waste the money.. save the money for ur own purpose... But relie thanz i'm touch totally but words are difficult to describe how i feel... Lolx... haha... anyway i'm tired but have to do my tutorial and preparation for tml's presentation! haha... Got to do my work already...

Ciao~!

Moody week...

2006-07-17T08:19:00.000+08:00

Hai... Mon comes so fast... Juz rest for the past few days.. didnt go out expect on fri have dinner with my frenz.. then sat stayed at home the whole day..

The weather was so hot.. make my day at home so stiffy... like kena suffocated already.. Haiyo... then wanna to study for my account test on mon but in the end.. ended up with nothing goes into my mind.. slack at home and study but played computer games...

Sun worst... Quarrelled with my family.. didnt wan to mention already which is already a past coz i didnt wan to bring up anything uphappy things.. so meet juliz at the old place to study for our account.. I cried in front of her.. finally tears dropped out which i have ta han for a period of time, all the emotions and stress that have supressed inside of me..

Ytd studied for a few hours, hopefully things relie get into my brain and get things are on the track... So moody at the starting of the week already. My eye cant even open sia.. attending the microsoft application lesson right now.. Can i dont attend.. haiz stress getting bigger coz EXAM are just round the corner...!~!~!~

GIVE ME A BREAK!!!!

Contented already. Its already enough..

2006-07-14T22:44:00.000+08:00

Haha.. today is just another normal friday which i dont nid to go to sch.. So stayed at home to rest my day... Doing some revision but ended up revise nothing.. My desktop had crashed.. so waiting for the techincans to my house to repair.. Luckily i have my laptop with my to do my ICA 3 report...

Today gotta to give tuition at 5 pm then meet my girlfrenz and guyz at PS pizza hut to celebrate my b'dae.. Bought forward the date of celebration becoz all of us have to work next week.. I have a great time! relie enjoyed myself... Have joked around.. and chat with them.. U gals n guyz have made me truly understands wat is frenship! I have nv been so happy with a group of frenz with different background.. this is the amazing things that god have given to me... Planted in my life... despite quarrels do arise between us.. but we quarrel abt stupid things.. i belief frenship is juz like any other r/s which nid trust and compromising n comprehend...

You guess helped mi to colour my life with colors, once is black and white... I do not nid anything for my b'dae present. What i want or nid i already have... But is the time that bind us together which money cant buy anything. I can say that i'm a person who value and cherish frenship... My girlfrenz have moved me, i have teared... The tears which i have hold back for so so so long finally roll down my cheecks...

My poly girlfrenz, Von n Angie, ITE girlfrenz = PJ n Juliz, my sec. girlfren = Yen Ru n Eve, Xin Jie n Shu Xian... You gals rock my life totally.. not forgetting my collegues.. I enjoyed totally. I cant be bothered about any other things which are not important.. I shall not let myself hurt again. I'm the master of my own life and there's no need for me to worry abt him coz he does not appear anywhere in my life. To him, i'm also juz the shadow of a frenz which he might already forget about me...

Of coz my piggy family... My parents and siblings... n Vee Kong, Mandy and Onik Kor... In my life journey i have met alots of ppl who cares and remembered me... I am glad already... Words are difficult to descibe totally but i belief in fate .. Fate bind me and my frenz together.. Frm the journey i get to know who are the frenz i relie can depend on when i nid the most.. Juli n Pj understand me the most.. Depsite the tight schedule we have but i belief is not the physical meeting tat strengthen the frenzship but is how each of us feel...

My b'dae is also juz another normal day... But wat i wished is tat to sit around with my close frenz to enjoy each other accompany and get around to jokes.. I glad i have and i will continue to do so !! Love u gals...

Bad Moody day..

2006-07-05T20:02:00.000+08:00

The moment i wake up today feeling veri moody but i dun know the reason... Then juz got out of my bed received a sms from Angie tat her dad have passed away.. Kind of sad.. wanna to go to her wake but going on fri coz Von's mum say dun go on the first day..

Well, life is like tat when we have to put a full stop to our life journey... Nid to learn to take it easier... So went to sch only haf 2 hours lesson.. so after tat went to have lunch with von at AMK central we chatted alot.. haha.. I'm such a KPO... Today got a lot of things nid to do .. a lot of reports nid to do coz 2 weeks time is the deadline for 4 projects..

Recently i get tired easier and eat alot.. Rite now i dun care juz wan to get over the projects asap and use binge on food which is not healthy ... But no choice la... Now i wan to eliminate him totally out of my LIFE.. when i say TOTALLY = TOTALLY.. without him my life is much more easier i dun have the burden anymore..I'm living for myself...

Chatting my taiwan fren.. Urm, watch too much taiwan drama show wanna to get a taiwanese boyfren in my dream.. dream on~!~... Reach home abt 2.45 pm then i took a short nap till 4.15 still feeling sucky too exhausted due to the stupid weather.. Laze on bed before heading to give tution... Not in a good mood today..

Tml nid to reach HQ at 9.15am so i nid to rest early today! Tml still got econs projects and things to do.. Wanna to do some exercise tml.. See whether i can squeeze the time out not.. see how ba... Haiz...

Ciao~

Happy Being Alone

2006-07-04T09:26:00.000+08:00

Urm, so sorry didnt have the time to update my blog for the past few days was busy going out with my friends... U gals know who i went out with lahz.. of coz both of u rite together with the guyz... Well have enjoyed myself and chatted alot of things... Bought my set of formal clothes last sat with Pj at OG cost me about $46.10. Its way below my budget which at first tot it will spend about $200.. Nvm save money.. hehe..

Its was a most memorial time shopping.. u know why coz we shop at OG keeping trying clothes till we are hungry then we went to eat then shop again.. wahahaha this kind of feeling is good and great too bad juli wasnt around.. Anyway, this fri is our gal outing but we postpone it becoz i wanna PJ to spend time with JW and juli going out with her mum.. For me will find my own programme.. Maybe go shopping alone.. My sis will be going to bangkok this fri.. hopes she buy more bags for me.. hehe.. *(^(oo)^)*

So long nv see them so when we talk quite a long of things to chat about, have dinner together.. Well time flies, half a year have gone... Now we are in July already the next thing we know oh well.. Merry X'mas Hohoho... isnt it... haha... I got 2 wishes rite now

1) Hopes Jia wei and PJ will be happy
2) Hopes Juli n anuar will b happy

Juz wish tat both of them cherish every min and secs with the loves one... Well quarrels sometimes do occurs but must learn to tolerate and comprehend plus compromise.. then ur r/s will last longer... Juz be gladful tat your life are filled with colours... Human r selfish we often see the negative side of a person, once we learn to look at the positive side your world with ur another half is more beautiful than wat u expected.. My advice for both of u ... *blush* sound so profound... hehe..juz kidding...

Both of u dun nid to worry for me, and i know u gals wun but i love my life and love being alone rite now.. Doing things alone is no longer a burden nor i say is boring... Coz i have my own time own target and i've too much things to handle rite now.. Most important is my study and work... Talk to PJ last sat while we shopping and i finally understand wat she had told me in the veri first place is juz tat i trying to run away from the reality.. thankz gals for being by my side.. love u gals lots.. Juli too.. I know and i'm stupid being make use by other ppl.. Juz wanna to let u gals know how i feel and gladful tat get to know u ... I know words cant describe...

Btw thankz juli u have passed your pitching kong fu to PJ, she bully me, now my arm got two blue black which she gave it to me as a gift.. thankz i will miss u de.. hehe.. getting ready to sch lehz...

Ciao~

Damn stressed...

2006-06-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

Well, projects are making their way to my doorsteps... got 2 effective projects and 1 pom, 1 econs... Tat was 4 in total... It's killing me sia... haiz...

Have a early meeting with my group member today at toa payoh very early... i wasnt able to get out from my bed ... so sorry make them wait for me.. was 1/2 hr late.. sorry gals... not on purpose.. coz get up then i on my computer to print the guideline for the econs projects... got a number of things for me to do .. haiz.. finally 2 weeks off from work hope to use the time to revise my work but i doubt so coz i got so so so much of things nid to be done in front of me now.. sian half..

Feel so guilty lena lost her pink color motorola v3 when we go shopping at toa payoh today.. Sorry sorry.. Then went shopping alone before meeting the rest for dinner at 6... Tot of buying the pants i saw at U2 so i went but in the end didnt get anything today coz no more stock liao.. quite sad lahz... wat to do no choice have to slowly buy my clothes liao lehz.. anyway going to watch ghost show liao ...

Ciao~!~

Urm, dozen of projects...

2006-06-29T22:48:00.000+08:00

Hilow.. back ya.. quite late almost 11 pm but i have juz reached home only... Went to haf dinner with my classmate (Von and the guys) lame alot and joke like mad...Juz wanna to destress and juli called at the wrong time... Haiz.. Wana to vent my anger inside of me... But feeling beta than this morning already...

Have a game with von this morning at Toa payoh cc for badmintion .. a 2 hr sessions.. sweat like mad and the feeling is great... and after that we went to the swimming pool.. (lolx) to bath before heading for our lunch.. was full.. eating wanton mee... Von gave 4 out of 5 stars.. coz another stars is the location, at the back of the small alley.

Got back my result for statistics and economics... I was totally scare out of my wits by Von lo.. i asked her to look at my marks before i look then she told me i failed my statistics.. My jaw drop like hell and my face.. (cant describe) i feel like crying lehz.. Then xin yi remind me tat non of us failed our paper.. I was relieved after hearing tat.. *phew*... heng ah...

Got 24/30 for statistics and 32.5/40 for my econs... muz relie thankz shaun for spending the time to teach me sia... Thanks alot.. haha.. anyway tired by now.. but have to do my work for tml project's meeting lehz..

Nite~!~

Finally.. Relived

2006-06-28T19:12:00.000+08:00

Hey guyz finally finally.. can i say i well again... well, definitely NOT! coz my stomach still giving me problems... Still having my food poisioning inside of me ... killing me slowly... bit by bit... but i dun care even though i cant eat alot of stuffs but i still binge on my food.. hehe.. my favourite tutu cake.. wahaha (^(oo)^)

Ytd got back my POM paper.. wahaha.. i tot i will fail but in the end i passed 20/30... tat was cool and great, even though most of my classmate got 28.5 and above ... haiz.. gotta to buck up already.. Study harder for my upcoming ICA again.. haiz.. tat a life of a student..

I feeling so happy for Juliz the panda.. coz she finally found her prince and that the moment that i waiting for.. she has found a guy who will take care of her, and glad tat she have walked out of the darkness and see the sun again.. I was teared when i was talking to her on the phone without her knowing... That's a fren shld feel isnt it.. I was overwheeled with JOY! Greatest Joy... PJ also.. feel happy for her... =)

Urm, anyway for my b'dae hope u gals give me a surprise ya.. hehe... maybe pack a boyfren for me!~!~ Yeah~!~! I will be happy too.. Siao~! haha.. juz kidding lah.. i dun nid.. i juz nid u gals to stay by me and know tat u gals are the friends who i will look for.. =).. glad to know u are there for me =)

Sorry guyz.. have changed my blog address to a new wan coz i dun wan other ppl to harase me nor disturb my privacy. Its my blog and i wan to write wat i wan, wat i like..

Tomolo morning meeting yvonne for a game of badmintion at toa payoh cc... great time to sweat too.. even though i still not fully recovered but i nid to build my immune system up before tat piggy and panda starts worrying for me which i know they wun.. haha.. juz kidding.. anyway the toilet is calline my name again...

Ciao~

Feeling extremely terrible.. so sucky

2006-06-26T15:27:00.000+08:00

Today didnt went to sch, coz i got terrible stomach upset... Keep going to the loo since sun morning...

Dont know izzit the food not clean or my stomach is not good... Vomitting and having diarrhoea... So damn painful.. cannot tahan it.. went to see a doc this morning.. Didnt relie eat, but drank milo already.. feeling so uneasy and terrible..

Haiz.. i'm so weak.. sick again.. haiz.. going to take my medicine already

Ciao~

Ready.. Refreshed..

2006-06-25T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hi guyz, i'm back from my 1 day trip to Palau Kukup JB... Going to start my story of my experience that happened in 1 day.. hehe..

Went with my sis and her collegues(she paid for me) ... It wasssss a great experience, stayed in the water house for a night. Didnt relie catch much rest becoz the air-cond was tooo cold till it hurt my fresh ..

The activities that we love is eat!! Reach there, we have our lunch(seafood) then took a old boat to reach our resort.. Like the kind of feeling.. feeling so easy and without any stress, the people life was so different from us.. Then i took a pic with the starfish i tot i will scream but i didnt, the wan who did the screaming is my sis.. haha.. she was so scare of the starfish despite the pokey feeling..

The smell relie cannot tahan ah.. the moment the door of our car opened the fishy smell filled the whole van, making me suffocated.. it was so difficult to describe. Was great chatted with my sis collegues and have fun with them. Sing together and chit chat together.. Enjoying the sea breeze at night...

The water house is like the old kampong house but more advance using cemented floor tiles, but whateva come out from u go straight to the sea.. Imagine i did drink those kind of water.. Well mus be dirty in order to grow up ma.. haha (^_^).

Then this come the shiok part, we bought the firecrakers (not those small 1 u found in s'pore), those big relie big rocket fire crakers which shoot about 100m into the sky and burst like the fireworks.. Its was nice and i was amazed by the scence.. Coz in local i cant play that.. Back to my old childhood times ya, but i'm still not born lah.. haha.. =P

1 bad new is tat i got gastric flu throughout the trip coz i cant take too oily food if not my gastric flu will bud me all the way.. Haiz..

The feeling of coming back home is so SWEET!~!~ and can u imagine my younger sis can said tat she cant get use to the room being so quiet without both of us voice?? haha... Anyway bought 2 pairs of cock shoe.. 1 for me another 1 for my sis... Nowhere is more comfortable than home.. Home Sweet Home~

Miss u lots.. do u know tat?? I doubt so.. ~

Excited..

2006-06-24T08:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to marina south to have steamboat as a celebration for MK's b'dae.. haha.. he's old already but i even older than him... *sad*

We have fun, talking craps during our dinner and have the SCARIEST thing.. the PRAWNS... Von la... use that to scare me together with the guyz make mi so pai seh... Anyway wanna to apologise if i alw say something that makes u feel out of place... *sorry* von.. Went to play arcade, von was so good at the time crisis.

Then jokes with them and you know wat??? we cut cakes at the bus stop... Haha .. That was fun and i have nv came across such scenior before but i did encounter yesterday.. hehe.. Didnt get any presents for him.. So sorry.. Short of cash recently. Got to save save save....

Urm, today going for my short 1 day holi.. out of s'pore to M'sia.. Going to have a break with my elder sis.. Will post the photos once i have it...

I have learnt to let go, letting you to be happy is the greatest joy to me... Even though times and times again i asked myself to let go but nv once succeed.. But this time round i'm firm enough coz i learn to live for myself not for others... Being selfish i'm so sorry... But i know u deserve a beta girl than me..

Today is my last day working at airport kind of miss the environment.. Being free to walk around and get to know new people.. Anyway going off soon. Tk Care

Ciao~

Jia Liat....

2006-06-22T19:39:00.000+08:00

Haiz yo .. today thurs already haven even touch my homework and revision.. Headache liao.. Head big big liao...

As usual today is thurs so work in the morning at airport... Then after tat went home then promise to bring my student out to play... So went to fetch her at 1230 hr to bring her to snow city.. She was excited about it becoz it was her first time there, so many things happened in her home so take this opportunity to bring her out...

Saw tat ah niu de di di again.. Haha..he still can recongise me wor.. then he bully my student.. he very bad rite.. he tot she was my sis.. haha... do we look alike??? somemore my student can say i'm like her mother like tat bring her out.. diao (-_-") tat's sound so old!~!~!~

haha.. of coz we have fun.. Bring her to the sci center... teach her things while playing around.. Promise to bring her out again.. It a reward for her too... Will bring her out to wild wild wet and escape the next round..

Busy smsing since morning, with my taiwan fren and Mr piggy.. hehe.. So sweet of him to drop mi a sms to ask whether i've recovered from my sickness already not.. I have already planned my next holi plan already.. So i gotta to work extra hard to earn extra bucks so that i can enjoy my upcoming 14 days trips... This trip i'm going solely alone.. nobody to disturb me and i have the time for myself .. hehe, wun tel u guyz when i'm going.. hehe let u all cannot find me... *hump*so sorry being selfish for once..

Urm, eating my dinner now.. Yummy, my mum cooked non-oily noodles for me... Oh ya, tml is mk's b'dae so sweet of him ya.. To ask us out... urm, dont know real or not.. haa.. juz kidding la... Going to GuKo with my sis this sat .. spend a night there to enjoy the sea breeze and scenery.. hehe... Cant wait for tat...

Ciao~

Stupid Customer Service

2006-06-19T21:00:00.000+08:00

Today went to sch with juliz coz to settle some of admin stuff regarding our sch fees.. The customer service in our sch was relie bad...Becoz of mine carelessness during the submission of the enrolment packages back to the sch i asked them to submit the interbank giro as well... Then in the end the sch is going to deduct our parent's interbank giro money.. I didnt know coz inside the package there isn't any form for CPF.

So Sorry to drag them into these stupid problems which can be avoided.. Juliz asked them what if there isn't sufficient money inside the GIRO bank, then they replied if upon receiving two warrning letter and no deduction of sch fee is done then they might have to expel her..

Hey u know how angry are the both of us??? There was so unfair coz we have gone through so much to get into poly and these is what they told us.. Can u belief?? I can't and this morning went to sch with her very early to settle the problems. We meet at around 12 then settle the things quite fast, then we have lunch together.

Like we used to be, we chatted alot of things... haha.. well, ytd watched the magical hairdresser show watch till i cried and tears to sleep. Urm, told her tat, not becoz of the show becoz of my own personal life.

My sis told me about the quote mentioned below:-

"Ask and you will be a fool for a min
Don't ask and you will be a fool forever!"

Haiz... Giving my mum money to pay for my sch fees, using my money tat means i must study even harder than before.. But the problems is tat i haven even start to revise during my holi .. wat the toot.. haha.. Hack la.. going to study leh...

Btw i took up some courses at CC... more leisure time for me.. hehe... Bringing my student out tml to snow city again. coz i promised her already... Well have my dinner now..

Ciao~

Plenty of my thoughts...

2006-06-19T12:10:00.000+08:00

Ytd went to my grandma's house... She sick.. OMG.. do u know tat a elderly fall sick is a very terrible things.. See her like tat heart pain sia... Then she's staying with my uncle.. but most of the time she's alone at home.. Today she going for her x-ray.. Hopefully she's fine... She was so scare.. Urm, quite worry for her (-_-) thinking to move in to stay with her...

well, packing my stuffs at home then alot of things flash through my minds out of the sudden... Plenty of my thoughts...Suddenly thought of some things to describe ...

"I wish i can share your burden

I wish i can share your tears

I wish i can hold your hand

I wish you can watch

the stars in the sky with me

I wish you can listen to my woes

BUT I know all these are impossible!

The loneliness holding inside of

me are dark, pitch dark.

All these are only wishes.

They are just like bubbles

They will vanish

into the thin air and

I still have to move on!

Things are unpredictable,

Things are beyond my control

But all i wished is that you

are happy with what you are

now, and be yourself,

be the true you!

I learnt to be happy,

learn to live each day

filled with hopes,

filled with smiles

and happy being myself

and I know I will

move on and continue

to be ! !"

Haha.. these are a little things that i was thinking and starring in the space when i was studying... Sudden things juz came across my mind... Juz wrote it for fun.. hehe... Dun mind ah.. haha. alrite lahz.. going to do my housework again.. haha..

Ciao~

Busy Life Pace...

2006-06-18T12:48:00.001+08:00

Ytd was relie a tiring day for me ya.. Since morning working at BT and then rush to Padang to work for Score For Health Event...Then was like long queue again.. ppl are queing up for the free milo 400g tin.. wat the toot.. Under the hot sun, sure got heat stroke ah.. with children also .. These adults are relieeeeeeeee terrible.. 933 DJ was doing the advertising for us..

Haha.. its was hot under the sun... We have fun of coz.. got so many interesting things sia.. Playing soccer with Shaun .. haha.. run here and there so long dun have these kind of feeling liao.. sweat like mad.. Despite feeling unwell.. having gastric flu for 2 days liao... eat wat vomit wat.. wat the hackk.... something wrong with my stomach ah.. Then chatted with shaun.. Wat the.. He likes 'nice looking' then his gf was so PRETTY.. Relie lo... I tink left him tat i can relie talked to.. Alw kena bully frm him and johnathan.. Shun was saying tat i was 'dan chuan' .. Am i?? haha (^(00)^)

Haiz.. then at night have dinner with evelyn n yen ru.. We chatted alot.. Then saw alot of my friends at orchard.. haha... Abit pai seh.. coz i wear until veri jia lat.. but who care... i saw eunice ang in the toilet when i was combing my hair..

Reach home and dozed off once i lied on my bed... Tat's was how tired m i.. Hate my house sia.. Things are getting up my nerves liao.. Irritating tat was what i can say.. Making me boil wan to get out of my hse asap... Get those idiotic 'man' out of these places asap.. I can't stand it anymore... WHO CAN HELP ME???

Have dinner with sharon junior and the rest the day before to celebrate Yan Xi's b'dae and Chen Yi's dinner to bid farewell to her.. Of coz i do miss her like crazy.. somehow.. Missed all the smile, laughes and jokes with them.. Relie missed~

So sorry today got so many things are making me fed up.. Too much too handle liao.. So noisy till i cant take it anymore...

I cant bother it... Hack care is my attitude now.. I'm so sorry.. I wish i can but it have very limited energy .. Lines have been drawn veri clear already no point for me even i try harder.. Surrender totally surrender.. *tired*

Dun wish to talk too.. Ciao~!~

Chilled Out...

2006-06-16T15:12:00.000+08:00

Haha.. ytd night was great.. went out to chill with Juli and PJ to my favourite place.. Let u guess the where is the place... haha.. nice day to chill.. Neither too hot nor too cold... Went to hawker center to eat then didnt have much to eat.. Me and Pj have satays and Juli have her Mee. Dun know wat lehz... (^_^)

Then proceed to a 24 hour hawker to eat our dinner... Me and PJ shared a plate of Nasi Brayni... And Juli have a plate of Roti John, a bowl of Mee Kuay... The soup not nice de... look like a bowl of blood.. haha.... then went to coffee bean to talk and chill and of coz our photo sessions... Wat to do.. That's our favourite pastime...

We were sitting in front of the chiller... Inside was our favourite Brownies and Chocolate of a Thousands Leaves... Walau.. so tempting... sia.. was sitting our stomach was so full but who cares still eat it.. haha... Nice nice... despite my throat..
We talked about the activities that we are going to have on Mon, but in the end Pj can't make it coz she starting her job at MOE on Mon..All the best ah... Jia You~!~!~!~
Right now having my effective project discussion at Bishan Junction 8 Mcdonald.. alot of lame jokes and the worst is we are on the wrong track sia.. haha... Stupid ... Haiyo.. stomach not good again.. munching the chocolate that xin yi have bought for us.. haha.. so sweet.. thankz~!~

Haha.. feeling much much better le.. haha... Eating all junk food.. Putting piles of weight le wor.... haha... Urm, but right now so so tired... wana to zzz....

Ciao~

Grown up... Learnt...

2006-06-15T16:10:00.000+08:00

Today didnt manage to meet Angie, Von and Xin Yi for projects becoz i cant get out of my bed... Head is spinning.. The world is coming to an end??? hehe (^_^).. Stomach not good.. tink stomach flu again.. haiz.. fighting against so many sickness.. Flu, Fever, Headache, Stomach Flu, Cough... *Ah Chew*~!~! Sneeze again.. Ai Yo~!~!

I enjoy working at the Budget Terminal... I get to know alot alot of nice people and joke with them.. they even called my Ms Kit Kat, Ms Maggi.. haha.. coz they dun know my name didnt mention to them... (-_-") even though nid to reach there at 6 am but i enjoy working.. Throughly.. Allows me to expose greater things... Things tat are happening around me ...

Work early in the moring, then chatted with the Polar Auntie for veri long.. she nv failed to look for me and chatted with me... Heard of her story.. Well every 1 of us have different story and how these story can match into 1 pic and how we link, relate and understand... How to interpret it?? My life philosophy... Outgoing and jokes around... I do have my serious time when i nid to... but most of the time i simply likes to laugh... hehe =)

I have learnt an important lesson frm her story.. No point to went all out to help ppl, eventually we are the one who got hurt... I'm totally paying full concentration, listening to her story and the way she told me.. Stranger to friends and even shared with me.. I'm touch.. Totally... Tears flowing down her cheecks... My tears are rolling in my eyes.. I dun know how to describe... Even i dun know her long she even offered to buy me hebal drink coz i'm totally out of voice.. Even though my character is like tat but wat to do.. I love bringing laughter to ppl, brighten up their days and let them enjoy my accompany.. To plant every smile on ppl's face.. But sometimes its relie hurt when i tink back of how i treated.. Totally.. Sometimes i break down... No being dramatic or exaggerating about my expressions.. =(

The cosmetic auntie bought sweet for me.. Haha so coincidence my favourite sweet... Lakerol, Grape favour.. (Sugar Free), tat what i alw told juli but she said its not totally sugar free... lolx
(-_-")

Do u know how touch am i?? Even my friends tat i juz knew?? Von, Angie and Ming kang and gangs...

Not forgetting PJ n Juliz.. U are my sunshine... Even right now i typing all these, tears started to roll in my eyes... Trying to describe the inner of me.. Along my life, i have met alot alot of nice ppl whom i nv forget how they treat me... Sharon jie, Johnathan, VK, Anuty Zhu, Sharon Junior.. I miss her so so much.. simply.. These explains why i love my job so so so much.. Even though Von and Angie did asked my to work lesser but i simply love to work.. Make full use of my time..

I'm glad, contented of what i'm now.. didnt nid much things.. What i nid i already have... Other than that i should not ask for anymore... Even spent more time with my parents and family... =)

But juz let nature take it courses.. The story still so clear in my mind.. Even to love someone who are not blood related to u is not an easy task but once u decide to put in u know how deep is it... That's the mother's love how much it showered on every1 of us...

Ciao~ *Ah Chew*~!~!

Ah Chew~!~!~

2006-06-14T19:19:00.000+08:00

Haiz... I am totally freak out today... Ytd night went to MK's chalet.. Chatted alot with my classmates and jokes with them .. haha... and share cab with my other friends to go home.. cant take it if i take train.. headache killing me... Having Fever 38.8 Degree .. alamak... Sick Sick Sick...

Having terrible headache.. this morning could not even open my eyes... Sneezing all the way since ytd... ai yo.. terrible is wat i can say.. having the flu bug with me... Feeling so sucky.. Gotta to work early tomolo morning, then have pjt meeting at bishan and meet juli and Pj for dinner at night at my favourite place.. hehe.. dun tel u where is it...

Fri have to work too.. have driving lesson after tat then at night have dinner with collegues.. Bought a Baby G watch for ya xi b'dae present cost $78 after discount from my friend... Feeling relie terrible somemore got so much things waiting for me to do ...

Sat morning have to work, then nid to rush to padang to work then have dinner with evelyn and yen ru... Urm, this week busy busy busy wor...

Wat the hack, lying on my bed now using my lappy to do my effective pjt research preparation for tml discussion.. haiz... Don't feel like eating now lehz.. so bloated .. went out with PJ juz now shop a while at bugis and chatted alot too.. haha... Urm, how naughty can i be when i tot so something together with her...

haha~!~!~ See u guyz around.. AH CHEW!~!~!~ (-_-")

Ciao~

Urm.. Thankz dude... =)

2006-06-13T14:31:00.000+08:00

Ytd have a meeting with Mr. Teo at headquater... Wake up super early to go and have breakfast with my parents then headed to meet my team mate at Tanjong Pagar MRT station.. Urm, took bus and slept in the bus along the journey...

Wasnt feeling well sia... Dry cough and sore throat.. haha... We have the meeting for an hour.. after that we headed to Buger King to have our lunch and chat.. A nice and funny chat though... So funny... Then tink Von saw my blog previously.. asked Ming Kang to buy a bottle of herbal drink for me but he didn't ... He made himself.. so sweet~ of him.. Thankz alot alot... so thoughtful of both of u...

Urm, meaning next time when i sick got herbal drink le ah..?? haha.. juz kidding la.. We ate and chat and do our project lo.. Haha.. we've finished the POM presentation le wor... fast.. tat's wat i want.. finish earlier.. haha... Then after tat i went to look for VK at International Plaza which he asked a favour from me to borrow 8 rolls of Hot cups from amara... Then chatted with him for abt 1 hour.. so long nv see him liao... He asked me to go home coz i'm sick of coz didnt listen coz i have a date with some1..

-->took a pic of Vk when he serving customer... haha.. hoho.. disturb him.. haha

My lover... My siao cha bos... we went out together and chatted alot.. haha... So sorry u know i alw busy but will keep my schedule free for u n Juliz.. hehe.. alrite le la..

Going for class chalet le...
Ciao~!

Surrender.. Sick again..

2006-06-11T20:04:00.000+08:00

Hai yo.. fall sick again.. wasn't feeling well the past 2 days le.. my throat is killing me and wat.. this morning wake up no VOICE.. (-_-") finally lost my voice liao ah...???

Tot of going out with my parents after so so so many weeks (lost count) that i didn't spent quality time with my family.. Then started to rain heavily and my mum said dun go out le.. Sian half ah.. stayed at home the whole day.. do my work, houseworks, and my exercise (sleeping) finally able to catch more sleep wor.. windy wor... nice nap slept for 2 hr... haa.. pig rite..

Now no voice but still munching my Kit Kat chucky.. hehe (^_^) naughty ah... didnt relie know how to take care but hack care ah.. stayed at home=eating alot of junk food.. hehe...

My sis n i bought a MP3 player for my dad for father's day present.. he wanted it long time ago le n hint me abt it.. so we decided to buy him one... How naughty can i be?? I wrapped it with 2 layer of newpapers and wrapping paper .. haha...

Watching soccer with my parents n slibling at mcdonald later on.. haha.. a family gathering ba.. hehe... going off soon~

Cough*Cough...

Ciao~!~

To My dearest Siao Cha Bo...

2006-06-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

Hey gals.. suddenly have a urge to write something for both of u.. Urm, well for me life have to go on .. But i juz wan to let both of u know tat..

"WITHOUT THE BOTH OF YOU, MY LIFE ISNT AS BEAUTIFUL AS IT WILL BE"

These are the words tat i wanna to assure the both of u.. even though i'm started busy with my sch work and pjts but neverthless that both of u are at the back of my mind.. coz both of u have filled my lifes with ups and downs... with tears, laughter and all tat those tat i have never felt before...

You gals are the 1 who are beside me when i nid .. so dun be angry or sad tat i enjoyed my poly life and forgotten the both of u.. =) This is the time tat our friendship are put to test... Without u gals, my life is juz black and white.. u gals let mi learn alot of things ...

Even when the world collapsed, the world has stopped spinning but my friendship with the both of u will nv stopped... =)

Love u gals.. SIAO CHA BOS..... =P

P.S: PJ dun alw got things dun let us know.. we are ur frenz even though we are busy u can alw cal me, i will nv say no to ur call... let me know alrite.. concern for u .. dont angry with me when i break my promise to meet u.. Work n study are my priority right now... =(..

Other things are no longer important coz i chose to hack care... i dun even bother.. but u gals matters to me lotz...

Let us build the trust and frenship between us even stronger!~!~ Miss ur laughters~

Palau Ubin..

2006-06-10T21:32:00.000+08:00

Today after work went to palau ubin with ty and dh.. haha.. only the 3 of us.. coz juli is working, pj n jw don't know how to cycle so ended up 3 of us went...

Its was bright and sunny in the morning but we cycled till ard 1 plus its started to rain.. weather changes very fast these few days.. haiz.. rain and sun fall sick easily wor.. Haha.. dh and ty butt's are pain coz they went cycle ytd.. (tink so).. I like the feeling being so near to the nature.. its was cool and fun even though having muscle ache and totally drained ...becoz ytd i watched soccer with my sis till past 1 plus.. cannot tahan le.. working at 6 am.. only have 4 hrs plus zzz...

Like the feeling when going down the slope.. when the wind are running through my face .. so cooling and great feeling.. but dun like when going up the slope .. haha.. we finished cycle the whole island in abt 2 hrs time.. cool man.. haha..

Oh ya.. thankz ty for the sweet..~~ I like the container and sweet very much.. so nice of u .. or becoz u wan to repay me?? urm.. sweet is not enough lo.. lolx.. juz kidding with u la.. but its very nice of u to buy tat..

They are trying to throw the stone n see who threw the farest.. haha.. =P --> dark clouds are forming behind (can see) but the sun is still so bright!!!

Btw.. guyz n gals don alw take ppl's kindness for granted when ppl are relie sincerely treating u as a frenz.. its very cruel to the wan who are accepting everything...coz i know how it feel...

I don't want ppl to repay me but juz learn to appreciate is already enough.. and even though it a smallest thing u do.. i am already contented already... If u dun wish too.. juz let it b coz i done it on my willingness... Its seemed like we got nothing to talk about.. Its kind of sad =( ....

Angie's B'dae

2006-06-10T20:57:00.000+08:00

Haha.. today is angie b'dae.. but early in the morning got to work again.. argh.. so tired but wat to do expense so high.. haiz... muz relie learn how to save liao ah.. any1 can help??

After working.. Von told me not to wear bermudas which i did.. so how? Went home and change lo.. anyway i finish work within 1 hour.. so its ok .. went home to pack my room and arrange my stuffs before i start to revise my work over the holidays..

Then went home and bath before i went for my driving lesson at 1245.. haiz.. glad to know tat after 2 more lessons i can start to book my TP liao.. hopefully everythings goes smoothly.. The weather was cool.. being raining since early in the morning...

After driving meet Von and Angie at Jurong Point.. back to my ITE times.. hehe.. Miss it alot lehz... We went to SNOW CITY to celebrate her 21st b'dae even though its kind of stupid to go there.. But we nv regret going.. coz we have alot alot of fun with each other and angie's godbrother and the staffs at snow city.. It was fun, make me feel so young... we kena bully by the staff over there too.. use the snow and put it on top of our head.. freaking cold sia.. Going there with PJ n Juliz one day.. hehe...

it was -8.9 degree sia.. haha.. can u imagine it?? We ran here and there.. throw ice at each other.. playing catching?? reminds me when i was young used to play under my void deck n my mum would catch me and my sis with a cane... haha =P

--> argh.. look so fat.. and my pants are totally wet... wet throughlly... make my butt numb.. haha.. =P

It was damn cool.. even my shaw and the winter wear they provide is no use lo.. Cool till my face turn red like the monkey butt like tat.. =( ... Its have been the last time i relie play like mad and laugh like mad lehz wor.. haha... Enjoy then we proceed to Marina south to have dinner.. reach there ard 8 pm.. Both of them nv went there before so i bought them there.. we ate till 10 plus then bring the little boy boy to play 1 game then we headed for home..

A long long and exhausted day for me but FUN n COOL !!! This hair is von who done it for me.. i like it very much.. hehe.. thankz~!~

I'm loving it~!~

Ciao ~!

Holi mood ah..

2006-06-07T17:57:00.000+08:00

Sianz.. early in the morning having mangement lectures.. I almost doze off in the lecture.. didnt pay attention to wat Ms Teo wan to say too.. Haha.. chatting with Von and Nadia ... Then secretly took Angie pic... Hey heyz.. study la smsing ur BF ah.. U are caught.. hehe, munching the milo cereals tat i bought to sch.. haha...

This Fri is her b'dae so mi and von wanna to give her a surprise i will give her a BIG surprise.. we were discussing where to celebrate her b'dae... 21 ST b'dae sorry PJ didnt purposely dun wan to go out with u.. But she booked me long long time ago like not nice to reject her ... Once in a lifetime of 21st b'dae will make up another day to go out with u .. Promise!!

Right now fully in holi mood liao cant wait to go on holi to give myself a break... Break away from this small island.. Have a good rest ... Haiz... Today another project given us again.. Have to do sia.. This makes to 3 projects nid to be done over the holi.. Not longer a holi ah.. sianz half...

Took this pic with my eldest ytd night when i was doing my report... funny.. my classmates said we dun look alike.. Urm, pephaps one from dustbin another wan frm garbbage ah.. haha.. juz kidding la... Saw my smile bag?? --> Tat's wat Sherry told me this morning.. she said ppl who have tat tend to be more "Hua Xin".. Maybe she's right ... haha...

U know where we are going.. hehe, its my suggestions.. somewhere in S'pore where is cool.. let u guyz guess ba.. =P

Ciao

Sorry...

2006-06-07T09:52:00.000+08:00

Hiz guyz.. so sorry ytd was rushing my statistic report in the night didnt replie talk to u guyz in MSN.. Didnt do it on purpose de wor... Forgive me alrite.. hehe.. The PJ also so naught nudge but i'm was preoccupied with my stuffs..

Urm, Holi coming... take this opportunity to rest well at home and helps to clean the house... So long nv helped out becoz of my work burned my weekend... Ytd my parents quarrelled again.. Haiz.. I tink my auntie coming ah.. have been in bad mood recently... My Stupid uncle .. ask him to eat shit la.. hate him sia.. treat my mum like tat... like treat maid like tat where got like tat wan.. help him to wash clothes... do all the things ask him to F*** off la.. Becoz of him eating late dinner then all of us ate dinner so late almost 8pm then my dad asked him next time to eat early but he said to my dad " i'm not hungry then i dun wan to eat early la" ...

What the big F*** man~!~!~!~ means he eat late we gotta to eat late too.. so unhealthy.. my mum after a long day at work, go home and cooked dinner also wished to rest early.. with this kind of attitude .. Becoz of him alone wants us to compromise with him.. wat the hack... I damn angry lo... Ytd my grandma asked me to eat the guava.. then i took from the fridge he looked and starred at me like gotta to eat me up...

Dun make my volcano erupt one day... My limit of tolerance have already reached the top liao.... Got driving later.. so tired ytd rushed my report till 12 plus.. stupid com keep hanging.. gotta to restart over and over again.. Juz not my day...

Ciao~

Am i selfish???

2006-06-05T20:15:00.000+08:00

I don know how to put in words to describe how i feel rite now.. Feeling so sucky the monent i wake up.. Took my ICA 2 for my effective skills.. Gone case liao lehz..

Then finished early went to north canteen to have my "LUNCH".. Wa say can tel me how not to get fat one day eat 5 meals.. sianz half... who cares liao.. Then saw some1 in the canteen.. don know izzit purposely or unintentionally didnt see me.. Whateva didnt wanna to care so much already since he likes to cares for his friends more than his old friends.. I also nv notices him is my frenz saw him.. But hack care liao... Didnt bothered.. even though its hurt la.. wat kind of friend is this? When work we are friends cum collegues.. In sch we are totally stranger.. pephaps he didnt wan his friends to know at all.. wateva.. M i selfish to have these thinking??

I was totally slient, sitting quietly with angie and von and the rest of my male classmates... Sat there to do my stitching... i cant relie be bothered about it anymore... Tears started to roll down my cheeks... Then angie and von knew something is wrong with me so angie talked to me via sms and von bought a packet of M&M chocolate.. tat's my greatest tempation.. But i trying to lose weight but tink wun be succeed... haiz.. relie half hearted sia...

I'm totally touched by wat angie have smsed me... Relie.. now i realised tat a frenz can nv be measured by time but by how each of us feel.. U see the point? Angie and Von i juz know them but they are frenz whom i can relie depend on when times i nid... They makes mi happy, they wat are frenz are for... They planted smile on my face...

Received a sms frm juli, she upset becoz of her result for micro.. Nvm its okie.. There's room for improvement .. For ur first trial and strive for the better the next round...hehe.. then i meet her after my accounting lecture to go bugis together.. fish me sia.. go bugis forget to collect my photos again.. going to kill by da hua liao ah... sorry no intentionally de.. =X

We chatted alot as usual.. haha she shopped alot... a great shopping span with the GSS rite now... I'm broke rite now ... Relie broke relie trying to save.. coz i lent him the 100 bucks which i used to pay for my driving lessons.. but nvm.. will collect frm him dude.. haha.. don worry.. hard earn money..

Finally bought the Mickey Mouse pouch tat makes me think for so many days liao... wat the toot... bought it at $26.10.. *Opps* sorry.. mentioned the wrong pricing... Pampered myself once in a while la huh.. haha... This wan makes mi tink so long.. but the shirt bought i juz paid.. haiz..

From now on.. i going to be very selfish and stringy.. *if possible* la huh.. i promise not to treat everyone so good when ppl are making use of me and climbing over my head.. I'm sick and tired of this game liao... Totally... U know who u are... I'm sorry to say but i relie wan to get this out of my chest before the volcano relie erupt when things are not nice to keep..

If things are hindering u frm talking to me juz b frank with me.. i dun like ppl going around the bush to tel me.. I will stopped once i know.. Dun treat me in this way which hurtz me even more!!!!!

--> Secretivly took this pic of juliz when we having dinner at our old place.. hehe.. See FINALLY she know how to use a chopsticks already.. hehe =P

Btw scolded by her, asked me stop being nice to ppl.. i juz cant stop coz i will not be me.. Fortunate for her to haf a fren like me... *BHB* haha... =P
CIAO~!

Fish me man!!!

2006-06-05T08:19:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning... reached sch damn early.. dad send me to sch again... have my breakfast in the mornin with juliz... have mac.. wat the toot fat liao ah.. last few days working at Ulu Pandan... Slack and no ppl.. but no bad la the sale.. haha...

Ytd watch I'm not stupid 2 using DVD player.. haha.. how clever can we be... killing the time.. wah lao.. ytd i have a FALL AGAIN~!~!~~ Sprain my leg a little bit... The stupid plattle la... give way.. urm gaining weight?????

Haha... Have fun talking nonsense with them... i have nv buy so expensive stuffs for myself before.. haha.. nv been stingy buying things for friends also.. =P.. Tinking to buy the mickey mouse key pouch... abt $8.. Still tinking i'm scare later buy liao nv use very wasted.. But tink for so long liao sia... Sian (-_-").... 8 bucks still nid to tink so long...

Ytd sat Jon's van, ask him to send me to my grandma house..to have dinner over there and give her pocket money.. urm, so long nv go there liao.. so take this opportunity to go lo.. so more near to my event place... how sia.. still tinking abt the pouch...

Ciao~!~

Tired.. Shack...

2006-06-03T20:45:00.000+08:00

Today work at west coast... Far sia.. But wat to do have to work.. Then wake up damn early after 5 hrs rest.. haha... used to sleep late liao ...

Today working totally shack.. Firstly too tired.. Secondly too HOT.. stupid wear jeans somemore was so giddy.. But fun, slow and steady sales... Then we take turns to go into cooler room.. was damn shiok... relie ah.. but the moment step out was so HOT again.. haha... then wanted to go toilet.. then heard ya si said veri scarey then make my hair stands liao.. wat the toot.. Then Yong accompany.. went through the male toilet luckily no male inside if not i will be &@^%$&$^7 (pai seh) (-_-").. anyway thankz ah.. nice of ya to accompany then he takes this opp. took pic around using his hp..

Hey the warehse was damn spooky lo.. Like the butcher room.. in WWII... scare me to the wrist.. then after work tot going suntec but my parent called me to go home for dinner.. My dad cooked Crab Bee Hoon.. the stupid bus took mi almost 2 hrs to reach home.. kena scold by the bus driver not becoz my card no money becoz the EZ READER cannot read.. WAT THE F***... wa lau dun nid to make my pai seh la.... wat the.. wearing Milo T somemore sia.. Then i went to my hse market to the AXS machine to book a bbq pit for farewell party for Cheng Yi.. a surprise wan la...

Haiz.. waiting for my hair to dry now.. cant wait going to ZZZZ soon.. Lala land...Oh ya.. juz now VK called me when i'm was in Sharon's Jie hubby van.. Talked to him too.. haha.. then they tot is my boyfriends.. URM.. still single but not available.. didnt want a r/s now.. financial not stable yet.. =P hehe.. but i will take it naturally.. Hey thankz Yong again.. help mi to carry the heavy heavy milo tetra.. and bought the fruitips sweet for me.. So sweet of him ..~!~ Thankz once again... =)

Ciao..~!~HEADACHE IS KILLING ME

Happy n Broke...

2006-06-02T20:59:00.000+08:00

Haha.. today didnt go anyway that's wat i tot in the morning when i woke up at 7 plus.. So i on my "darling" (lappy) to surf net at the same time logging into channel new asia to read some news what the world is happening... Poor Indonesia.. Earthquake and Volcano erupt.. the sleeping volcano..

See the weather so good then decided to go blading at east coast park.. when i was preparing to get out of my house, received a call frm juliz the panda at 0930... Urm, tat's was early i tot she was having her lessons at that time.. But she said her stupid "canadian" lecture didnt turn up.. so lesson cancelled.. Ask whether wanna to meet me so i told her tat i'm going to east coast park to blade.. so she went along with me.. she cycle i blade.. We of coz have fun.. Damn fun sat down to chat, talk and Sun tan for me... not for her coz she will turn to charcoal liao.. haha... We chatted all the things had happened in ITE and how we get to know each other.. Time Flies... we have known each other almost 3 years liao.. tat was fast.. i didnt realise tat...

-->we took while sitting at 1 of the jetty.. sun pretty good ah.. hey tat's my cap!!~!~ Climate Cool (ADIDAS) Where is PJ??????? She's missing in the pic...

We finished around 12 plus so we headed to Parkway Parade for lunch.. I shopped abit got a S&K T-shirt for 10 bucks only..hehe cheap n nice.. Trying to save money for myself.. Coz everytime work like mad but nv save regretted... (-_-) ... So things goes on n on.. Decided to go to Simei to collect my stuff which i have won the bid in yahoo... so we went.. then after that we went to bugis to got shop for her stuffs and mine .. Where PJ supposely today is out threesome outing but pic is missing of 1 person.. where is the Siao Cha Bo??????????? Well, can understand ah.. she went out with her mother.. family more importatn.. =)

Meeting Mandy too in the afternoon at bugis.. so there still time went shopping with juliz to get anaur b'dae present n her stuff..she tinking to get him a bag n a shirt, nice choice =P tink he will like it alot... After a while, we went seperate way... Juliz going home soon (sorry didnt purposely left u alone) so mi and mandy headed to suntec city.. So we reached mandy went to find her boss so left me alone... Shop around for the past 20 mins alone.. but its okie for me la.. coz i used to it liao ... No worries for me of being loneliness..

I shopped around alone in the shopping center.. so long nv go out and shop liao .. Feeling cool and the kick of spending money suddenly hit me.. wat the toot... u know wat i spend a total of 200 bucks today.. don know wat i spend also.. sian half lo..

But happy shopping la... bought 2 shirts for myself (converse & S&K)... bought 1 converse shirt for my younger sis, bought another tshirt ... which i like it alotz..abt ($50) a vintage shirt... relie .. haha.. bought a small sweet things tat wanna to give to some1 for b'dae present.. Tat about it.. so u can guess where my money went too... haha.. today me and juliz the panda came up with an idea of the happening things tat will happen next month so wait n see... Talking to Vk rite now on the phone he finally appear again after his disappearance for 1 week.. so long nv heard frm him liao.. Urm, chatted alot of craps.... Think have to get on on my things.. a surprise for some1. hopes he/she will likes it veri much.. took alot of effort and concentration in doing so..

Just now at bugis received a call frm PJ, supposed she n JW quarelled again.. haiz then drop a sms for her then got a reply from her but i suppose is not her replied to the sms... ask her "how is things bet. u n jw liao??" Got a reply " two of us now veri good le.. Like last time so loving.. thankz 4 yr concern.. we're having dinner at cafe cartel now" Well.. obviously not she reply me.. coz she wun replied me in this manner.. prephaps know her too well le ba.. Feel heart broken and pain for her.. Haiz...

Having terrible headache now.. haven bath too.. then tml work full at west coast.. (-_-")... mon got effective paper haven study...

Ciao ~!~

Disappointed.. Sad

2006-06-01T23:04:00.000+08:00

Today got my micro. & sta. test... I knew i didnt manage to score well liao.. alot of stupid mistakes.. I dead for sure.. Hai... Got back my effective skill result... 32.5 / 50.. Damn it.. stupid.. prephaps too high expections for myself liao ba.. Sad.. =(..

Today tot can accompany PJ but its raining so she went home and ZZZ...then i went to watch "Over the Hedge" with my classmate.. Funny movie with moral behind it.. Don b selfish.. Put others before self.. Went off early even though wanna to go and have dinner together with Yvonne, MK and Jack but sorry guyz not intentionally =( *opps*...

Suppose to hunt for angie b'dae present but couldnt find any... Haiz.. tml going to stay at home to organise my stuffs then tinking to go shopping alone but no $$$.. Boring suddenly feel like i'm lost track liao.. haiz.. hopefully after a good rest ba...

My sis took this pic when i reached home..so FAT.. hey i know u guyz wanna to say that.. urm, trying to "Jian Fei" la... Wanna to go shopping so long nv go liao... Juz now meet Mandy n kor.. so long nv meet up with them liao so take this opportunity to talk to them.. Took e adidas t-shirt liao.. Tml i go out alone... wind myself... release stress

Went to sch early today to study my mico.. coz ytd my nephew and relative came to my house for dinner for the Ba Zhang festival.. so too noisy till i cant concentrate n study.. Reached sch at 8 am even though got a project meeting at 12pm.. study my micro... then angie also came early.. took this pic of her when she so hardworking "studying" hehe.. juz kidding .. don say liao if not she will say i alw make her Pai Seh.. Hey not purposely de wor.. hope u dun mind... =) smile on ur face ya =P...

PMS now.. so didnt relie wanna to talk lots...

Ciao~!~

Slack sia... Boring too

2006-05-31T09:53:00.000+08:00